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"No, but I was responsible for Melville," Oliver answered. "I was very personally and directly responsible. If she had believed she could trust me, then she would have told me the truth. We could have told Zillah Lambert, at least, and she would probably have respected the confidence, for her own sake if not for Melville's. Then there need never have been a case and Melville would still be alive… possibly even practicing her profession."
"Perhaps," Henry agreed. "Is that what is troubling you?"
"I suppose so."
"Didn't you ask her, press her for the truth?"
"Yes, of course I did! Obviously she didn't trust me."
"What was to prevent her trusting Zillah Lambert, regardless of you?"
"Well… nothing, I suppose."
"But years of rejection," Henry concluded. "Years of lying and concealing. You ca
"My God, you're a harsh judge," Oliver said, jerking his head up to glare at his father.
Henry struck a match and lit his pipe. It went out again immediately. His mouth softened, but there was no equivocation in his mild blue eyes.
"Do you want to be invalided out?"
"No, of course I don't. And I'd like a glass of sherry. Actually, I left before I drank more than a sip of the port."
"It's behind you." Henry made another attempt at lighting his pipe.
The following morning a little before noon Rathbone was in his offices in Vere Street when his clerk told him the police surgeon had called with information.
"Ask him in," Rathbone said immediately.
The surgeon came in, looking grave.
"Well?" Rathbone asked as soon as the barest formalities were over.
"Definitely bellado
"But…" Rathbone prompted, sitting a little straighter.
The surgeon bit his lips, his eyes narrowing. "But the thing that I find hard to understand, and which brings me back to you rather than merely sending you a report, is that from the amount she took, and the time she died, she must have taken it while she was still in the courthouse." He drew his brows together. "Which can only mean she had it with her, presumably against such an eventuality as… what? What happened that afternoon that suddenly became unbearable?"
Rathbone tried to think back. It had been the day Sachev-erall had put the witnesses on the stand and exposed what he thought was a homosexual affair. Had Melville known that was going to happen, or feared it? If so, why had she not told Rathbone to plead guilty and settle out of court? She would have saved Wolff's reputation at least. And if she loved him, surely she would have done that?
Had she carried bellado
"Do you know something?" the surgeon asked. "I would guess she took it after two in the afternoon, and well before five in the evening, probably before four."
"Yes, it probably makes as much sense as suicide ever does," Rathbone answered wearily.
"You do not sound entirely convinced." The surgeon looked at him with a slight shake of his head. "Is there some fact I should know?"
"No. No… I am afraid it was a tragedy which may well have been inevitable from the moment Sacheverall called Isaac Wolff to the stand, let alone that damned prostitute. Thank you for coming to let me know in person."
The surgeon stood up and offered his hand. Rathbone took it, and then saw him to the door. He returned to his chair, still with a vague sense of unease, as if there was something unexplained or incomplete, but he could not think what. Probably it was as his father had said, his own sense of guilt.
Nevertheless that evening he went to see Monk at his rooms in Fitzroy Street. He found him brooding over a handful of letters. He seemed quite pleased to be interrupted.
"Trivial case," he said, putting them aside and rising to his feet as Rathbone came in. "You look awful. Still thinking about Keelin Melville?"
"Aren't you?" Rathbone continued, throwing himself into the large chair reserved for clients. "The police surgeon came to see me today. It was bellado
"But she was in court all afternoon," Monk said with surprise. "You were with her."
"Well, he was quite sure," Rathbone repeated. "Said it had to have been between two and five at the latest, more likely four."
"What time did she leave court?" Monk pressed. He was sitting upright on his chair. "Is she supposed to have swallowed the stuff?"
"Yes, of course! What else? Pulled out a syringe and put a needle into her arm?" Rathbone said tartly, but his attention was suddenly focused.
"In what form?" Monk asked.
"What?"
"What form was the bellado
"I've no idea. I didn't ask. What does it matter now?"
Monk was frowning. "Well, didn't you notice if she swallowed pills, took a drink of water, or had a flask? Someone must have seen. It was about as public a place as you can have, dammit! Why on earth would she do it there anyway? Why not wait until she got home with a little privacy?"
"I don't know." Rathbone was thinking frantically now. "I can't imagine what must have been on her mind. She panicked when Sacheverall put that prostitute on the stand. She realized her evidence would be unarguable, interpretable only one way."
"Then she didn't know Sacheverall would call her until she saw her there?" Monk said quickly.
Rathbone thought back. "No. I don't think she did. I can't be sure, of course, but insofar as I am any judge at all, she had no idea."
"Then why would she have taken bellado
"Then find sense to it!" Rathbone said urgently. "I'm engaging you to do it-for me!" He cast aside his personal feelings, even his awareness that Monk must consider him incompetent at best for having allowed the case to come to this tragic end. He refused to think what Hester's judgment would be. He hated asking for favors. The hard edge of his feeling was in his voice, and his awareness of vulnerability in front of Monk, of all people. "I want to know what it was that drove her to kill herself instead of fighting on. Couldn't she have left England, gone to Italy or even the Middle East, or somewhere? With genius like hers she could surely have started again. Anything rather than death. And what about Wolff? She loved him…"
Monk was looking at him for once without mockery. Only the faintest spark lit the backs of his eyes.
"I'll find out what I can." Then he did smile. "My rates are very reasonable."
"Thank you," Rathbone accepted stiffly. He felt awkward now, more than a little self-conscious. He stood up, straightening his jacket. It was nearly midnight. He had not realized how long it had taken him to travel to Primrose Hill and back. "I'm sorry to have kept you so late."
Monk stood up also. He hesitated, as if about to offer his hand. It was a peculiarly formal gesture, and at the last moment he changed his mind. "I'll let you know as soon as I find anything," he promised instead, and his face was very grave. Rathbone realized with warmth that he too felt angry and hurt and more than a little guilty.