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“Be quiet,” Edith said loudly. “Both of you, be quiet at once!”
“And all you do is follow him around, you dried-up old witch!” The cook ignored Edith completely and went on shouting at Miss Buchan. “Never leave the poor little mite alone. I don't know what's the matter with you.”
“Don't know,” Miss Buchan yelled back at her. “Don't know. Of course you don't know, you stupid old glutton. You don't know anything. You never did.”
“Neither do you, you miserable old baggage!” She waved the knife again, and the footman darted backwards, missing his step and overbalancing. “Sit up there all by yourself dreaming evil thoughts,” the cook went on, oblivious of the other servants gathering in the passage. “And then come down here to decent folk, thinking you know something.” She was well into her stride and Edith might as well not have been there.”You should 'ave bin born an 'undred years ago-then they'd 'ave burned you, they would. And served you right too. Poor little child. They shouldn't allow you anywhere near'im.”
“Ignorant you are,” Miss Buchan cried back at her. “Ignorant as the pigs you look like-nothing but snuffle around all day eating and drinking. All you think about is your belly. You know nothing. Think if a child's got food on his plate he's got everything, and if he eats it he's well. Ha!” She looked around for something to throw, and since she was standing on the stairs, nothing came to hand. “Think you know everything, and you know nothing at all.”
“Buckie, be quiet!” Edith shrieked.
“That's right, Miss Edith,” the cook said, cheering her on. “You tell 'er to keep 'er wicked mouth closed! You should get rid of 'er! Put 'er out! Daft, she is. All them years with other folks' children have turned 'er wits. SheTs no good for that poor child. Lost 'is father and 'is mother, poor little mite, and now 'e 'as to put up with that old witch. It's enough to drive 'im mad. D'yer know what she's bin tellin”im? Do yer?”
“No-nor do I want to,” Edith said sharply.”You just be quiet!”
“Well you should know!” The cook's eyes were blazing and her hair was flying out of nearly all its pins. “An' if nobody else'll tell yer, I will! Got die poor little child so confused 'e don't know anything anymore. One minute 'is grandmama tells 'im 'is papa's dead and 'e's gotter ferget 'is mama because she's a madwoman what killed 'is papa an' will be 'anged for it. Which God 'elp us is the truth.”
The footman had rearmed himself and approached her again. She backhanded him almost unconsciously.
“Then along comes that wizened-up ol' bag o' bones,” she continued regardless, “an' tells 'im 'is mama loves 'im very much and in't a wicked woman at all. Wot's 'e to think?” Her voice was rising all the time. “Don't know whether 'e's comin' or goin', nor 'oo's good nor bad, nor what's the truth about anything.” She finally took the damp dish towel out of her apron pocket and hurled it at Miss Buchan.
It hit Miss Buchan in the chest and slid to the floor. She ignored it completely. Her face was pale, her eyes glittering. Her thin, bony hands were knotted into fists.
“You ugly, interfering old fool,” she shouted back. “You know nothing about it. You should stay with your pots and pans in the kitchen where you belong. Cleaning out the slop pots is your place. Scrubbing the pans, slicing the vegetables, food, food, food! Keep their stomachs full-you leave their minds to me.”
“Buckie, what have you been saying to Master Cassian?” Edith asked her.
Miss Buchan went very white. “Only that his mother's not a wicked woman, Miss Edith. No child should be told his mother's wicked and doesn't love him.”
“She murdered his rather, you daft old bat!” the cook yelled at her. “They'll hang her for it! How's 'e goin' to understand that, if he doesn't know she's wicked, poor little creature?”
“We'll see,” Miss Buchan said. “She's got the best lawyer in London. It's not over yet.”
“ 'Course it's over,” the cook said, scenting victory. “They'll 'ang 'er, and so they should. What's the city coming to if women can murder their 'usbands any time they take a fancy to-and walk away with it?”
“There's worse things than killing people,” Miss Buchan said darkly. “And you know nothing.”
“That's enough!” Edith slipped between the two of them. “Cook, you are to go back to the kitchen and do your own job. Do you hear me?”
“She should be got rid of,” the cook repeated, looking over Edith's shoulder at Miss Buchan.”You mark my words, Miss Edith, she's a-”
“That's enough.” Edith took the cook by the arm and physically turned her around, pushing her down the stairs.
“Miss Buchan,” Hester said quickly, “I think we should leave them. If there is to be any di
Miss Buchan stared at her.
“And anyway,” Hester went on, “I don't think there's really any point in telling her, do you? She isn't listening, and honestly I don't think she'd understand even if she were.”
Miss Buchan hesitated, looking at her with slow consideration, then back at the retreating cook, now clasped firmly by Edith, then at Hester again.
“Come on,” Hester urged. “How long have you known the cook? Has she ever listened to you, or understood what you were talking about?”
Miss Buchan sighed and the rigidity went out of her. She turned and walked back up the stairs with Hester. “Never,” she said wearily. “Idiot,” she said again under her breath.
They reached the landing and went on up again to the schoolroom floor and Miss Buchan's sitting room. Hester followed her in and closed the door. Miss Buchan went to the dormer window and stared out of it across the roof and into the branches of the trees, leaves moving in the wind against the sky.
Hester was not sure how to begin. It must be done very carefully, and perhaps so subtly that the actual words were never said. But perhaps, just perhaps, the truth was at last within her grasp.
“I'm glad you told Cassian not to think his mother was wicked,” she said quietly, almost casually. She saw Miss Buchan's back stiffen. She must go very carefully. There was no retreat left now, nothing must be said in haste or unguardedly. Even in fury she had betrayed nothing, still less would she here, and to a stranger. “It is an unbearable thing for a child to think.”
“It is,” Miss Buchan agreed, still staring out of the window.
“Even though, as I understand it, he was closer to his father.”
Miss Buchan said nothing.
“It is very generous of you to speak well of Mrs. Carlyon to him,” Hester went on, hoping desperately that she was saying the right thing.”You must have had a special affection for the general-after all, you must have known him since his childhood.” Please heaven her guess was right. Miss Buchan had been their governess, hadn't she?
“I had,” Miss Buchan agreed quietly. “Just like Master Cassian, he was.”
“Was he?” Hester sat down as if she intended to stay some time. Miss Buchan remained at the window. “You remember him very clearly? Was he fair, like Cassian?” A new thought came into her mind, unformed, indefinite. “Sometimes people seem to resemble each other even though their coloring or their features are not alike. It is a matter of gesture, ma
“Yes,” Miss Buchan agreed, turning towards Hester, a half smile on her lips. “Thaddeus had just the same way of looking at you, careful, as if he were measuring you in his mind.”
“Was he fond of his father too?” Hester tried to picture Randolph as a young man, proud of his only son, spending time with him, telling him about his great campaigns, and the boy's face lighting up with the glamour and the danger and the heroism of it.
“Just the same,” Miss Buchan said with a strange, sad expression in her face, and a flicker of anger coming and going so rapidly Hester only just caught it.