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leave her in peace because he had at least a shred of respect for my desire. I was wrong.
A River was not interested.
He simply took all that he believed belonged to them, and according to his code of honour, the wo was already all over her.
I had to tie me to him in
the past, it was a question that tormented her. When I met him, at the begi
time reveals the people for who they are and only the suffering you will open their eyes.
"I had to understand
that you prefer the hard way when you put on this blouse that's low-cut instead of the usual unifor
"The other was in the wash."
In a moment, his grip became more strict, and with a quick gesture, I turned it around in his arms. My cheek was against the wall and my knees gave out, forcing me to hold me to his leg, stuck in the midst of my.
And then River did something that would have to disgustarmi, and make me scream. Joined my wrists in one of his fists, li crossed behind my back, and squeezed it so hard that the pain I spread out along the arms.
She pressed against my back and put his hand on the wall, next to my face still crushed. My body reacted in a way that he had never done in the months in which we had been together: its name came from my lips, choking on a moan.
"Keep in mind that I don't have anything for me to forgive."
This was all wrong. His words, his violence, his arrogance. The his hand a
It was evident that the idea of taking me there, wi
And yet, something in his actions could trigger a flicker voluptuous inside of me.
It was not right. I hated it. But the violence she knows to be gentle as a caress when it is the only thing capable of making you feel alive.
It was the first time in my life that I felt so. I hadn't felt attraction to River, but to his gestures. It was as if my body them associated to the instinct, the pleasure, despite the torment he expressed. And the thing used to scare me, but the feeling was too intense to let me escape.
"Next". I raised my chin towards
him, a smile eagerly out on my face. I was certain that someone would soon be the past the corr and I would have relief. Yet, it was the first time that the River made me feel so deeply the d the dark part of me wanted to know. "Do it. What are you waiting? Before we discovered".
He was so shocked, I
read it in the eyes. But he couldn't lose control, so I yanked against the wall through the outlet t
practiced on my wrists and, despite the pain that radiated along my body, I felt myself melt in the core of my most sensitive point.
Half-closed eyes and for a brief moment, only one, I figured someone else in his place. I never found the courage to admit to myself that the face had crept between my thoughts, but my belly reacted before I could realize. And while a groan you would proxy in my throat, I asked him to go forward pushing me against him.
But River didn't like that I liked. And so, with little grace, I let him go permanently.
And instead of feeling relieved, the thing made me feel a need primordial.
"What a fucking sick are you?" he asked me, while I was filming breath and I turned around and it was to look him in the face. "What the hell have you done?"
I did not reply to that question, the fire that I had felt inside of me died all of a sudden.
River shook her head, returning to the corridor, and walking alone towards the exit. "I am, I walk to college".
Only at that point, the relief came over me, but the feeling did not last long. Because as soon as he freed my view, I became aware of the observer silent that he had witnessed, at least in part, on what had happened.
Davil stood on the threshold of the office, only. He held a couple of sheets in one hand and with the other on the handle of the door, so strong that they become the knuckles white.
And I incatenai to him, with eyes and with open wounds.
Suddenly, the way in which the outlet of the River I was made to feel I was reminded of and I lit it again, but for the food that energy was the fact that the figure that I had desired in his place, now, I had one in front of it.
He was pressing his lips into a thin line, his eyes fell then on my neckline. One of the buttons was skipped because of the way in which River I had more
violently.
I
went back on him. It was still stopped, thoughtful. His face was a contraction continues, the jaw, pul temples. It was charming and enchanting.
My breathing intensified, and for this my chest, and rose up in a frantic, pushing the man that I had before to drain the irises
different. But I wanted that I looked, I wanted see.
Those moments seemed to last an eternity, but in the end it was decided to stop the silence flowed from our eyes.
"Cover up, please." Filming awareness of his movements and you closed the door behind her. "I am not so full of control as you think".
But instead of bringing me to the hands of the blouse, my thighs trembled up to squeeze between them. I could feel my body ignite from the throat up to the mouth of the stomach, and then down to my most sensitive point, in a
before.
"Do not ask me if I'm okay?"
I was certain that that would be the first thing I would ask, as he had done at the memorial when I had caught in one of my crisis. But this time it did not.
"Don't you sounded particularly in difficulty. But how are you?
Is everything in place?" Only at that point, his expression softened.
"Yes," the tranquillizzai. "Let's go? He took what was to take, dr. Crain? And the detective?"
"Yes, Cavanough is still viewing things inside. We can go."
Davil cleared his throat and lowered his gaze on the papers clutched in his hands. "It will be better that brings you back to the university."
Only when he took a step towards the exit, I moved away from the wall and with the hands closed the flaps of the coat. He pulled up next door to the exit of the station and once outside he handed me one of the sheets, rivelandomi the reason why we were there.
It was a photocopy of an invitation to a memorial, one of Alex Moore. But, reported a different date, a date that had not yet passed.
"What do you mean?" I asked him, once we went to his car. The seat of the passenger was much more comfortable than the rear ones.
"That is what I would like to understand. We found
it in his pocket, someone has to have it made".
Davil set in motion the car and off we went. I had no idea how River would be back in his dorm, whether on foot or by bus, or if he had asked for a pass to one of his friends. And honestly, I didn't care.
"So I would say that this is not an accident". I could not hold back an expression of satisfaction.
In the meantime he gripped the steering wheel and changed gear.