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You feel Kara's rage and desperation beating against you anew.
No! Leave her out of this!
"You said not to," Jill says. "Not until Rob comes back from stopping the bad man in the basement."
Those deadly words are all the more chilling from the mouth of a child. You search for a plausible reason for Kara to have changed her mind.
"I know, bug, but I forgot to tell Detec—Rob something very important. There's a dangerous trap in the cellar. The bad man set it. And if we don't tell Rob right away, he'll get hurt! You don't want him to be hurt, do you?"
"No," she says, her eyes and voice filled with uncertainty.
"Then untie me. Quickly! Please, bug! There's no time to waste if we're going to save him!"
Jill's face is tortured for a moment, then she runs around to the back of the chair.
It's too late, Gabor! Kara says. He's found you by now! Any minute now and I'll be free of you forever!
You realize that she's probably right but you must try.
The child whimpers as she struggles with the knots. You feel something pull free. There's a little extra room around your wrists. You yank them free of the cord, leap up, and grab Jill by the arm. Terror propels you down the stairs, dragging the frightened child after you.
What are you doing, you monster? Leave her out of this!
You could drop Kara into limbo to shut her up but that would distract you for a moment, and you need every second, every ounce of concentration at your disposal if you're going to have a chance of surviving.
On the first floor, you stop in the kitchen and pull one of the carving knives from a drawer, then head for the basement.
It's too late, Gabor! Too late!
But you know that as long as you're still alive and still in Kara's body, it's not too late.
You begin shouting as you enter the stairwell.
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Rob had been pounding on the paneling, reaching up among the pipes, but had found nothing. There was an empty space behind the panels, he could hear that, but his questing hands hadn't come in contact with anything that felt like a lever—
Until now.
His hand closed around a short length of L-bar. He pulled down on it and heard a click inside the paneling. A section sank inward. He was pushing on it, trying to find a way in, when he heard someone shouting on the stairs.
Kara's voice! How did she—?
"Don't do it Harris! I've got your daughter and if I die, so does she!"
Rob heard Jill's terrified sobs before he saw her. And when she came into view, Kara was holding a knife at her throat.
Not Jill!
A current of panic buzzed through Rob for an instant. Then he drew his pistol.
"Give me the gun, Harris," said Kara's voice.
The menace in her eyes, her expression—so alien.
And to see her pressing the point of a knife against Jill's throat sickened him.
"No way, Gabor!"
"I'll cut her. I will."
Rob noticed that the faint trace of accent he used to hear in Gates' voice had wormed its way into Kara's. He looked into Jill's eyes, saw the hurt mixed with the fear.
"That's not your mom, Jill. That's someone pretending to be your mom. Just stand quiet and I'll get us out of this."
"I sincerely doubt that. The gun, Harris!"
"Forget that. I give you the gun, you'll shoot us both."
Rob ransacked his brain for a way to bargain out of this. The first step in any hostage situation was to keep everyone talking so you could think.
"I don't want that," Kara's voice said. "This is merely self defense. I'll let you go. I just want to protect myself."
This from someone who just moments ago had pushed him out a third story window.
"Right. You'll let Jill and me waltz out of here."
Kara's face hardened. Her hand moved the point of the knife up to Jill's right eye. Jill whimpered with terror.
"I'm going to start cutting her, Harris. Starting with this eye. And I'm going to keep cutting her until you put that gun on the floor and slide it over to me."
Rob felt beads of sweat burst from every pore on his body. He pointed his revolver at the section of paneling that had moved and spoke through his teeth. His voice was low, almost a whisper.
"One drop of her blood, Gabor… I see one drop of blood and I empty this pistol into that wall. And then I go through that wall and I get hold of whatever's left of you in there and I tear it apart with my bare hands."
"Jill won't be much to look at by then."
"But you'll be dead."
"Will I? I'm living in Kara now. Maybe Kara will die with me. And maybe my body will die but I'll go on living within Kara. The situation is unprecedented. Anything could happen."
And either way, I lose, Rob thought.
"The pistol, Harris. Slide it over."
But as long as he held the pistol, Rob knew he had a chance. There was a way to save Jill: kill Kara. Rob raised the pistol in the two handed grip and sighted at the middle of Kara's forehead.
She smiled at him.
"You'd have made a good general, Harris. Sacrifice one platoon to avoid losing both. Go ahead. Shoot. Can you do it? To Kara? She's in here with me, looking down that barrel just as I am. Pull the trigger… Rob."
He lowered the pistol. He couldn't do it. Maybe if he just wounded her, the pain would free her from Gabor, but it was too risky. Most of her body was hidden behind Jill. He couldn't risk hitting Jill.
Rob could feel the balance of the stand-off shifting toward Gabor. Inevitable. Gabor controlled the two people Rob cared about most in this world. He felt as if he were being torn apart, slowly, one small piece at a time.
"Now, Harris!"
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You've wasted enough time. The longer you let this drag on, the greater the chance something will go wrong for you.
I wish he'd pulled the trigger! Kara says.
"I doubt that."
At least Jill would be safe.
You sense her sincerity, and you wonder at the depth of a mother's feeling for her child. You can't imagine sacrificing your own life for anyone.
But enough talk with Detective Harris. He ca
This will teach Kara a lesson, too.
"Watch carefully, Kara. I'm going to demonstrate who is the master here."
Panic spews from her in a fountain.
No! You're not—!
"Watch!"
Kara's voice becomes an inarticulate scream in your mind as you draw the knife back a bit, preparing for the jab, then—
You can't move it!
The knife is frozen in the air. Now it's moving away! Away! It's Kara! She's reasserting control! But this is impossible! You knew she had a powerful self, but you never dreamed—
You try to force her back but her rage is a living thing, clawing at you. Kara's protective instincts have been uncaged, released from some primitive part of her hindbrain, and they are now roaring through her like prehistoric beasts. Racial memories, encoded in every cell of her body, are bursting free. Every woman who has ever persevered through a life of domination… every mother since the dawn of time who has ever fought to save her child… it's as if they've all suddenly risen up and joined her against you.
You've misjudged this woman. You hope it was not a fatal error. You fight back with all your power, your greater experience. You must win! You must!