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Karin said, “Oh. Can I have it for when I get married?”
She didn’t mean that. She had never thought of getting married. She said it to please A
“They’ll have something so different in style then,” A
Karin looked away from the mirror and looked into it again, better prepared. She saw a saint. The shining hair and the pale blossoms, the faint shadows of the falling lace on her cheeks, the storybook dedication, the kind of beauty so in earnest about itself that there is something fated about it, and something foolish. She made a face to crack that face open, but it didn’t work-it seemed as if the bride, the girl born in the mirror, was now the one in control.
“I wonder what Derek would say if he saw you now,” A
“He’d say, What kind of a stupid outfit is that?” said Karin, doing a superior Derek voice, as A
They heard the car coming down the valley. “Speak of the devil,” said A
“Curses,” A
“You go on,” said Karin, muffled up. “You go on and let me. I’ve got it.”
When she emerged she saw A
“I was just kidding about Derek,” she said. But perhaps A
“What do you mean?” A
Karin stood still on the stairs to hear their voices in the kitchen. A
Derek said, “Is that going to be good? Whatever you’re making?”
“I hope so,” said A
Derek’s voice had changed. He wasn’t mad anymore. He was eager to make friends. A
“Is there going to be enough for company?” he said.
“What company?”
“Just Rosemary. I hope there’s enough, because I asked her.”
“Rosemary and Karin,” A
“There is now,” said Derek. “I got some.”
Then there was some muttering or whispering from Derek to A
“Don’t sneak up on us like that, enfant,” said Derek. “Make a little noise so we hear you coming.”
“Did I hear ‘Rosemary’?”
“Your mother’s name,” he said. “I swear to you, your mother’s name.”
All the tight displeasure was gone. He was full of challenges and high spirits, as he’d been sometimes last summer.
A
“Like a daisy,” Karin said.
“That’s right,” said A
“Let me think. Oh-you can go out and get me some things for the salad. Some lettuce and some sorrel, and do you think there’s any cress in the creek?”
“There is,” said Derek. “I saw some.”
“Get some of that too.”
Derek glided a hand round her shoulders. He said, “All will be well.”
When they were almost ready Derek put on a record. This was one of the records he had taken to Rosemary’s place and must have brought back here. It was called Ancient Airs and Dances for Lute, and it had a cover that showed a group of old-fashioned, exquisitely thin ladies, all wearing high-waisted dresses, with little curls down in front of their ears, and dancing in a circle. The music had often inspired Derek to do a stately and ridiculous dance, in which Karin and Rosemary would join him. Karin could match him in a dance, but Rosemary couldn’t. Rosemary tried too hard, she moved a little late, she tried to imitate what could only be spontaneous.
Karin started dancing now, round the kitchen table where A
“I believe Karin’s mom is coming to supper,” said Derek. He held up his hand. “Quiet, quiet. Is that her car I hear?”
“Oh, dear. I should at least wash my face,” said A
Derek went to stop the record. He took the needle back to the begi
She was quick enough to see Derek stepping across the lawn, going through the gap in the hedge. Long, eager, stealthy strides. He would be in time to bend and open the car door, to open it with a flourish and help Rosemary out. Karin had never seen him do that, but she knew he meant to do it now.
A
And now she heard the car door shut. But she did not hear their voices. She couldn’t, with the music pouring through the house. And they hadn’t come into sight in the gap in the hedge. Not yet. And not yet. And not yet.
Once after Rosemary left Ted she came back. Not to the house- she was not supposed to come to the house. Ted delivered Karin to a restaurant and there Rosemary was. The two of them had lunch in the restaurant. Karin had a Shirley Temple and chips. Rosemary told her that she was going to Toronto, that she had a job there with a publisher. Karin did not know what a publisher was.
Here they come. Pressing together through the gap in the hedge, where they should have gone single file. Rosemary is wearing her harem pants, made of thin, soft, raspberry-colored cotton. Her shadowy legs show through. Her top is of heavier cotton covered with embroidery and some tiny, sewn-on mirrors. She seems to be concerned about her piled-up hair-her hands fly up, in a gesture of charming nervousness, to loosen some more little wisps and curls that can flutter and dangle around her face. (Something the way those ladies’ curls dangle over their ears, on the cover of Ancient Airs and Dances.) Her fingernails are painted to match her pants.
Derek is not putting his hands on Rosemary anywhere but looks as if he is always just about to do so.
“Yes, but will you live there?” said Karin in the restaurant.
Tall Derek bends close to Rosemary’s wild pretty hair, as if that is a nest he is all but ready to drop into. He is so intent. Whether he touches her or not, whether he speaks to her or not. He is pulling her to him, studiously attending to the job. But being pulled himself, being tempted to delight. Karin can just recognize that lovely flirting feeling when you’re saying, No, I’m not sleepy, no, I’m still awake-