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A wicked smile pulled at the corner of his mouth. He looked different in the darkened room, his face harder, less knowable, his eyes shadowed but for a glimmer of reflection from the candlelight. "Won't it?"
A shiver breezed across her skin, sending ripples of anticipation through her. She hadn't ever seen Russ like this, an undertone of angry frustration coloring his desire. It alarmed her, even as it touched something deep inside her.
He cared enough to be angry that she kept part of herself closed away from him. He cared enough to try to change it, instead of just leaving. If she hadn't sensed that his caring was at the heart of this, she would've let him go. Knowing he cared helped a little bit.
"Okay, um… I suppose you should get undressed." She mentally rifled through the sexual scenarios in her books, searching for something to use, but her books had focused on pleasing a man, not on pleasing herself. That was something she did alone.
Russ's shirt and shoes were off in the space of moments. My, he was an efficient follower of commands.
A devil of mischief roused inside her. "Slowly," she said. "And make it sexy." She sat down on the edge of the bed to watch the show.
Russ lowered his hands slowly to his belt buckle and started to undo it. He rocked his hips from side to side, dancing to an off-tempo rhythm in his own mind.
Emma covered her lips with her fingertips, hiding her smile. The big sweetie couldn't dance.
The buckle undone, he whipped the belt out of the loops in one long pull and then cracked his belt like a whip.
Emma yelped as the end of it hit her dresser, knocking over a candle.
"Crap!" Russ said, quickly righting the burning candle.
Emma slid her hand over her face, giggling and peering at him through her fingers.
Russ tossed the belt aside and returned to the center of the room with a shrug. He began to sing under his breath to the traditional burlesque strip tease theme, "Dah DOOP dah dah, dah DOOP dah dah, dah DOOP dah DAAH daah," as he unbuttoned his pants and pulled down the zipper.
Despite her laughter, Emma found herself watching that zipper go down. Just as he started to part the front of his pants he turned around, his butt to her.
Ass-shaking followed as he lowered his pants, revealing black Jockeys over that rounded skater's tush that she had admired from the begi
He let the pants drop to his ankles, the tops of his socks peering out above the crumpled material. He tried to step out of his pants but his feet got caught up in them, a pant leg turning inside out as it clung to his sock-clad foot. He stumbled, then bent down to free his foot. He peered past his knee at her while he was down there and saw her watching. He narrowed his eyes, and then his face disappeared on the other side of his legs and he started to do a butt dance, bobbing it up and down, side to side.
Emma laughed out loud, the spectacle of his dancing tush above the socks and tangled trousers too much to take.
Then his hands came up and his thumbs looped into the elastic of his Jockeys. He inched them down, the crack of his ass appearing.
"No, no!" Emma laughed.
He stood up straight, thumbs still in his half-lowered Jockeys, and looked over his shoulder at her. "Oh yeah, baby!"
Emma fell over on her side. "Stop! My stomach hurts!"
He stopped dancing and turned around, walking toward her with his underpants stuck awkwardly over his erection, the trousers dragging behind him. "Your wish is my command."
Emma rolled onto her back and covered her eyes with her arm. "Just, just… take it all off, will you?"
His dance had broken some of the tension, making her forget for a moment how serious this all was to him.
"All right," he said softly. "What do you want me to do, Emma?"
She closed her eyes. What did she want? What could she ask him to do that would guarantee excitement and orgasm?
It was too much pressure.
"I don't know," she said. "I don't know what will get me there."
"Forget about that. Start with where we are now. Look at me."
She opened her eyes, turning her head to look at him.
Lord, he was gorgeous. The candlelight licked gently at his skin, shadowing the definition of muscles in chest, arms, abdomen. His thighs were thick and strong, and his erection rose firmly from an unfathomable abyss of dark hair. Her gaze skimmed up his body to his face.
He was gorgeous, her own dark god come to please her. A month ago she would have given a year off her life to have an opportunity like this. It would be pitiful if she couldn't think of at least one thing she'd like him to do to her. Not putting a gorgeous, willing man to good use was one regret she didn't want to have. -
"Could you touch me here?" she asked tentatively, raising her shirt and hoody and pointing to her belly.
Russ knelt down beside the bed. "Here?" He lay his palm on her skin.
"Yes."
He stroked his hand lightly over her, his touch gentle. His touch circled, tracing a wider route, drifting down over her sides and up to the edge of her shirt and the waist of her low-cut jeans. Emma closed her eyes, his gentie stroking both relaxing and arousing. It reminded her how much they had already shared together, and that she had no reason not to trust him.
Each time his hand stroked up toward her shirt, she wished it would go higher; he seemed to be teasing her with the possibility. He didn't go any farther, though, even when she moved so that her breasts would be closer to his hand.
She opened her eyes and looked at him, moving again so that her message was clear.
The wicked smile returned to his lips. "You have to tell me. Say it out loud."
"You know what I want."
"Say it."
"Are you getting off on this?" she complained.
The wicked grin widened. "Yeah, I am."
The admission sent a tremor through her. "Really?"
He moved his hand slowly across her belly, the edge of his fingers skimming the waistband of her jeans, sending a shiver straight down her panties. "Yes," he said, "I really am enjoying this."
"I don't want to disappoint you," she admitted.
He sighed. "The only way you'll disappoint me is if you lie there worrying about what I'm thinking. Be selfish. Be rude. Be crass and ask for raunchy things that you think will revolt me. Ask for silly things. Embarrassing things!"
"Why is it so hard to do?" she asked softly.
"Maybe because you've never done it."
She lay her hand over his on her stomach, holding his large, strong hand still. He was right: she'd never done it, not with anything in her life. The realization had been growing in her since meeting Russ; it had been appearing to her repeatedly in different forms, but the theme was the same in each go-round. She'd seen it enough now to be heartily sick of it.
If she couldn't find and ask for what she, Emma Mayson, wanted in a situation as safe and enticing as this one, then she might as well give up on ever achieving any of her dreams. A life of utter mediocrity and disappointment was all she'd ever have.
"Undo my jeans," she said. "Take them off."
He did as she asked, his fingers hard against her soft flesh as he struggled with the button. She felt a smile pulling at her mouth.
"You're not used to being the seducer, are you?" she asked.
He fought the button free and made short work of her zipper. "I'm a quick learner." He nudged her to lift her hips, and a moment later her jeans were gone, her shoes going with them.
"Socks," she said. "Off. Then…" she hesitated. She wanted it, but she couldn't imagine he'd want to do it. She herself wouldn't want to do it to him.
He peeled her socks off. "What do you want?"
"Could you…"
"Tell me."
"Suck my toes? Lick my arch?"