Prince of chaos

I raised mine and moved it toward the glass. At the moment they seemed to touch, there was a flash of light and Delwin was gone.

I let my arm fall. I walked on. On an impulse, I stopped before a chest and opened its drawer.

I stared. There was no way to one-up this place, it seemed. The drawer contained a miniature, scaled-down representation of my father's chapel-tiny colored tiles, diminutive burning tapers, even a doll-sized Grayswandir upon the altar.

“The answer lies before you, dear friend,” came a throaty voice I knew yet did not know.

I raised my gaze to a lavender-bordered mirror I had not realized hung above the chest. The lady within had long, coal-black hair and eyes so dark I could not tell where the pupils left off and the irises began. Her complexion was very pale, emphasized perhaps by her pink eye shadow and lip coloring. Those eyes... “Rhanda!” I said.

“You remember! You do remember me!”

“...And the days of our bonedance games,” I said.

“Grown and lovely. I thought of you but recently.”

“And I felt the touch of your regard as I slept, my

Merlin. I am sorry we parted so, but my parents—”

“I understand,” I said. “They thought me demon or vampire.”

“Yes.” She extended her pale hand through the mirror, took hold of my own, drew it toward her. Within j the looking glass, she pressed it to her lips. They were cold. “They would rather I cultivated the acquaintance

of the sons and daughters of men and women, than of our own kind.”

When she smiled I beheld her fan—

gs. They had not been apparent in her childhood.

“Gods! You look human!” she said. “Come visit me in Wildwood one day!”

Impulsively, I leaned forward. Our lips met within the mirror. Whatever she was, we had been friends.

“The answer,” she repeated, “lies before you. Come see me!”

The mirror turned red and she was gone. The chapel stood unchanged within the drawer. I closed it and turned away.

Walking. Mirrors to the left. Mirrors to the right. Only myself within them.

Then"Well, well, nephew. Confused?”

“As usual.”

“Can't say as I blame you.”

His eyes were mocking and wise, his hair red as his sister Fiona's or his late brother Brand's. Or Luke's, for that matter.

“Bleys,” I said, “what the hell is going on?”

“I've the rest of Delwin's message,” he said, reaching into his pocket and extending his hand. “Here.”

I reached into the mirror and accepted it. It was yet another spikard, like the one I wore.

“It is the one of which Delwin spoke,” he said. “You must never wear it.”

I studied it for several moments.

“What am I to do with it?” I asked.

“Put it in your pocket. A use may suggest itself at some point.”

“How did you come by it?”

“I switched it after Mandor left it, for the one you wear now.”

“How many are there, anyway?”

“Nine,” he replied.

“I suppose you know all about them.”

“More than most.”

“That wouldn't be hard. I don't suppose you know where my father is?”

“No. But you do. Your lady friend with the sanguinary tastes told you.”

“Riddles,” I said.

“Always preferable to no answer at all,” he responded.

Then he was gone and I walked again. After a while, this was gone, too.

Drifting. Black. Good. So good...

A bit of light found its way through my eyelashes. I shut it out again. But the thunder rolled, and after a time the light leaked in once again.

Dark lines in brown, great horny ridges, ferny forests...

A little later the faculty that evaluates perceptions awoke and pointed out that I was lying on my side staring at the cracked earth between a pair of roots from the tree, clumps of grass dotted here and there across the prospect.

... And I continued to stare, and there was a sudden brightness as of a lightning flash followed almost immediately by a crack of thunder. The earth seemed to shudder with it. I heard the pattering of drops upon the leaves of a tree, the hood of a car. I continued to stare at the largest crack that traversed the valley of my regard.

... And I realized that I knew.

It was the numb knowledge of awakening. The sources of emotion still dozed In the distance, I could hear familiar voices in soft converse. I could also hear the sounds of cutlery against china. My stomach would awaken in a bit, I knew, and I would join them. For now, it was so very pleasant to lie here wrapped in my cloak, hearing the gentle rain and knowing...

I returned to my micro-world and its dark canyon... The ground shook again, this time without benefit of lightning or thunder. And it kept on shaking. This irritated me, for it disturbed my friends and relatives, causing them to raise their voices in something like alarm. Also, it stirred a dormant California reflex at a time when I just wanted to loll and savor my fresh-acquired knowledge.

“Merlin, are you awake?”

“Yes, “, I said, sitting up suddenly, giving my eyes a quick rub, and ru

It was the ghost of my father that knelt beside me, having just shaken my shoulder. “We seem to have a problem,” he said, “with rather extreme ramifications.”

Jurt, standing behind him, nodded several times. The ground shook once again, twigs and leaves fell about us, pebbles bounced, dust rose, the fogs were agitated. I heard a dish break in the vicinity of the heavy red and white cloth about which Luke, Dalt, Coral, and Nayda sat eating.

I untangled my cloak and rose to my feet, realizing then that someone had removed my boots while I slept. I drew them back on. There came another tremor, and I leaned against the tree for support.

“This is the problem?” I said. “Or is something bigger about to eat it?”

He gave me a puzzled look. Then, “Back when I drew the Pattern,” he said, “I'd no way of knowing that this area was faulted, or that something like this would one day occur. If these shocks should crack the Pattern, we've had it-in more ways than one. As I understand it, that spikard you wear can draw upon enormous sources of energy. Is there some way you could use it to defuse this thing?”

“I don't know,” I told him. “I never tried anything like it.”

“Find out fast, okay?” he said.

But I was already spi

I reached for a long while, seeking a conversion metaphor to the subjective for anything I might discover.

... Wading out from the beach into the oceanwaves tickling my stomach, my chest-feeling with my toes the rocks, the strands of sea-weed... Sometimes a rock would turn, slip, bump against another, slide...

I couldn't see to the bottom with my eyes. But I saw the rocks, the wrack, in their disposition and movement, just the same, beheld them as clearly as if the bottom were fully illuminated.

Feeling, feeling my way now, down through the strata, single toe soft as a flashlight's beam ru

Slip! The rock slides off. My body follows...

I dive for it, following the sliding passage. I race ahead, pouring forth heat, cracking rock, splintering new pathways, outward, outward... It was coming this way. I broke through a wall of stone, another. Another. I was not certain this was the way to divert it, but it was the only one I knew to try. Go that way! Damn it! That way! I accessed two more cha