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It was warm enough in Iowa at the end of April for some windows to be open, and while he couldn’t make out the exact language on the television, Da
If the stars were out, Da
“Please look after my dad and my little boy,” the writer said aloud, but to what was he speaking-or to whom? The starless night above Iowa City? The one alert and restless soul on Court Street who might have heard him? (Yi-Yiing-if she was still awake-maybe.)
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But who was out there, under the unseen heavens, to either look after them or hurt them? “Lady Sky?” the writer asked out loud, but Amy had never said she was a full-time angel, and he’d not seen her for eight years. There was no answer.
CHAPTER 11. HONEY
WHERE HAS MY MEMORY GONE? THE COOK WAS THINKING; he was almost sixty, his limp more pronounced. Tony Angel was trying to remember those markets Little Brother had taken him to in Chinatown. Kam Kuo was on Mott Street, Kam Man on the Bowery-or was it the other way around? It didn’t matter, the cook concluded; he could still recall the more important things.
How Xiao Dee had hugged him when they’d said good-bye-how Ah Gou had twisted the reattached tip of his left index finger, to make himself cry. “She bu de!” Xiao Dee had shouted. (The Cheng brothers pronounced this SEH BOO DEH.)
“She bu de!” Ah Gou cried, bending that scarred and slightly crooked first digit.
Chinese immigrants said she bu de to one another, Xiao Dee had explained to the cook during one of their sixteen-hour marathons to or from Chinatown, somewhere out on I-80. You said she bu de when you were leaving your Chinese homeland, for New York or San Francisco -or for anywhere far away, where you might not see your childhood friends or members of your own family ever again. (Xiao Dee had told Tony Angel that she bu de meant something like “I can’t bear to let go.” You say it when you don’t want to give up something you have.)
“She bu de,” the cook whispered to himself in his cherished kitchen at Avellino.
“What’s that, boss?” Greg, the sous chef, asked him.
“I was talking to my calamari,” Tony told him. “The thing with squid, Greg, is either you cook it just a little or you cook it forever-anything in between, and it’s rubber.”
Greg had certainly heard this soliloquy on squid before. “Uh-huh,” the sous chef said.
The calamari the cook was preparing for his son, Daniel, was the forever kind. Tony Angel slowly stewed it with ca
But right now the pepperoni pizzas were ready, and the cook pulled them from the oven of his Stanley woodstove. (“She bu de,” he whispered to the old Irish stove, and Greg once more glanced in his direction.)
“You’re crying again-you know that, don’t you?” Celeste said to Tony. “You want to talk about it?”
“It must be the onions,” the cook told her.
“Bullshit, Tony,” she said. “Are those my two pepperonis for the old broads out there?” Without waiting for an answer, Celeste said: “They better be my pizzas. Those old girls are looking hungry enough to eat Da
“They’re all yours,” Tony Angel told Celeste. He’d already put the pe
“Mystery man,” Loretta said. “Da
“You’re as dramatic as your mother,” the cook told her, smiling.
“Is the calamari ready, or are you telling it your life story?” Loretta asked him.
Out in the dining room, Dot exclaimed: “My, that’s a thin-lookin’ crust!”
“It’s thin, all right,” May said approvingly.
“Our cook makes great pizzas,” Celeste told them. “His crusts are always thin.”
“What’s he put in the dough?” Dot asked the waitress.
“Yeah, what’s his secret ingredient?” May asked Celeste.
“I don’t know if he has one,” Celeste said. “I’ll ask him.” The two old broads were digging in-they ignored her. “I hope you ladies are hungry,” Celeste added, as she turned to go back to the kitchen. Dot and May just kept eating; this was no time to talk.
Da
The old women had been talking and whispering (and cackling) together (like a couple of crows); now there wasn’t a word between them, and no eye contact, either. They rested their forearms on the table and bent over their plates, heads down. Their shoulders were hunched, as if to ward off an attack from behind, and Da
No one in the North End had ever eaten that way, the writer was remembering. Food was a celebration at Vicino di Napoli, an event that inspired conversation; people were engaged with one another when they ate. At Mao’s, too, you didn’t just talk over a meal-you shouted. And you shared your food-whereas these two old broads appeared to be protecting their pizzas from each other. They wolfed their di
“The Red Sox just aren’t reliable,” Greg was saying, but the cook was concentrating on the surprise squid dish for his son; he’d missed what had happened in the game on the radio.
“Daniel likes a little extra parsley,” he was saying to Loretta, just as Celeste came back into the kitchen.
“The two old broads want to know if there’s a secret ingredient in your pizza dough, Tony,” Celeste said to the cook.
“You bet there is-it’s honey,” Tony Angel told her.
“I would never have guessed that,” Celeste said. “That’s some secret, all right.”
Out in the dining room, it suddenly came to the writer Da