Find Me

Charles was watching at the side window when Mallory flung a duffel bag into the back seat of her convertible. Her silver car was in motion before Riker reached it. He gripped the edge of a door, ru

Click.

After the mooring ropes were untied, the green plastic trashcan was unloaded from the back of the old pickup truck. Once he had the receptacle on the ground, he tipped it over on its side, removed the lid and stood back quickly. The child huddled inside showed no signs of wanting to come out. She was silent, no humming, no rocking, and her eyes had the vacant look of no one home.

“Come out,” he said. When she made no response, he lifted the can at one end and spilled her out on the ground. She lay motionless in the dirt. “Stand up,” he commanded.

Their eyes co

Did she understand the power she had over him?

Tonight, there was a touch of dark respect for Dodie Fi

It was his way to carefully consider every possibility, and children, particularly little girls, were not to be underestimated. His sister, Mary, had terrorized him every day toward the end of her very short life, and one outstretched hand had been her only weapon. His father had called him a sissy boy-until Mary disappeared. That day, he had only to smile at his father, and the big man knew-but never asked-where his little girl had gone. Revelation. That great burly truck-driving man had been afraid of a ten-year-old boy-locking the bedroom door at night, never coming near his son, nor asking any questions. Then, finally, Dad had run off in the night with his psalm-singing wife, leaving a son to fend for himself and a daughter to rot in the ground.

Reverie ended. Another child was waiting.

The rest of his gear was pulled from the cab of the stolen pickup truck.

He knew a toddler harness was too small for a six-year-old, but the dog harness would be a perfect fit, or so said the pet-shop clerk when he had given the woman Dodie Fi

“Stand up.” He knelt on the ground a few feet away, holding out the harness so he could explain what must happen next.

Dodie reached out for him. It was only a threat; she was not within touching distance, and yet he fell backward, toppled by shock.

The child knew. She knew.

He scrambled to his feet and watched her rise from the ground; it was mesmerizing. As she walked toward him, her eyes still had that vacant look, but her small feet had perfect direction. One pale hand was reaching out to him. His chest constricted-hard to breathe-and his feet would not obey him. He pulled out his knife, but the child’s crazy eyes did not see it. She was so close to him now.

“Do as I say!” he yelled, or thought he did. It was more of a squeak, and the girl was still coming, walking slowly. “Do as I say!” His voice was hoarse; his throat was closing; it was fight to get out the words, “I’ll kill your brother.”

The girl stopped.

He breathed more easily. “And I’ll kill your daddy, too.” He brandished the knife. “I’ll go back there right now and slit his throat. Is that what you want?”

Dodie’s head moved from side to side. No, that was not what she wanted.

“Raise your hands high.”

The child did as she was told.

21

By the time Charles Butler had climbed into the driver’s s e at of the Mercedes, Mallory and Riker were long gone.

His sole passenger, Detective Kronewald, ended another cell-phone call. “That was Riker. He says the perp talked to Mallory. I told you guys that phone belonged to the killer.”

“Oh, I’m sure he’s the one who bought it.” Charles left the old road and turned onto I-40. “But the phone belonged to Dr. Magritte. Call it a present, so he could stay in touch with his doctor-his priest. Mallory found the cell phone in the old man’s knapsack. There’s no reason for the killer to plant it there.”

“He might-if he wanted an open line to the cops. Or maybe he just wanted to know if we’d found that body yet. Can’t you go any faster?”

Charles ran the portable siren as he drove down the road at one hundred miles an hour. “I think he recognized Mallory’s voice when he called. That’s why he hung up. It startled him. He doesn’t like surprises.”

“Okay, let’s run with that idea,” said Kronewald. “If he recognized Mallory’s voice, then it’s somebody she knows. He was riding with the caravan.”

“Right,” said Charles, minding the speedometer. “And he would’ve seen Mallory chatting up his doctor a few times.”

“Interrogating him, you mean. Yeah, I know the kid’s style. But Dr.

Magritte was an ex-priest, for Christ’s sake. The seal of the confessional still holds up in court. Even Mallory couldn’t break that old man.”

“Back to the phone,” said Charles. “Originally, I believe it only had one purpose. Dr. Magritte was a serial killer’s confessor.”

“You’re right. Okay, I buy that part. An ex-priest and a shrink-the perfect audience for a serial killer. These freaks just love their bragging rights. But Dr. Magritte could never rat him out-so why kill the old guy?”

“Perhaps, toward the end, this killer had more faith in Mallory. And now she’s got the phone.”

At his partner’s request, Riker fastened his seat belt. That was his only clue that he was in for one hell of a ride. “You wa

“The Painted Desert,” said Mallory. “Call the park rangers. If the road in is gated, I want it opened up before we get there. I’m not ripping up this car going overland.”

“Wait a minute. This freak told you he was there? In a national park?”

“No. He only told me he was in a dark place, waiting. He knows this car. He’ll blink his lights twice if I get it right. If he sees any cops or feds, he’ll just kill Dodie Fi

“Are you sure the kid’s still alive?”

“I could hear Dodie humming.”

“That desert is huge, Mallory.”

“But it’s only got a few segments of the old road ru

“I’m sorry,” said Charles to his passenger. “I can’t match speed with Mallory’s car, and I can’t predict an outcome for you.”

To o late he had come to understand that his function on this road had nothing to do with the capture of a serial killer. He fixed his eyes upon a highway sign to reassure himself that he had not left the earth for the moon; but he was drawn back to the strange dark landscape framed in his side window. The prairie was so beautiful, though not hospitable to humanity, not welcoming nor forgiving, and it held not one whit of sentiment for the living or the dead. This was his only view into Mallory’s mind. One could easily get lost in such a place.