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"Where'd you get that." he said. His tie was red in the sun, walking.
"Found it under this here bush." Luster said. "I thought for a minute it was that quarter I lost." He came and took it.
"Hush." Luster said. "He going to give it back when he done looking at it."
"Agnes Mabel Becky." he said. He looked toward the house.
"Hush." Luster said. "He fixing to give it back."
He gave it to me and I hushed.
"Who come to see her last night." he said.
"I dont know." Luster said. "They comes every night she can climb down that tree. I dont keep no track of them."
"Damn if one of them didn't leave a track." he said. He looked at the house. Then he went and lay down in the swing.
"Go away." he said. "Dont bother me."
"Come on here." Luster said. "You done played hell now. Time Miss Quentin get done telling on you."
We went to the fence and looked through the curling flower spaces. Luster hunted in the grass.
"I had it right here." he said. I saw the flag flapping, and the sun slanting on the broad grass.
"They'll be some along soon." Luster said. "There some now, but they going away. Come on and help me look for it."
We went along the fence.
"Hush." Luster said. "How can I make them come over here, if they aint coming. Wait. They'll be some in a minute. Look yonder. Here they come."
I went along the fence, to the gate, where the girls passed with their booksatchels. "You, Benjy." Luster said.
"Come back here."
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You cant do no good looking through the gate, T.P. said. Miss Caddy done gone long ways away. Done got married and left you. You cant do no good, holding to the gate and crying. She cant hear you.
What is it he wants, T.P. Mother said. Cant you play with him and keep him quiet.
He want to go down yonder and look through the gate, T.P. said.
Well, he ca
Aint nothing going to quiet him, T.P. said. He think if he down to the gate, Miss Caddy come back. Nonsense, Mother said.
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I could hear them talking. I went out the door and I couldn't hear them, and I went down to the gate, where the girls passed with their booksatchels. They looked at me, walking fast, with their heads turned. I tried to say, but they went on, and I went along the fence, trying to say, and they went faster. Then they were ru
"You, Benjy." T.P. said. "What you doing, slipping out. Dont you know Dilsey whip you."
"You cant do no good, moaning and slobbering through the fence." T.P. said. "You done skeered them chillen. Look at them, walking on the other side of the street."
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How did he get out, Father said. Did you leave the gate unlatched when you came in, Jason.
Of course not, Jason said. Dont you know I've got better sense than to do that. Do you think I wanted anything like this to happen. This family is bad enough, God knows. I could have told you, all the time. I reckon you'll send him to Jackson, now. If Mr Burgess dont shoot him first.
Hush, Father said.
I could have told you, all the time, Jason said.
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It was open when I touched it, and I held to it in the twilight. I wasn't crying, and I tried to stop, watching the girls coming along in the twilight. I wasn't crying.
"There he is."
They stopped.
"He cant get out. He wont hurt anybody, anyway. Come on."
"I'm scared to. I'm scared. I'm going to cross the street."
"He cant get out."
I wasn't crying.
"Dont be a fraid cat. Come on."
They came on in the twilight. I wasn't crying, and I held to the gate.
They came slow.
"I'm scared."
"He wont hurt you. I pass here every day. He just runs along the fence."
They came on. I opened the gate and they stopped, turning. I was trying to say, and I caught her, trying to say, and she screamed and I was trying to say and trying arid the bright shapes began to stop and I tried to get out. I tried to get it off of my face, but the bright shapes were going again. They were going up the hill to where it fell away and I tried to cry. But when I breathed in, I couldn't breathe out again to cry, and I tried to keep from falling off the hill and I fell off the hill into the bright, whirling shapes.
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Here, looney, Luster said. Here come some. Hush your slobbering and moaning, now.
They came to the flag. He took it out and they hit, then he put the flag back.
"Mister." Luster said.
He looked around. "What." he said.
"Want to buy a golf ball." Luster said.
"Let's see it." he said. He came to the fence and Luster reached the ball through.
"Where'd you get it." he said.
"Found it." Luster said.
"I know that." he said. "Where. In somebody's golf bag."
"I found it laying over here in the yard." Luster said. "I'll take a quarter for it."
"What makes you think it's yours." he said.
"I found it." Luster said.
"Then find yourself another one." he said. He put it in his pocket and went away.
"I got to go to that show tonight." Luster said.
"That so. " he said. He went to the table. "Fore caddie." he said. He hit.
"I'll declare." Luster said. "You fusses when you dont see them and you fusses when you does. Why cant you hush. Dont you reckon folks gets tired of listening to you all the time. Here. You dropped your jimson weed." He picked it up and gave it back to me. "You needs a new one. You bout wore that one out." We stood at the fence and watched them.
"That white man hard to get along with." Luster said. "You see him take my ball." They went on. We went on along the fence. We came to the garden and we couldn't go any further. I held to the fence and looked through the flower spaces. They went away.
"Now you aint got nothing to moan about." Luster said. "Hush up. I the one got something to moan over, you aint. Here. Whyn't you hold on to that weed. You be bellering about it next." He gave me the flower. "Where you heading now.
Our shadows were on the grass. They got to the trees before we did. Mine got there first. Then we got there, and then the shadows were gone. There was a flower in the bottle. I put the other flower in it.
"Aint you a grown man, now. Luster said. "Playing with two weeds in a bottle. You know what they going to do with you when Miss Cahline die. They going to send you to Jackson, where you belong. Mr Jason say so. Where you can hold the bars all day long with the rest of the looneys and slobber. How you like that."
Luster knocked the flowers over with his hand. "That's what they'll do to you at Jackson when you starts bellering."
I tried to pick up the flowers. Luster picked them up, and they went away. I began to cry.
"Beller." Luster said. "Beller. You want something to beller about. All right, then. Caddy." he whispered. "Caddy. Beller now. Caddy."
"Luster." Dilsey said from the kitchen.
The flowers came back.
"Hush." Luster said. "Here they is. Look. It's fixed back just like it was at first. Hush, now."
"You, Luster." Dilsey said.
"Yessum." Luster said. "We coming. You done played hell. Get up." He jerked my arm and I got up. We went out of the trees. Our shadows were gone.