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I had my sons with me that weekend. It was going to be our last weekend together before they went off to camp. I picked them up at the train station Saturday morning and put them back on the train Sunday night. We saw a movie, I remember, and I think we spent Sunday morning exploring down around Wall Street and the Fulton Fish Market, but that may have been a different weekend. It's hard to distinguish them in memory.
I spent Sunday evening in the Village and didn't get back to my hotel until almost dawn. The telephone woke me out of a frustrating dream, an exercise in acrophobic frustration; I kept trying to descend from a perilous catwalk and kept not reaching the ground.
I picked up the phone. A gruff voice said, "Well, it's not the way I figured it would go, but at least we don't have to worry about losing it in court."
"Who is this?"
"Jack Diebold. What's the matter with you? You sound like you're half asleep."
"I'm up now," I said. "What were you talking about?"
"You haven't seen a paper?"
"I was sleeping. What did-"
"You know what time it is? It's almost noon. You're keeping pimp's hours, you son of a bitch."
"Jesus," I said.
"Go getyourself a newspaper," he said. "I'll call you in an hour."
THE News gave it the front page. KILL SUSPECT HANGS SELF IN CELL, with the story on page three.
MiguelitoCruz had torn his clothing into strips, knotted the strips together, stood his iron bedstead on its side, climbed onto it, looped his homemade rope around an overhead pipe, and jumped off the upended bedstead and into the next world.
Jack Diebold never did call me back, but that evening's six o'clock TV news had the rest of the story. Informed of his friend's death, Angel Herrera had recanted his original story and admitted that he and Cruz had conceived and executed theTillary burglary on their own. It had beenMiguelito who heard noises upstairs and picked up a kitchen knife on his way to investigate. He'd stabbed the woman to death while Herrera watched in horror.Miguelito always had a short temper, Herrera said, but they were friends, even cousins, and they had concocted their story to protectMiguelito. But now thatMiguelito was dead, Herrera could admit what had really happened.
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Of course I didn't go there. I never really considered it. I just had the feeling that it was something I ought to do.
That night I was in Armstrong's. I wasn't drinking particularly hard or fast, but I was working at it, and then somewhere around ten-thirty or eleven the door opened and I knew who it was before I turned around. TommyTillary, all dressed up and freshly barbered, was making his first appearance in Armstrong's since his wife got herself killed.
"Hey, lookwho's back," he sang out, and gri
I stayed where I was, letting the others mob him, but he worked his way over to me and got an arm around my shoulders. "This is the man," he a
"The john's still free," Billie said, "but don't go giving Jimmy any ideas."
"Oh, don't tell me he didn't already think of it," Tommy said. "Matt, my boy, I love you. I was in a tight spot, the world waslookin ' to fall in on me, and you came through for me."
What the hell had I done? I hadn't hangedMiguelito Cruz or coaxed a confession out of Angel Herrera. I hadn't even set eyes on either man. But I had taken his money, and now it looked as though I had to let him buy my drinks.
I don't know how long we stayed there. Curiously, my own drinking slowed even as Tommy's picked up speed. I wondered why he hadn't brought Carolyn; I didn't figure he'd care much about appearances now that the case was closed forever. And I wondered if she would walk in. It was, after all, her neighborhood bar, and she'd been known to come to it all by herself.
After a while Tommy was hustling me out of Armstrong's, so maybe I wasn't the only one who realized that Carolyn might turn up. "This is celebration time," he told me. "We don't want to hang around one place until we grow roots. We want to get out and bounce a little."
He had theRiviera, and I just went along for the ride. We hit a few places. There was a noisy Greek place on theEast Side where the waiters all looked like mob hit men. There were a couple of trendy singles joints, including the one JackBalkin owned, where Skip had reportedly stolen enough money to open Miss Kitty's. There was, finally, a dark beery cave down in the Village; I realized after a while that it reminded me of the Norwegian bar inSunsetPark, the Fjord. I knew the Village bars fairly well in those days, but this place was new to me, and I was never able to find it again. Maybe it wasn't in the Village, maybe it was somewhere inChelsea. He was doing the driving and I wasn't paying too much attention to the geography.
Wherever the place was, it was quiet for a change and conversation became possible. I found myself asking him what I'd done that deserved such lavish praise. One man had killed himself and another had confessed, and what part had I played in either incident?
"The stuff you came up with," he said.
"What stuff? I should have brought back fingernailparings, you could have had someone work voodoo on them."
"About Cruz and the fairies."
"He was up for murder. He didn't hang himself because he was afraid they'd nail him for fag-bashing when he was a juvenile offender."
Tommy took a sip of scotch. He said, "Couple days ago, black guy comes up to Cruz in the chow line. Huge spade, built like the Seagram's Building. 'Wait'llyou gets up to Green Haven,' he tells him. 'Every blood there'sgwine have you for a girlfriend. Doctorgwine have to cut you a brand-new asshole, time you getsoutta there.' "
I didn't say anything.
"Kaplan," he said. "Talked to somebody who talked to somebody, and that did it. Cruz took a good look at the idea ofplayin ' Drop the Soap for half the jigs in captivity, and the next thing you know the murderous little bastard was dancing on air.And good riddance to him."
I couldn't seem to catch my breath. I worked on it while Tommy went to the bar for another round. I hadn't touched the one in front of me but I let him buy for both of us.
When he got back I said, "Herrera."
"Changed his story.Made a full confession."
"And pi
"Why not?Cruz wasn't around to complain. Cruz probably did it, but who knows which one it really was, and for that matter who cares? The thing is you gave us the lever."
"For Cruz," I said."To get him to kill himself."
"And for Herrera.Those kids of his back inPuerto Rico.Drew spoke to Herrera's lawyer and Herrera's lawyer spoke to Herrera, and the message was, look, you're going up for burglary whatever you do, and probably for murder, but if you tell the right story you'll draw shorter time than if you don't, and on top of that, that nice Mr. Tillary'sgo
At the bar, a couple of old men were reliving the Louis-Schmelingfight.The second one, the one where Louis deliberately punished the German champion. One of the old boys was throwing roundhouse punches in the air, demonstrating.