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Collins gave nothing away. He listened to answers politely, and all the while his hands sat flattened on the tabletop, u
He wasn’t flustered by Steven’s presence; it was a complication, not a bar. He might kill both of them, she realized suddenly as she picked the cups out of the cupboard. She needed to get to the phone. She flicked the kettle on, sat the cups on the table, and got the milk out of the fridge.
“Biscuits?”
Steven said yes, he’d love a biscuit, he hadn’t had his tea yet, and Paddy slipped out of the room.
She stepped into the study, the calm site of work. The debris of her uneventful Misty night lay on the table, the letter from Joh
“I only want to talk to you.”
She clutched the receiver to her chest and spun to look at him. The dagger-shaped letter opener was on the right side of the desk; she could see the tip of it in the shadow of the typewriter.
“Honestly.” He stepped towards her, a creep, a liar, a true Apostle. “Just a talk.”
She was sweating, wanted to step back from the smell of his sour breath but hardly dared move. “What about?”
He looked around the dark room, at the pine bookcases, at her old desk, the leatherette top scarred along the edge with fag burns from before it was hers, at the discarded wrapper from a packet of wine gums lying under her chair. “Terry Hewitt, he wasn’t one of ours.”
“So I’ve heard.”
“That was a separate thing,” he said and corrected himself. “Nothing to do with us.”
“Separate thing?”
He blinked slowly, thinking his way through the implications before he spoke. “Someone else’s thing. Not ours.”
Still shielding her breastbone with the phone, she chanced a step towards the desk, her hand resting by the typewriter, inches from the dagger. “Do you know what that thing was?”
“So, are you Terry’s family? A cousin?”
“Ex-girlfriend. Terry had no family.”
He tipped his head back, showing her his throat, and laughed joylessly.
Behind him she could see Steven Curren at the kitchen table, bending sideways out of his chair to see them. Collins composed himself. “Lovely cornicing. My father was a plasterer. Later he ran a chip shop.”
“Who killed Terry?”
A smile slithered across his face. “Good-bye.” He stepped backwards out of the room. She didn’t hear him walk across the hall but the door opened and shut quietly. Steven smiled at her from the kitchen. “Is he off then?”
Paddy dropped the phone and looked out into the dark hallway. Gone. She looked in the hall cupboard, checked Dub’s room. He lived a curiously Spartan life. His books and precious collection of rare comedy albums were kept in cardboard boxes that he used variously as a bedside table, a desk and a lamp stand. She looked under the bed, and then skipped into Pete’s room. He was gone.
Steven was calling to her from the kitchen. “The kettle’s boiled. Shall I make the tea? D’you want one?”
Paddy stood in the dark bedroom. The room door had been open when Collins passed it. A pile of fresh boy’s clothes was folded neatly and sitting on the end of the little bed, a box of plastic trucks visible under the bed.
Collins knew she had a child. He knew where she lived, what she looked like, and he knew she had a child.
III
She heard his footsteps in the hall at two forty in the morning, rolled onto her back, an arm over her burning eyes, listening carefully to the rhythm and the distance, unable to shake her body awake enough to sit up.
Tiptoeing across the wooden floorboards, trying not to make a noise, he went to the kitchen, then to the bathroom, and finally into his own room. He hadn’t seen Pete’s door lying open or he would have come in to her.
She summoned the energy to throw the duvet off with a hand, paused, and sat up, swinging her legs over the edge of the bed, keeping her raw eyes shut.
She felt for her dressing gown at the end of the bed, pulled it on, and stood up unsteadily, staggering over to the door and out into the hall.
Dub had only just climbed into bed. He looked up at her, standing by the door, her hair a tangled mess, her head tipped back so that she didn’t have to open her eyes properly.
A sensual, sleepy smile bloomed on his face. “Hello, gorgeous.”
She staggered over to the bed, dropped her dressing gown on the floor, and found her way under the covers, wrapping herself around his warm naked body.
“Pete…,” he said.
“Still at Burns’s.”
Dub kissed her hair, pushing it back from her face, the tender smell of sweat and cigarette smoke from his night engulfing her.
His hand slid down her bare hip, the backs of his fingers nestling in the warm, soft comma at the top of her thigh. He pressed his forehead to hers, their eyelashes touching at the tips.
“You’re the nicest landlady I’ve ever had.”
“Wake me up when you’ve had your fun,” she said and met his smile.
NINE. FAMILY UNIT
I
Paddy put her hand on the bo
She pulled her coat collar up. It was always colder at the coast. The chill came from the vicious North Sea and the glassy granite, locals said, from the cold hard stone under the rich black sod.
The thirty-foot-high wall was blackened and bleak. The roof of the main building was just visible, peering over it, the small barred windows like the eyes of a malnourished child. She knew this car park well, even though she’d never been here before.
One of the biggest scenes in Shadow of Death was set here but she’d been heavily pregnant as she finished it and had used file photos from the News library and showed them to Patrick Meehan on the pretext that a lot had changed at the prison since his day, could he just tell her what was different. Meehan was smart, not especially personable but he was fly. No real changes, he said, pretty much the same as it was on the day of release. He had a prisoner’s talent for spotting weaknesses in others. He knew she couldn’t be bothered going up there. He forgot, of course, that the railway to the quarry had been dismantled and several outbuildings had been added. He only remembered at the book launch.
No one else noticed the flaws in her retelling. The press were too interested in their role in his release, looking for themselves in bit parts. The public simply weren’t interested. Paddy’s book was the seventh written about the case and tastes in true crime had moved on from local miscarriages of justice to sex murderers and serial killers.
The day Patrick Meehan got his royal pardon a gray mist rolled in from a threatening sea, bringing the sky so low over the heads of the waiting pressmen that they cowered in their cars, expecting a deluge of rain. The Express had the deal sewn up: they paid Meehan tens of thousands for an exclusive, no one knew quite how much, and even years later he wouldn’t disclose the exact sum. Back then, before the details of a footballer’s sex life were considered a leader, the papers made stars of gangsters and murderers and Meehan was the ideal story. He was a gentleman criminal, a peterman of the old school, and wrongly convicted of a vicious attack on an elderly couple. He had been protesting his i