Worst Case

I watched her rub her hair with a wad of paper towels. It was the color of black cherry soda where it was wet along the nape of her neck, I suddenly noticed.

She paused as the ME’s techs brought out Jacob in a plastic bag. They slid him into the back of the beat-up Bronx County Medical Examiner’s van parked beside our Impala.

“I lost four,” Emily said, staring out the rain-streaked windshield.

“What are you talking about?”

“Du

I lifted my soda and took a sip. It wasn’t black cherry, which I had a distinct pang for all of a sudden, but the sugar rush would have to do.

“Three for seven,” I said. “That’s great. If this were baseball, you’d be Ted Williams.”

“This isn’t baseball, though, is it?” Emily said after a moment.

I took another sip of my Coke and dropped the transmission into reverse to let the death van out.

“You’re right,” I said as we bumped off the sidewalk onto the wet street. “There’s no crying in baseball.”

Chapter 15

IT WAS DARK by the time we rolled across the Madison Avenue Bridge and safely back into Manhattan.

Along the way, Emily had called her Bureau boss and dropped the bad news. Then she made another call to what I assumed was her family. It sounded like she was talking to a little kid.

Then and only then did I check her hand for a ring. Yes, men are that dumb. At least I am. There was no ring, which meant what? Maybe she didn’t wear one at work. I shouldn’t get my hopes up. Was I getting them up? I guessed I was.

As I drove, I called the TARU tech for an update about the phone leads. They’d actually made some headway. The phone numbers recorded at the Du

My next call back to the Crime Scene guys was less promising. There were no bullet casings or fingerprints anywhere. Our guy had even had the presence of mind to take the piece of chalk he’d used to write the message.

All in all, this animal who’d killed Jacob had been calculated, methodical, and very careful. All negatives from where we sat. I still couldn’t get his perfectly inflected PBS voice out of my head.

We were on Fifth Avenue just passing Central Park North when I looked up. I was supposed to drop Emily off at the Hilton near Rockefeller Center, but I decided I couldn’t wait any longer. The suspense was killing me about my kids’ game. If Seamus had shown me up in the coaching department, I didn’t know if I’d be able to live it down.

Emily looked confused as I stopped in front of my building on West End.

“I need to stop at my apartment for a second. I have to, uh, see about something. You want to wait in the car-or what the hell, come up. I’ll get you an umbrella and a real Scotch if you need one. I know I do.”

Chapter 16

EMILY LOOKED EVEN more confused as my doorman, Kevin, opened the lobby door.

“How much do they pay New York City cops?” she said as we headed for the elevator.

“Very fu

You could hear the ruckus as soon as the elevator opened in my foyer.

“Is someone having a party?” Emily said.

I laughed as I opened the door.

“Oh, the party never ends around here,” I said.

Everyone was in the living room. Seamus. The teens, the tweens, and the little ones, who were getting bigger and more expensive by the hour. Wall-to-wall people, laughing, fighting, gaming, watching TV. The mosh pit that was my home life.

“Dad!” several of my kids cried when I was eventually noticed.

When I turned back to Emily, I could see that she was beyond confused and now deep in utterly bamboozled territory. I smiled, remaining silent. Teasing her was becoming quite pleasant.

“They’re not all yours,” she said.

“Except for the priest,” I said, making an expansive gesture with my hands. “He’s just a loafer.”

“Very fu

“No!” I yelled, stricken. “No, it’s not possible. How? You threatened to excommunicate the other team?”

“No, I tried something you wouldn’t know about. Sound coaching techniques. Take that, ya wiseass,” Seamus said. “Now how about introducing me to your lovely friend here.”

“Emily, meet Father Seamus Be

“FBI,” Seamus said, impressed, as he shook her hand. “A G-lady in the flesh. Is it true they let you torture suspects now?”

“Just a

The kids, finally noticing that there was a stranger in their midst, quieted down and sat staring. Trent, one of our family’s many comedians, stepped over like a four-foot-tall butler.

“Hello,” he said, offering his hand to Emily. “Welcome to the Be

Emily stared at me as she shook his hand. “Um…,” she said.

“How do you do?” said Ricky, getting in on the act. “It’s sooo nice of you to come for di

“All right, you goofballs. Enough,” I said.

Just then, Juliana, my oldest girl, stopped as she came in from the kitchen. She pulled out her ever-present iPod earbuds before turning back for the kitchen.

“Mary Catherine, Dad brought a guest home. Should I set out another plate?”

Mary Catherine appeared a minute later.

“Of course,” she said.

“Oh, I couldn’t. I wouldn’t want to impose, Mrs. Be

“Did you hear what she said?” cried Chrissy. “Hey, everyone. Did you hear that? She called Mary Catherine Mrs. Be

“I’m sorry?” Emily said, looking at me, raw pleading in her face.

“That’s it, you guys. Back off now, and I mean it,” I said. I turned to Emily. “It’s a long story. Mary Catherine and I aren’t married,” I started. I laughed suddenly. “That didn’t come out right. What I mean to say is-”

“What he means to say is that I work for this crew,” Mary Catherine said. “Pleased to meet you,” she said, shaking Emily’s hand briskly.

“Oh, my mistake,” Emily said.

Just then, the saliva-inducing scent of rosemary, garlic, and pepper hit us like a freight train. Emily turned as Juliana placed a massive roasted leg of lamb on the dining room table. It smelled insanely good.

“On Sundays, Mary Catherine pulls out all the stops,” I explained.

Emily’s eyes went wide as Brian came in carrying mashed potatoes on a platter the size of a toboggan.

“You definitely do not have to stay,” I said to Emily. “Don’t let these tricksters fool you with their polite routine. We redefine the term family-style.”

Socky began rubbing himself on Emily’s shin.

“But, Daddy, look. Even Socky wants her to stay,” said Chrissy, batting her butterfly-wing eyelids up at Emily.

Emily knelt down and finally petted the cat.

“Well, if Socky says I should, I guess I have to,” she said.

“In that case, here,” I said, pouring Emily a huge glass of red wine. “You’re going to need this.”