Mirror Dance

“Yes, I was watching the little playlet past Alys Vorpatril’s shoulder. I stood so as to keep her back to it, for charity’s sake.”

“I … don’t understand Ivan. She seemed like a nice enough girl to me.”

Countess Vorkosigan smiled. “They’re all nice girls. That’s not the point.”

“What is the point?”

“You don’t see it? Well, maybe when you’ve had more time to observe. Alys Vorpatril is a truly doting mother, but she just can’t overcome the temptation to try to micro-manage Ivan’s future. Ivan is too agreeable, or too lazy, to resist openly. So he does whatever she begs of him—except the one thing she wants above all others, which is to settle into a marriage and give her grandchildren. Personally, I think his strategy is wrong. If he really wants to take the heat off himself, grandchildren would absolutely divert poor Alys’s attention. Meanwhile her heart is in her mouth every time he takes a drive.”

“I can see that,” allowed Mark.

“I could slap him sometimes for his little game, except I’m not sure he’s conscious of it, and anyway it’s three-quarters Alys’s fault.”

Mark watched Lady Vorpatril catch up with Ivan, down the room. Checking his evening’s progress down the short list already, Mark feared. “You seem able to maintain a reasonably hands-off maternal attitude yourself,” he observed idly.

“That … may have been a mistake,” she murmured.

He glanced up and quailed inwardly at the deathly desolation he surprised, momentarily, in the Countess’s eyes. My mouth. Shit. The look twitched away so instantly, he didn’t even dare apologize.

“Not altogether hands-off,” she said lightly, attaching herself to his elbow again. “Come on, and I’ll show you how they cross-net, Barrayaran style.”

She steered him down the long room. “There are, as you have just seen, two agendas being pursued here tonight,” the Countess lectured amiably. “The political one of the old men—an a

Mark almost swore her calm, academic voice concealed a savagely vengeful satisfaction. But her expression was as detached as ever.

A young man in a captain’s uniform approached them, and split a nod of greeting between the Countess and Mark. “The Major of Protocol requests your presence, my lord,” he murmured. The statement too seemed to hang indeterminately in the air between them. “This way, please.”

They followed him out of the long reception room and up an ornately carved white marble staircase, down a corridor, and into an antechamber where half a dozen Counts or their official representatives were marshalled. Beyond a wide archway in the main chamber, Gregor was surrounded by a small constellation of men, mostly in red-and-blues, but three in dark Minister’s robes.

The Emperor was seated on a plain folding stool, even less than a chair. “I was expecting a throne, somehow,” Mark whispered to the Countess.

“It’s a symbol,” she whispered back. “And like most symbols, inherited. It’s a standard-issue military officer’s camp stool.”

“Huh.” Then he had to part from her, as the Major of Protocol herded him into his appointed place in line. The Vorkosigan’s place. This is it. He had a moment of utter panic, thinking he’d somehow mislaid or dropped the bag of gold along the way, but it was still looped safely to his tunic. He undid the silken cords with sweaty fingers. This is a stupid little ceremony. Why should I be nervous now?

Turn, walk forward—his concentration was nearly shattered by an anonymous whisper from somewhere in the antechamber behind him, “My God, the Vorkosigans are really going to do it … !”—step up, salute, kneel on his left knee; he proffered the bag right-handed, palm correctly up, and stuttered out the formal words, feeling as if plasma arc beams were boring into his back from the gazes of the waiting witnesses behind him. Only then did he look up to meet the Emperor’s eyes.

Gregor smiled, took the bag, and spoke the equally formal words of acceptance. He handed the bag aside to the Minister of Finance in his black velvet robe, but then waved the man away.

“So here you are after all—Lord Vorkosigan,” murmured Gregor.

“Just Lord Mark,” Mark pleaded hastily. “I’m not Lord Vorkosigan till Miles is, is …” the Countess’s searing phrase came back to him, “dead and rotted. This doesn’t mean anything. The Count and Countess wanted it. It didn’t seem like the time to give them static.”

“That’s so.” Gregor smiled sadly. “Thank you for that. How are you doing yourself?”

Gregor was the first person ever to ask after him instead of the Count. Mark blinked. But then, Gregor could get the real medical bulletins on his Prime Minister’s condition hourly, if he wanted them. “All right, I guess,” he shrugged. “Compared to everybody else, anyway.”

“Mm,” said Gregor. “You haven’t used your comm card.” At Mark’s bewildered look he added gently, “I didn’t give it to you for a souvenir.”

“I … I haven’t done you any favors that would allow me to presume upon you, sir.”

“Your family has established a credit account with the Imperium of nearly infinite depth. You can draw on it, you know.”

“I haven’t asked for anything.”

“I know. Honorable, but stupid. You may fit right in here yet.”

“I don’t want any favors.”

“Many new businesses start with borrowed capital. They pay it back later, with interest.”

“I tried that once,” said Mark bitterly. “I borrowed the Dendarii Mercenaries, and bankrupted myself.”

“Hm.” Gregor’s smile twisted. He glanced up, beyond Mark, at the throng no-doubt backing up in the antechamber. “We’ll talk again. Enjoy your di

Mark creaked to his feet, saluted properly, and withdrew back to where the Countess waited for him.