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“My picture?”

“Yeah, the one he carries in his wallet.” She said it like an accusation. Hey, it wasn’t my fault if she was miffed. But why was she talking about him in the present tense? I was getting a bad feeling.

“Anyway,” she continued, “I told him I’d meet him at the Buena Vista last night but he didn’t show up. Then all of a sudden you were there. I recognized you and I-I didn’t know what to do, so I took off.” She waved her hands helplessly. “Probably a chickenshit reaction, but it was weird to see you there. I felt a little threatened, I guess. Fight or flight, you know? So I ran.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“So I thought I’d try to snag him here today, but no such luck. And here you are. Must be my lucky day.”

I would’ve risen to the sarcastic bait but I couldn’t. She didn’t know. Now what? I really wished my mom were here. She would handle this so much better than I could.

“I’m sorry, Anandalla,” I said, clasping my hands tightly. “Abraham died a few days ago.”

“What?” She shook her head. “No, I just saw him. What’s today?”

“It’s true,” I said softly. “I’m sorry.”

Her eyes were wide, filled with shock. “No, no, I’m supposed to… um, no.”

“I’m sorry.”

“That’s not possible,” she whispered. “You’re lying. You’re just…”

She blinked a few times and gulped. Then her face crumpled as the tears started. She buried her face in her hands and her shoulders hitched as she cried silently.

I grabbed a stool and forced her to sit. She laid her head on the surface of the worktable and continued to cry with heart-wrenching sobs. I rubbed her back but felt completely useless. I rifled through my purse and found a packet of tissues and shoved one into her hand.

I couldn’t believe it. After a lifetime of not knowing, this girl finally had a chance to meet her father. And now he was gone. And her mother was dying, too. How could anyone survive that much pain?

My heart broke for Abraham, too. What a happy shock it must’ve been to find out he had a daughter after all these years. At the same time, I felt a spurt of anger for Anandalla’s mother. How could that woman have kept them both in the dark for so many years?

And I suddenly realized this must’ve been what Abraham had been talking about the night of the Covington opening. “Life is good, Brooklyn,” he’d said, hugging me. “I didn’t think it could get any better, but it can.”

At the time, I thought he’d been referring to the overwhelming success of the exhibition. Now I realized he’d been talking about his daughter. It was so unfair.

Anandalla’s sobs echoed in the room and reached right inside me. As always, no one cried alone when I was nearby. I wiped my damp cheeks as I put my hand on her arm.

“I’m so sorry, Anandalla,” I said. “He was a good man and I know he would’ve gone to any lengths to find you if he’d known. I-I don’t know what else to say. It’s just a tragedy.”

Anandalla sat up, took in a big breath and let it out. She hopped off the stool and absently pulled at the cuffs of her jacket. “Yeah. It sucks.”

“That pretty much sums it up,” I said.

After a moment, she blurted, “You can call me A

“A

“My mom tried to be Hindu for a while, so that’s where I got the name.”

“There was a lot of that going around back in the day.”

She snickered. “Yeah. After a few years, she went back to being a legal secretary and I’ve been A

“I like the name A

“Thanks. So I guess I’m going to be an orphan,” she said with a chuckle, but it set off a fresh bout of tears and another round of heavy sobs.

I pulled her into my arms and held her. After a few minutes, she stopped sobbing but began to gasp with heavy jerks as she tried to catch her breath.

“Easy,” I said. “Take it slow.” I patted her back. Her breathing slowed, deepened, softened.

Finally, she stepped away. “I’ll be okay.”

“I don’t know how,” I said. “I’d be a complete disaster.”

“Denial helps. I’m hoping it’ll kick in any minute now.”

“Well, I can promise you one thing.”

She dabbed the tissue along her wet temple. “Yeah? What?”

“You’ll never be an orphan. Not while you’ve got the Fellowship around you.”

“The what?”

I sighed. “I guess your mother never told you about that, either.”

She took a defensive step back. I was making an educated guess that her mother had kept Abraham from her because of his co

“What exactly didn’t my mother tell me?” A

“I could try to explain but it would take hours.” I grabbed my bag. “Why don’t I show you instead?”

The three hundred or so assorted family and friends still partying at the town hall were overwhelmed by the news that Abraham had a daughter. But never let it be said that the members of the Fellowship for Spiritual Enlightenment and Higher Artistic Consciousness couldn’t rise to the occasion and welcome a newcomer into the fold.

Literally.

They closed in, encircling A

After twenty minutes, A

It was pretty much guaranteed I was about to inherit a third sister. I needed another sibling the way I needed a sixth toe. Or a twelfth toe. You know, an extra one on each foot. Never mind.

Three hours later, as the lights of the City cast a foggy glow on San Francisco Bay, I headed west on Highway 37 toward home. I gripped the steering wheel and tried to concentrate on the road. It wasn’t easy and it had nothing to do with the darkness or the fog. No, I was blown away by the fact that I was six million dollars wealthier than I’d been this morning.

Six. Million. Dollars.

Except for a generous bequest to his housekeeper and assorted knickknacks to friends plus a few rare books to Guru Bob, Abraham had left his entire estate to me.

Me. I got it all. His house, his business, his library of books and papers, his portfolio of property and stock investments, which, his lawyer hastened to assure me, were extensive.

The daughter of his heart, he’d called me in his will. After hearing that, I’d run through the rest of my packet of tissues.

After the will was read, my father had to hold me up as we walked outside. I was in a daze. I had to escape. I couldn’t go to my family’s house. I didn’t want to talk to anyone, especially A

As soon as I’d promised my dad I’d call when I got home, I jumped in my car and escaped Dharma. I felt guilty leaving but knew it would only get worse if I had to look into A

If only her mother hadn’t lied. If only Abraham were alive.

It was obvious Abraham hadn’t had a clue A

I shook my head as I swung onto the 101, still in shock over the full disclosure of Abraham’s net worth. I knew property values in Sonoma were high and everyone who’d invested in the commune and Dharma had made money over the years, thanks to smart fiscal pla