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"You don't even suspect what's happened to you," McKie said. "That's the strange thing."
"Damn you! I could make an emperor out of you!"
"Don't you realize where Fa
"Muss!"
It was an angry voice from somewhere behind Abnethe, but the speaker was not visible to McKie.
"Is that you, Cheo?" McKie called. "Do you know where you are, Cheo? A PanSpechi must suspect the truth."
A hand came into view, yanked Abnethe aside. The ego-frozen PanSpechi took her place in the jumpdoor opening.
"You're much too clever, McKie," Cheo said.
"How dare you, Cheo!" Abnethe screamed.
Cheo swirled, swung an arm. There was the sound of flesh hitting flesh, a stifled scream, another blow. Cheo bent away from the opening, came back into view.
"You've been in that place before, haven't you, Cheo?" McKie asked. "Weren't you a mewling, empty-minded female in the creche at one period of your existence?"
"Much too clever," Cheo snarled.
"You'll have to kill her, you know," McKie said. "If you don't, it'll all be for nothing. She'll digest you. She'll take over your ego. She'll be you."
"I didn't know this happened with humans," Cheo said.
"Oh, it happens," McKie said. "That's her world, isn't it, Cheo?"
"Her world," Cheo agreed, "but you're mistaken about one thing, McKie. I can control Mliss. So it's my world, isn't it? And another thing: I can control you!"
The jumpdoor's vortal tube suddenly grew smaller, darted at McKie.
McKie dodged aside, shouted, "Fa
"New co
McKie executed a sprawling dive across the room as the jumpdoor appeared beside him. It nipped into existence and out like a ravening mouth, narrowly missing McKie with each attack. He twisted, leaped - dodged panting through the Beachball's purple gloom, finally rolled under the giant spoon, peered right and left. He shuddered. He hadn't realized a jumpdoor could be moved around that rapidly.
"Fa
No response.
McKie glimpsed an edge of the vortal tube hovering just beyond the spoon bowl.
"McKie!"
It was Cheo's voice.
"They'll call you long distance in a minute, McKie," Cheo called. "When they do, I'll have you."
McKie stilled a fit of trembling.
They would call him! Bildoon had probably summoned a Taprisiot already. They'd be worrying about him - the port closed. And he'd be helpless in the grip of the call.
"Fa
The vortal tube glittered, shifted up and around to come at him from the side. Cursing, McKie rolled into a ball, kicked backward and over onto his knees, leaped to his feet and flung himself across the spoon handle, scrambled back under it.
The searching tube moved away.
There came a low, crackling sound, like thunder to McKie. He glanced right, left, back over his head. There was no sign of the deadly opening.
Abruptly, something snapped sharply above the spoon bowl. A shower of green sparks cascaded around McKie where he lay beneath it. He slid to the side, brought up his raygen. A Palenki arm and whip had been thrust through the jumpdoor's opening. It was raised to deliver another blow against the Caleban.
McKie sprayed the raygen's beam across the arm as the whip moved. Arm and whip grazed the far edge of the spoon, brought another shower of sparks.
The jumpdoor's opening winked out of existence.
McKie crouched, the afterimage of the sparks still dancing on his retinas. Now - now he recalled what he'd been trying to remember since watching Tuluk's experiment with the steel!
"S'eye removed."
Fa
Slowly McKie lifted himself to his feet. The Palenki arm and whip lay on the floor where they had fallen, but he ignored them.
Shower of sparks!
McKie felt strange emotions washing through him, around him. He felt happily angry, satiated with frustrations, words and phrases tumbling through his mind like pinwheels.
That perverted offspring of an indecent union!
Shower of sparks! Shower of sparks!
He knew he had to hold that thought and his sanity no matter what the surging waves of emotion from Fa
Shower of . . . shower . . .
Was Fa
"Fa
The Caleban remained silent, but the emotional onslaught eased.
McKie knew there was something he had to remember. It concerned Tuluk. He had to tell Tuluk.
Shower of sparks!
He had it then: The pattern that identifies the maker! A shower of sparks.
He felt he'd been ru
Shower of . . . of . . . SPARKS!
Louder this time, he called, "Fa
A peculiar silence rippled through the Beachball. It was an emotionless silence, something shut off, removed. It made McKie's skin prickle.
"Answer me, Fa
"S'eye absents itself," the Caleban said.
McKie felt shame, a deep and possessive sense of guilt. It flowed over him and through him, filled every cell. Dirty, muddy, sinful, shameful . . .
He shook his head. Why should he feel guilt?
Ahhh. Realization came over him. The emotion came from outside him. It was Fa
"Fa
"Surprise co
"I understand."
"Overstand? Term for intensity of knowledge? Realization!"
"Realization, yes."
Calmness returned to McKie, but it was the calmness of something being withdrawn.
Again he reminded himself that he had a vital message for Tuluk. Shower of sparks. But first he had to be certain that that mad PanSpechi wasn't going to return momentarily.
"Fa
"Obstructive, not preventive," the Caleban said.
"You mean you can slow them down?"
"Explain slow."
"Oh, no," McKie moaned. He cast around in his mind for a Caleban way to phrase his question. How would Fa
"Will there be . . ." He shook his head. "The next attack, will it be on a short co
"Attack series breaks here," the Caleban said. "You inquire of duration by your time sense. I overstand this. Long line across attack nodes, this equates with more intense duration for your time sense."
"Intense duration," McKie muttered. "Yeah."
Shower of sparks, he reminded himself. Shower of sparks.
"You signify employment of S'eye by Cheo," the Caleban said. "Spacing extends at this place. Cheo goes farther down your track. I overstand intensely for McKie: Yes?"
Farther down my track, McKie thought. He gulped as realization hit him. What had Fa
He breathed softly, lest sudden motion dislodge this brutal clarity of understanding.
Overstanding!
He thought of energy requirements. Enormous! "I am S'eye!" And "Self-energy - by being stellar mass!" To do what they did in this dimension, Calebans required the energy of a stellar mass. She inhaled the whip! She'd said it herself: they sought energy here. The Calebans fed in this dimension! In other dimensions, too, no doubt.
McKie considered the refined discrimination Fa