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So demon-things can cry, I thought. It was the first sane thought, and I grabbed it like a shipwreck survivor.
"I miss Saint City," he said. "That noodle shop on Pole Street with the fishtank on the far wall. And that hash den we used to drink at—the one with the great music."
My throat was raw. "It closed down," I whispered. "Two hookers ODed in a week. On T-laced Chill."
"Shit," he said easily. "Damn shame. They played RetroPhunk all the time. And Therm Condor."
"A
"The Drew Street Tech Boys," he said after a considering pause. "Audiovrax."
I seemed to be slogging through mud to think. "Blake's Infernals."
"Krewe's Control and the Hover Squad," he said.
"I hated them," I whispered.
"Did you?" Now he sounded surprised. "You never told me."
"You loved them." My voice caught on a hoarse sob.
"You bought me all eight discs," he said, scratching at his cheek. "Damn."
"I incinerated them," I admitted. "After you left."
"Oh." He paused. "I'm sorry, baby."
It sounded like he meant it.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered, my voice raw.
"I was trying to protect you, Da
"I have to," I said. "I have to." I choked on the words. Rigger Hall had taught me how to be hard—but to be hard was no use without your honor. Honor was everything. And honor demanded I avenge Doreen, even if it killed me.
Even if it turns me into a genesplice aberration? I wondered, and my breath jagged out, a low moaning sob.
"I know," he answered, softly, intimately. "You can't be anything else, Da
"Look at what he did to me," I whispered.
"So what?" Jace said. "You're still you. Still my pretty Da
I shuddered. It should have been a transparent ploy, but it needled me. I was letting Gabe down—she'd dropped everything to come with me. And Eddie loved her. It must eat at him to see her unhappy.
A deep racking cough shook me. I wiped at my face with bladed hands—my hands weren't even my own anymore. But they would do what I asked them to do. I finally raised my head to find Jace watching me. He didn't look nervous, but the set of his shoulders told me he was tense.
"I need some clothes," I said huskily.
"You got it," Jace said. "Anything you need, baby."
CHAPTER 43
Gabe examined my face. "Hades," she breathed, then handed me my sword.
I took it, cautiously. But no blue fire bloomed on the blade, and it didn't hurt me.
I glanced at Japhrimel, who stood expressionless by the window. Darkness pressed against the glass, the sound of rain tapering off. I wondered if the city was still burning. "Blessed weapons won't react to you," he said quietly. "Ease your mind, Dante. Your blade is still your own."
I looked at the curved length of steel, closed my eyes, and thought of Santino. Opened my eyes.
Blue ran weakly along the slight curve of the blade. Anubis, I prayed, I beg of You, answer me. I let out a shaky breath. Felt my tattoo shift on my cheek, the emerald sparking. Relief burst inside me. It still worked. And if my blade was still blessed, I was still one of the god's own chosen.
"Well," Gabe said. She wore her long black police-issue coat, a plasgun holstered under her left arm. I couldn't see her sword. She put her fists on her hips. "Damn. Better than an augment, I guess."
It was her attempt at humor, and it failed miserably. I was still grateful for it, though. "And so cheap," I said, my own failed attempt at levity.
Silence stretched inside the wrecked bedroom, a thin humming silence. The bed was reduced to matchsticks and springs and strips of material, the chairs splintered. The curtains were torn, and there were a few impact-marks on the walls. I took this all in.
"Sorry about the room, Jace," I finally said, not meeting his eyes. My voice was indeed ruined, husky but still perfect. I sounded like a vidsex queen.
"It's okay." He leaned against the door to the hall. His staff leaned next to him, the bones moving uneasily in the charged air, clacking against each other. "I wanted to redo it anyway."
Eddie, his arms folded, hulked behind Gabe, stealing furtive looks at me and then at Japhrimel, who looked just as he always had—except for the dark rings around his glittering eyes. He looked tired and somehow more human than I'd ever seen him. I felt his unwavering attention, his back to the window but his entire body focused on me.
"Where are we at?" I asked, and didn't dare look Gabe in the eyes. I didn't think I could stand to meet her worried dark gaze.
She cleared her throat. "I've managed to get a nice stockpile of munitions. Eddie can have three golem'ai ready for Manifest in two days. And he's put together eighteen firestarters. Forty-eight hours, and we're as ready as we can be." She looked at Jace.
"I've got Mob Circle passports for all of us," he said quietly. "And my second is already handing out the weapons. We've declared war on the Corvins, they just don't know it yet. Fu
"You're staying here," I said. "You've got to coordinate—"
"I'm going with you," Jace disagreed mildly. "If you don't like it, tough. I've got my own score to settle with Sargon Corvin. Or whoever the hell he is."
I looked at him, my fingers tightening on the hilt. Gabe stepped back. Eddie slid his arms around her, and they stood, watching me.
A kind of black fury welled up behind my breastbone. I swallowed, looking down at my sword. Blue light glittered along the ringing blade. "Get me a map," I said, finally. "Let's see if I can track Doreen's blood. If I can't, we still have Dake's tracker. We can hope Santino hasn't set up countermeasures."
I felt rather than heard Gabe's sigh of relief. Jace nodded, took his staff, and left the room. Gabe followed, pulling Eddie by the hand. The Skinlin sidled past me. Gabe paused at the door.
"Da
"Hm?" I steeled myself, looking at the glitter of blue fire along the steel. Power. The changes had settled into me, and I felt the same humming force that lay over Japhrimel flooding me. So much Power—I didn't even need the city's well of energy now. My brain shuddered away from the implications. I could tear this whole damn house apart.
"You're still my friend," she said, firmly. "No matter what you are, you're still my friend."
Startled, I half-turned to look at the door, but she was gone, dragging Eddie after her.
That left me alone with Japhrimel.
He studied me across the burning air. Finally he moved slightly, clasping his hands behind his back. "I am not sorry," he said.
"Of course not," I said. "You're a demon."