The Silent Cry

Wade stopped pacing and stared down at Sylvestra.

"You must rest, my dear. I shall give you a draught to help you sleep.

I am sure Miss Latterly will sit up with Rhys should it be necessary, but I doubt it will. You will need your strength." He turned to Hester. "I am sorry to place so much upon you, but I have no doubt both your courage and your compassion are equal to it.”

It was a profound compliment, and gravely given. It was not a time for thanks, only acceptance.

"Of course," she agreed. "Tomorrow we shall begin what is to be done.”

He nodded and at last seemed to relax a fraction. Hester believed it prudent to allow him a few moments alone with Sylvestra. His care for her was apparent. Now, of all times, they should be permitted a privacy to reach towards each other through the tragedy which engulfed them.

"I shall go and see how Rhys is now," she said. "Goodnight." She did not wait for a reply, but turned and went out, closing the door behind her.

Rhys did not call her in the night. Whatever Dr. Wade had given him was sufficient to induce in him not rest, but unconsciousness. She had no idea how long he had been awake when she heard the bell fall on the floor.

She rose immediately. It was full daylight. She grasped her shawl and opened the co

Rhys was lying facing her, his eyes wide and terrified.

She went in and sat on the bed.

"Tell me again, Rhys," she said quietly. "Did you kill your father?”

He shook his head slowly, keeping his eyes on her.

"Not even by accident?" she pressed. "Did you fight with him, not realising who he was, in the dark?”

He hesitated, then shook his head. His expression was filled with horror, his lips drawn back, his jaw clenched, the muscles of his neck corded with tension inside him.

"Could you see in the alley?" she pressed, the evidence heavy in her mind. "If someone accosted you, attacked you, are you sure you would know who it was?”

He gave a curious little jerk. If he had had a voice, it might have been laughter, but bitter, self-hurting. There was some dreadful irony in what he knew, and he could not tell her, even if he would have.

"Could you see?" she asked again.

He stared at her without moving.

There were so many questions. She thought desperately which would be the right one.

"Do you know what happened that night?”

He nodded, still not taking his eyes from hers, although the horror in him was so palpable she could feel coldness creeping through her, and despair so great it consumed and destroyed everything else.

"Rhys…" She put her hand on his arm, holding him hard, feeling the muscle and bone beneath her fingers. "I'll help you in any way I can, but I have to know how to. Can you tell me, somehow, what happened?

You were there, you saw it. If you want to plead against the charge they are bringing, then you must give them something else to believe.”

For seconds he simply gazed back at her, then slowly he closed his eyes and turned away.

"Rhys!”

He shook his head.

She did not know what to think. Whatever had happened, he still could not bear to have anyone know. Even facing arrest, and in time trial for his life, he would not impart it.

But did he understand that? Did he imagine because Evan had not taken him away that somehow it would not happen?

"Rhys!" she said urgently. "It hasn't gone away, you know. You are under house arrest. It is just the same as being in a public cell, or in Newgate. The only reason you are here, not there, is because you are too ill to move. There will be a trial, and if you are found guilty, they will take you to Newgate, no matter how ill you are. They won't care, because they will hang you anyway…" She could not go on. She could not bear it, even though he had not turned back or even opened his eyes. His body was rigid, tears ru

"Rhys," she said softly. "I have to make you realise this is real. You must tell someone the truth, to save yourself!”

Again he shook his head.

"Did you kill him?" she whispered.

He shook his head again, very little, but quite unmistakably.

"But you know who did!" she persisted.

He turned back very slowly, meeting her eyes. He lay still for seconds. She could hear the sound of distant feet as a maid crossed the landing.

"Do you?" she said again.

He closed his eyes without answering.

She stood up and went out of the room and down the stairs to the withdrawing room where Sylvestra was moving aimlessly from one idle task to another. A pile of embroidery yarns sat tangled on a small table, linen bunched up near them. A bowl of winter flowers from the hothouse were half arranged, half simply poked into the water. Several letters lay on a salver on the large semi-circular table by the wall, two were opened, the others were not.

She swung around as soon as she heard the door.

"How is he?" she asked quickly, then bit her lip as though unsure what she wanted the answer to be. "I simply don't know what to do. Leighton was my husband. I owe him… everything, not only loyalty but love, respect, decency." Her brow puckered. "How could it have happened? What… what changed him? And don't tell me Rhys hasn't changed…

I've seen the difference in him and it terrifies me!”

She swung away, her hands clenched in front of her. A less controlled woman would have wept, or screamed, thrown something just to release the tension inside herself.

"He never used to be like this, Miss Latterly." Her voice was tight in her throat as if she had difficulty in making herself speak. "He was wilful at times, thoughtless, like most young people, but there was no cruelty in him. I don't understand it. I thought I was so tired last night I would have slept with exhaustion. I wanted to." She emphasised it fiercely. "I wanted simply to cease to be able to think or feel anything. But I lay awake for hours. I racked my brain trying to understand what had changed him, why he had become so different, when it had begun to happen. I found no answer. It still makes no sense to me." She turned back to Hester, her face bleak and desperate.

"Why would anyone want to beat those women? Why rape a woman who is willing anyway? Why would anyone do that? It isn't sane…”

"I don't understand either," Hester said candidly. "But obviously it is not appetite, but rather more a desire for power over someone else, a need to hurt and humiliate…" She stopped. Sylvestra was looking at her with amazement, as though she had said something new and almost inconceivable.

"Haven't you ever wanted to punish, not for justice but for anger?”

Hesterasked her.

"I… I suppose so," Sylvestra said slowly. "But that is hardly…

yes, I suppose I have." She stared at Hester curiously. "Are you saying it is the same thing, hideously magnified?”

"I don't know. I am only trying to imagine.”

The fire settled with a shower of sparks.

"You mean it is not appetite… but… hate?" Sylvestra asked, struggling to understand.

"Perhaps.”

"But why would Rhys hate such women? He doesn't even know them!”

"Maybe it doesn't matter who it is. Anyone will do, the weaker, the more vulnerable, the better…”

"Stop it!" Sylvestra took a shuddering breath. "I'm sorry. It is not your fault. I asked you, and now I do not want to hear the answer.”

Her hands were twisting around one another. She had scratched herself with her nails but she seemed unaware of it. "Poor Leighton. He must have suspected there was something terribly wrong for ages, and at last he had to put it to the test. And when he followed him, and he knew…

." She could not finish. They stood there in the quiet, dignified room, two women imagining the same terrible scene in the alley, father and son face to face over a horror which had to divide them for ever.