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Xa
The military academy held two premier residences, one in each of the rear towers. The Kral’s was much harder to access, and this was one of two routes that led to his quarters. The primary one was more known, while the one I entered served one purpose: escape in event of attack.
It was the quickest path from my room to Xa
The door slid shut behind me, bathing the passage in darkness. I strode forward with utter confidence, counting my strides until I knew I neared the hidden switch to open the other side. The rough stone gave way to a smooth spot, and again I pressed, emerging from the narrow opening into another spiral staircase.
Through clenched teeth, I forced air into my lungs, trying to rein in the wrath clawing up my throat. The beast inside me begged for a chance to punish Xa
Heat licked up my spine and steeled it for the conversation ahead.
Each step I trudged upward dredged memories from centuries before, when the three of us had begun to take the necessary actions to bring Demon society to heel. To ensure that our vision was successfully executed. To ensure the survival of our race.
Had we made the right decisions along the way? We were certainly nowhere close to the end we’d had in mind when we set out.
At the top of the staircase, a heavy wooden door stood ajar. Low voices drifted beyond as I stared at it, rubbing the sides of my jaw.
“Does the mighty Halálhívó doubt himself?” Assyria entered my mind, her tone light and teasing. Yet I knew she worried for me. With our bond, everything was shared, and hiding my anxiety about this conversation had been difficult.
“Only the ability to restrain myself,” I replied, my fingers itching to close around Xa
“Save that for our real enemies. For now, be the force for change you want to be,” she said, conviction threading her tone. The ferocity of it bolstered mine.
“I love you, Assyria. I’m not only doing this for you, but also because it is the right thing to do. You’ve shown me the true path.” And with that, I rolled my shoulders back and shoved my way inside.
Much like my own chambers, the Kral’s rooms were luxuriously appointed, with an expansive sitting area, thick desk, and views of the surrounding area. Currently, though, they only displayed the thick, dark clouds rolling in off the sea.
Kiira and Xa
“Rokath,” Kiira greeted me warmly. She’d always been the peacekeeper between the three of us, but today she looked like a loaded crossbow. Her veil was gone, and her burgundy eyes hinted at restraint as they glinted in the candlelight. Long, lacquered nails curled around the bulbous end of a wine glass. The dark circles that had claimed the space under her eyes had all but vanished since I’d left Uzhhorod months prior, but the thi
Xa
Another memory pushed to the front of my mind. Yet in that one, I was coated in the blood of the Angels from the Battle of Kraskiv, and Xa
“Did you force Rapp to see the healer again before you left him?” I asked her, since she’d accompanied him back to his temporary accommodation after our di
“He fought me for a moment, then complained the entire time,” Kiira sighed, swirling the purple wine around in the glass. “Complained about how you babied him the entire trip too.”
Rain pelted the windows, the rhythmic patter an ominous backdrop to our conversation.
I snorted and pulled the bottle of scale toward me. Xa
“And how exactly did that happen?” Xa
And how he’d treated my mate upon arriving? Fuck, even before that?
Unacceptable.
I pressed my drink to my lips and tipped it back. The alcohol burned my throat all the way to my belly. The pain was a welcome distraction from my thi
“Do you want me to start at the end or at the begi
“Start at the begi
Thunder rumbled, momentarily stealing my attention. Past the window, three black birds swept, their caws slicing the air.
Shaking off the feeling of being watched, I recounted the events of the past few months. The rumors that had swept through the camp at Assyria’s presence. How she’d tried to run from me and been bitten by a cobra. How hard I’d fought the bond’s insistence to be near her. How I’d cared for her injury, taught her to scout, and begun showing her how to fight. How Rapp and I had split up to pin the Angels on all sides and force them to retreat. How I’d been wi
Neither interrupted me as I recounted it all. Yet I slowed to a crawl when I finally came to the point in my story where I had to admit exactly why I’d lost all those soldiers. I hadn’t put it in my letter, simply that the Angels had beaten us badly, and that was why we needed to change the army rules to allow females to fight too.
The scale seared me again as I drank the last of it. I set the glass down with a heavy thud. Let the words land with the same force. “The Angels took Assyria.”
Kiira gasped, hand flying to her chest. Xa
“I’ll get to that in a minute.”
Lightning flashed, illuminating the dark corners of the room. A moment later, thunder crashed. I waited until it ceased before continuing.
“They offered to parlay with us, so long as we met them on the salt flat unarmed. So we went, both armies facing off. I figured they would want my life for hers, which I could have easily gotten out of.” Rage rose like a tidal wave inside me as I recalled how they’d hurt Assyria. “As it turned out, the Padisa who ambushed my battalion a decade ago was one of the superior officers leading that section of the Angel army.”
“The one whose face you carved up?” Xa
I nodded. “Instead of my life for hers, he wanted all my soldier’s lives for hers.”
More thunder boomed, shaking the room. But not nearly as hard as the muscles in Xa
“What the fuck, Rokath?” Xa
Xa
He didn’t scare me.
I stood, slowly, showing him that as much as he thought us equals, my power was greater than his. The tension in the room was thick enough to carve with a blade.
“She is my mate,” I growled, my tone laced with violence. The tips of my fingers dug into the table as I attempted to rein in the fury filling my veins.
“You didn’t even want her,” he sneered, rings flashing in the light as he fisted his hands.
His words stung like a well-timed slap. He was right and I hated myself for it. How many times had I wished I could turn back the clock and accept what the Fates had so generously given me?
Xa
I’d scarcely finished speaking when Xa
My self control shattered. “Selfish desires? My selfish desires? Who do you think all of this is fucking for?” I took a menacing step around the table. The strike of my boot against the ground was louder than the storm outside.
Xa
“Watch your mouth,” I snarled, attempting to restrain myself from pummeling him into the ground. This discussion was going nowhere good with how he kept pushing me with Assyria.
“What happened to you, Rokath? Clearly sinking your cock into the cunt of your mate has made you weak and thrown you off your game.” Xa
Red coated my vision as I swung. Xa
Xa