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“Is Miss Griselda delicate?”
“Lord no, just took it into her head to worry herself. She was all right till she married that Mr. Murdoch with his airs and graces.” She bit her lip. “Oh, I shouldn’t’ve said that. I’m sure he’s a very nice man.”
“Yes, I expect so,” Hester said without belief.
Nora looked at her with a faint smile.
“I daresay you’d like a cup o’ tea,” she offered. “It’s near eleven. There’ll be something in the dining room, if you want.”
“Thank you. I think I will.”
The only person sitting at the long oak table was a small woman Hester judged to be in her twenties. She had very dark hair, thick and shining, and a dusky complexion full of the most attractive color, as if she had just come in from an invigorating walk. It was not in the least fashionable, not in London anyway, but Hester found it a pleasant change from the much admired pallor she was accustomed to. The woman’s features were neat, and at first seemed merely pretty, but on closer examination there was an intelligence and a determination which was far more individual. And perhaps she was not twenty, but in her early thirties.
“Good morning,” Hester said tentatively. “Mrs. Farraline?”
The woman looked up at her as if startled by her intrusion, then she smiled and her entire bearing changed.
“Yes. Who are you?” It was not a challenge but curiosity, as if Hester’s appearance were miraculous, and a delightful surprise. “Please do sit down.”
“Hester Latterly. I am the nurse to accompany Mrs. Mary Farraline to London.”
“Oh-I see. Would you like some tea? Or do you prefer cocoa? And oatcakes, or shortbread?”
“Tea, if you please, and the shortbread looks excellent,” Hester accepted, taking a seat opposite.
The woman poured tea and passed it to Hester, then proffered the plate with the shortbread. “Mother-in-law has hers upstairs,” she went on. “And of course all the men have gone to work, and Eilish is not up yet. She never is at this hour.”
“Is she… poorly?” As soon as Hester spoke she knew she should not have. If a member of the household chose not to rise until nearly lunchtime, it was not her business to inquire the reason.
“Good gracious no! Oh dear, I did not introduce myself. How remiss of me. I am Deirdra Farraline-Alastair’s wife.” She looked inquiringly at Hester to see if her explanation meant anything, and saw from her face that she already knew who he was. “Then there is Oonagh,” she continued. “Mrs. Mclvor, who wrote to you, and then Ke
“I see. Thank you.”
Hester sipped her tea and bit into the shortbread. It tasted even better than it looked, rich and crumbly, melting on the tongue.
“Don’t worry about Eilish,” Deirdra went on conversationally. “She never gets up at a decent hour, but she’s perfectly well. One has only to look at her to see that. A charming creature, and the loveliest woman in Edinburgh, I shouldn’t wonder-but also the laziest. Don’t misunderstand me, I’m very fond of her,” she added quickly. “But not to deny her faults.”
Hester smiled. “If we cared only for perfection, we should be very lonely.”
“I quite agree. Have you been to Edinburgh before?”
“No. No, I have never even been to Scotland.”
“Ah! Have you always lived in London?”
“No, I spent some time in the Crimea.”
“Good gracious!” Deirdra’s eyebrows shot up. “Oh. Oh, of course. The war. Yes, Oonagh said something about getting one of Miss Nightingale’s nurses for Mother-in-law. I can’t see why. She only wants a little dose of medicine, hardly an army nurse! Did you sail out there? It must have taken ages.” She screwed up her face earnestly and took another piece of shortbread. “If only man could fly. Then one would not have to go ‘round Africa at all, one could simply go straight across Europe and Asia.”
“One doesn’t have to go ‘round Africa to the Crimea,” Hester pointed out gently. “It is on the Black Sea. One goes through the Mediterranean and up the Bosphorus.”
Deirdra waved away the irrelevance with a small, strong hand. “But one has to go ‘round Africa to get to India, or China. It is the same principle.”
Hester could think of no suitable reply, and returned to her tea.
“Don’t you find this terribly… tame… after the Crimea?” Deirdra asked curiously.
Hester might have assumed that the remark was idle conversation, had she not seen the intensity in Deirdra’s face and the obvious intelligence in her eyes. She wondered how to answer her. The chores of nursing were frequently tedious, although patients seldom were. Certainly the danger and the challenge of the Crimea were gone, as was the comradeship. But then the hunger, the cold, the fear and the terrible rage and pity were gone also. In its place had been the emotional tumult of working with Monk. She had met William Monk when he had been a police inspector investigating the Grey case, and then, through Callandra, she had assisted him with the Moidore case so shortly afterwards.
But he had stormed out of the police force and been consequently forced to practice as a private agent of inquiry. She had again found herself calling for his help for Edith Sobel when General Carlyon had been murdered. And she had been the ideal person to take a position in the hospital when Nurse Barrymore’s body had been found.
But the relationship with Monk was far too complicated to try to explain, and certainly not something likely to recommend her to a highly respectable family like the Farralines as a suitable companion for their mother.
Deirdra was still waiting, her eyes on Hester’s face.
“Sometimes,” she admitted, “I am delighted to miss the conditions, but I miss the companionship also, and that is hard.”
“And the challenge?” Deirdra pressed, leaning forward over the table. “Is it not a wonderful thing to try to accomplish something immensely difficult?”
“Not when you have no chance of success, and the pain of failure is other people’s suffering.”
Deirdra’s face fell. “No, of course not. I’m sorry, that was heartless of me. I did not mean it quite as it sounded. I was thinking of the challenge to the mind, to the inventiveness, to one’s own aspirations-I…” She stopped as the door opened and Oonagh came in. Oonagh glanced from one to the other of them, then her face softened in a smile.
“I hope you are comfortable, Miss Latterly, and being well looked after?”
“Oh yes, indeed, thank you,” Hester answered.
“I have been asking Miss Latterly about her experiences, or at least some of them,” Deirdra said enthusiastically. “It sounds most stimulating.”
Oonagh sat down and helped herself to tea. She looked across at Hester doubtfully.
“I imagine there are times when you must find England very restricting after the freedom of the Crimea?”
It was a curious remark, one that betrayed a far more intelligent consideration than was usual. It was no idle piece of conversation made merely for something to say.
Hester did not reply immediately, and Oonagh sought to explain herself. “I mean the weight of responsibility you must have had there, if what I have read is anywhere near the truth. You must have seen a great deal of suffering, much of it quite avoidable, had more sense been exercised. And I imagine you did not always have a senior officer to hand, either medical or military, every time some judgment had to be made.”
“No-no we didn’t,” Hester agreed quickly, startled by Oonagh’s perception. In fact, now (hat she sat here in this quiet dining room with its polished table and handsome carved sideboard, she realized that the trust and responsibility, and the power to act for herself, were two of the aspects of the Crimea that she missed the most profoundly. Now so many of her decisions were trivial.