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She got to the house and steadied herself against the shingles as she ran around it towards the front entrance. The key in her hand was wet and cold. She grasped it tightly. The house was completely dark except for the top floor. She could see a light coming through the shade of one of the windows. As she rounded the house, she could hear the harsh crashing sounds of the bay as the waves broke against the rocky shore. There was no beach – just piles of rock. The beach was over to the left.
She hadn't realized this property was so high. You could probably see the whole town from the back windows.
Her breath was coming in deep, sobbing gasps. Nancy felt her heart pounding. She couldn't breathe from ru
The house was dark – so terribly dark. She couldn't see. There was a musty smell, and it was so quiet here. The light had come from the top floor. That was where the apartment was. She'd have to find the stairs. She resisted the impulse to shriek Michael's name.
Dorothy had said something about two staircases in the foyer past the big front room. This was the front room. Uncertainly, Nancy started forward. In the pitch darkness, she reached her hands in front of her. She mustn't make noise; mustn't give warning. She tripped, fell forward and recovered herself by grabbing something. It was the arm of a couch or chair. She felt her way around it. If only she had matches. She strained to hear… Had she heard something… a cry… or was it just the way the wind howled in the fireplace?
She had to get upstairs… had to find them. Suppose they weren't there?… Suppose she was too late?… Suppose it was like last time? – with those little faces so quiet, so distorted… They had trusted her. Lisa had clung to her that last morning. 'Daddy hurt me' was all she would say. Nancy was sure that Carl had spanked her for wetting the bed… had cursed herself for being too tired to wake up. She hadn't dared to criticize Carl… but when she made the bed, it wasn't wet; so Lisa hadn't wet the bed. She should have told them that at the trial, but she couldn't. She couldn't think, and she was too tired… and it didn't matter any more.
The stairs… That was a post under her arm… The stairs… three flights… Walk on the side… Be quiet. Nancy reached down and yanked off her sneakers. They were so wet they'd made a squishing noise… Important to be quiet… Have to get upstairs… Mustn't be too late again… Last time too late… Shouldn't have left children in car… Should have known…
The stairs squeaked under her foot. Mustn't let him panic… Last time he panicked… Maybe Michael's call panicked him… Last time they said the children hadn't been thrown in the water till after they were dead… But Michael was still alive just a few minutes ago… Twenty minutes ago… and he thought Missy was sick… Maybe she was sick… Have to get to her… The first flight… Bedrooms on this floor… but no light, no sound… Upstairs two more flights… On the third floor there was no sound either.
At the base of the last staircase, Nancy stopped to control her harsh breathing. The door at the head of the
stairs was open. She could see a shadow against the wall caused by a thin flicker of light. Then she heard it… a voice – Michael's voice… 'Don't do that! Don't do that!'
She ran up the stairs blindly, furiously. Michael! Missy! She hurried, not caring about the noise, but her thick socks didn't make noise. Her hand grasping the banister was silent. At the top of the stairs she hesitated. The light was coming from down the hall. Silently, swiftly she hurried through the room, the living-room probably, that was shadowy and quiet, towards the candlelight in the bedroom, towards the gross figure with its back to her that was holding a small struggling figure on the bed with one hand, giggling softly as with the other he pulled a shiny plastic bag over a blond head.
Nancy had an impression of startled blue eyes, of Michael's blond hair matting on his forehead, of the way the plastic clung to his eyelids and nostrils as she cried, 'Let go of him, Carl!…' She didn't know she'd said 'Carl' until she heard the name come from her lips.
The man spun around. Somewhere lurking in that gross mass of flesh, she could see eyes that darted and burned. Nancy had an impression of the plastic clinging, of Missy's tousled figure lying on the bed, her windbreaker a bright red heap beside her.
She saw the look of stupefaction replaced by cu
He lunged for her. She pulled away, feeling his thick grasp on her wrist. They fell together, clumsily, heavily. She felt his elbow dig into her side. The pain was blinding, but his grip relaxed for an instant. His face was next to hers. Thick and white, the features bloated and broadened, but the sour, dank smell… the same as it had been before.
Blindly, she reached out with all her force and bit the thick, jowly cheek. With a howl of rage, he lashed out, but let her go, and she dragged herself up, feeling his hand pulling at her. She threw herself on to the bed, with her fingernails tearing at the tight plastic sheet that was making Michael's eyes bulge, his cheeks become blue. She heard his gasping breath as she twisted around to meet Carl's new attack. His arms pulled her tight against him. She felt the sick warmth of his exposed body.
Oh, God. She pushed back his face with her hands and felt him bend her backward. As she tried to pull away, she could feel Missy's foot under her, touching her, moving. It was moving. Missy was alive. She knew it; she could feel it.
She began to scream – a steady, demanding call for help; and then Carl's hand covered her mouth and nostrils, and futilely she tried to bite the thick palm that was choking out air and causing great black curtains to close in front of her eyes.
She was sinking into gasping unconsciousness when abruptly the hands loosened their pressure. She choked -great gurgling sounds. From somewhere, someone was shouting her name. Ray! It was Ray! she tried to call out, but no sound came.
Struggling up on to one elbow, she shook her head. 'Mommy, Mommy, he's taking Missy!' Michael's voice was urgent, his hand shaking her.
She managed to sit up as Carl swooped. His arm passed her and grabbed the small figure that had begun to squirm and cry.
'Put her down, Carl. Don't touch her.' Her voice was a croak now, but he looked at her wildly and turned. Holding Missy against him, he ran away, his gait awkward. In the dark of the next room, she heard him bumping into furniture, and she staggered after him, trying to shake the dizziness. There were footsteps on the stairs now – hard, racing footsteps coming up. Desperately she listened for Carl, heard him down the hall; saw his dark shadow silhouetted against the window. He was climbing the stairs to the attic. He was going up to the attic. She followed him, caught up with him, tried to grasp his leg. The attic was cavernous, musty-smelling, thick-beamed with a low ceiling. And dark. So dark it was hard to follow him.
'Help!' she screamed. 'Help!' At last she could make her voice carry. 'Up here, Ray. Up here!' She stumbled blindly after the sound of Carl's footsteps. But where was he? The ladder. He was climbing the thin, rickety ladder that led from the attic straight up to the roof. The widow's walk. He was going on to the widow's walk. She thought of the narrow, perilous balcony that circled the chimney between the turrets of the house.
'Carl, don't go up there. It's too dangerous. Carl, come back, come back!'