Flesh And Blood

CHAPTER 34

ROBIN WASN’T HOME. That bothered me. It also made me feel relieved, and that ate at me further.

She’d left a message on the machine. “Alex, I’m still tied up with you-know-who. Now his publicist wants me to stick around for some photographs – showing him how to hold the guitar, finger chords accurately… Silly stuff, but they’re paying by the hour… After the photo session, which could be late, we may go out to di

I phoned the recording studio, got voice mail, left a message. Was thinking about Baxter and Sage when Robin called back.

“Hi,” I said.

“Hi. Sorry for the long day.” She sounded tired and distant and not the least bit sorry.

“Everything okay?”

“Sure, how about with you?”

“You’re not still angry?”

“Why would I be angry?”

“I don’t know, maybe I’ve been a little absent recently.”

“Well,” she said, “it’s not like I’m not used to that.”

“You are angry.”

“No, of course not – Listen, Alex, I really can’t talk right now, they’re calling me-”

“Ah, stardom,” I said.

“Please,” she said. “We’ll talk later – we need to get away, together. I don’t mean di

“Sure.”

“Are you? Because whatever you’ve been involved in – that girl – has taken you to another galaxy.”

“I always have time for you,” I said.

Silence. “Look, I won’t go to di

“No,” I said. “Finish up, do what you need to do.”

“And leave you all alone? I know you need solitude, but I think I’ve been giving you too much – that’s what I’m trying to get across. Both of us have let things slip.”

“It’s me,” I said. “You’ve been fine.”

“Fine,” she said. “Damning with faint praise?”

“Come on, Robin-”

“Sorry, I guess I am… feeling a little displaced.”

“Finish up and come home, and then we’ll fake out being normal and plan a vacation. Name the place.”

“Anywhere but here, Alex. There’s nothing going on that a little mellowing out won’t cure, right?”

“Nothing,” I said. “Everything will work out.”

I waited until well after Robin’s phone call – until the sound of her voice, the tone, and the content had finally stopped resonating – before pulling the scrap of paper out of my wallet.

Nine-fifteen P.M. My office windows were black, and I’d been imagining a black ocean, small faces bobbing in the waves, sucked down, the circling of sharks, a mother’s endless wail.

Cheryl Duke answered on the fifth ring. “Oh. Hi.”

“Hi.”

“Wow. You called.”

“You sound surprised,” I said.

“Well… you never know.”

“Oh,” I said, “I don’t think you get ignored too often.”

“No,” she said, merrily. “Not too often. So…?”

“I was thinking maybe we could get together.”

“Were you? Hmm. Well, what did you have in mind?”

“It’s a little late for di

“I’ve eaten.” Giggles. “You’ve been thinking about food and drink, huh?”

“It’s a start.”

I’ve been thinking about your babies murdered. About finding some way to warn you.

“Got to start somewhere,” she said. “Where and when were you thinking?”

“I’m open.”

“Open-minded, too?”

“I like to think so.”

“Bet you do… Hmm, I just got the kids down… How about in half an hour?”

“Where?”

Another giggle. “Just like that, huh? Joh

“When I’m motivated.”

“I’ll bet,” she said. “Well… how about no drinks, just some intelligent conversation?”

“Sure. That’s fine.”

“Just conversation. At least for now.”

“Absolutely.”

“Mr. Agreeable.”

“I try,” I said.

“Try and you’ll succeed… Um, I can’t go too far – the kids.”

“How about the same place – the Country Mart?”

“No,” she said. “Too public. Meet me up the beach from where I am, down by the old Paradise Cove pier. Down where the Sand Dollar used to be – where you got your kayak. It’s quiet there, nice and private. Pretty, too. I go down there by myself, sometimes, just to look at the ocean.”

“Okay,” I said. “But there’s a gate arm down by the old guard shack.”

“Park along the side of the road and walk the rest of the way down. That’s what I do. You’ll see my Expedition pulled to the side and know I’m there. If I’m not, it means something came up – one of the kids woke up, whatever. But I’ll do my best.”

“Great. Looking forward to it.”

“Me too, Alex.”

At night the drive was an easy glide, and I pulled off PCH onto the Paradise Cove turnoff at 9:55. I navigated the speed bumps and drove slowly, searching for Cheryl’s Expedition. No sign of the SUV as the gate arm came into view, and I pulled to the left, parked, sat for a while, tried to figure out how I’d transform what she thought was a date into the scariest conversation she’d ever had.

A date. I hoped I’d get back before Robin got home. If I didn’t, I’d just say I’d been driving.

I remained in the Seville awhile longer, coming up with no easy script, wondering if Cheryl would actually show and, if not, would that be enough for me to drop the whole thing and leave town with Robin… be normal.

I got out of the car, descended toward the construction site on foot, using a tentative quarter moon as my compass. Reached bottom, dodged nails and planks and shingles and boards.

Chilly night, purplish black sky freckled by starlight, the water below inky, identically blemished. Off to the south the remains of the Paradise Cove pier listed like a drunk, pilings angled dangerously toward the ocean. Someone had peeled back the chain link that blocked access, and for a moment I wondered if I was alone. But when I stopped I saw no movement other than the breeze-nudged boughs of sycamores, heard nothing but the tide.

I walked around aimlessly, no more insightful than when I’d arrived. A husky engine hum filtered down from the road. Then a car door slamming. Footsteps. Rapid footsteps.

Cheryl Duke’s hourglass shape appeared seconds later, descending the slope smoothly. Making herself easy to spot in a tight, pale cardigan, white T-shirt, and white jeans. Swinging her arms, purposeful but relaxed. Lithe.

I said, “Over here,” and headed toward her.

She looked at me, waved.

When I reached her she was smiling. The cardigan was pink cashmere, cropped above her firm waistline, straining at the chest. “I dressed so you could see me.”

“Oh, I saw you all right.”

She laughed, threw her arms around my neck, kissed me full on the lips. Her tongue pressed its way through my teeth, licked my palate, filled my throat, retreated. She threw back her head, laughing. Wiggling the tongue – huge and pointed – curling the tip upward and tickling the bottom of her nose.

“See,” she said, “size matters all kinds of ways.” One hand cupped the back of my head as sharp little teeth nibbled at my chin, and I thought of her son biting down on my ear. A family of carnivores. My arms were at my sides, and she grabbed my hands and planted them on her rear. Her breasts asserted themselves against my chest, obstructive, unyielding. Her pelvis rotated against mine; then the palms of her hands replaced the breasts as she shoved me away.

“That’s all you get, for now.” Her hair was loose, full, bleached white by the moon, and she turned tossing it into a production.