Dear Irene

A couple of general assignment reporters gathered around us, and one of them urged Stuart to tell me about someone they referred to as Zucchini Man.

But before Stuart could reply, John yelled out, “Kelly? You want to see me?”

I went into his office and told him about Rosie Thayer and my conversation with Kincaid. He thought things over for a few minutes then decided he didn’t have a problem with my writing a story on Thayer. He also said I could go ahead and tell Frank what I learned from Kincaid.

I had just walked back out into the newsroom and was looking for Stuart when Mark Baker called out to me, telling me I had a phone call. I forgot all about Zucchini Man and hurried over to my desk and took the receiver from Mark.

“Miss Kelly? Steven Kincaid.”

“Hold on a minute.” I gave Mark a “get lost” look but he ignored it. I covered the phone and said, “Thank you very much, Mark, you can go back to whatever it is you do around here.”

“You’re starting to sound like John Walters,” he said, but moved away.

“Hello,” I said into the phone, “I’m back with you again. What can I do for you?”

“You mentioned wanting to talk about E.J.’s research. I stayed up last night and made a list of the things she had written and worked on. I thought you might want to have it as soon as possible and, well, I couldn’t sleep anyway. Would you like for me to bring it by?”

“Sure. Listen, did Dr. Blaylock know someone named Rosie Thayer?”

He thought it over before answering. “I can’t remember her ever mentioning anyone by that name.”

“Did she ever go to a place called Rosie’s Bar and Grill down on Broadway?”

“No, at least not with me. Why?”

“Nothing important – I was just thinking of trying it out for lunch, wondered if you’d heard of it. In fact, why don’t you let me buy you lunch, Mr. Kincaid? You’re doing me a real favor by gathering information on Dr. Blaylock’s research.”

“Sure, I’d like to have lunch with you. And please call me Steven.”

“Then I’m Irene, not Miss Kelly, okay?”

“Okay.”

I called Frank back.

“Hi. Christmas is all set. Tell me about Rosie Thayer.”

“First of all, turns out Rosie was a nickname. Her real name was Thelma. Thelma Thayer. Thalia from either one, I guess.”

“Any co

“None we’ve been able to uncover. In fact, they only share one or two similar traits. I mentioned the age business. Both longtime residents of Las Piernas. Both unmarried.”

“Blaylock was married and divorced.”

“What?”

“Didn’t the police find out about that? According to my source, she was married for about a year when she was at UCLA, during or immediately after grad school.”

“Your source?”

“That will have to do for now, I’m afraid.” It wasn’t the first time one of us had been forced to say something like that; I didn’t think he’d mind. We had agreed early on in our relationship to respect certain job-related boundaries.

“Who did she marry?”

“Don’t know. Think your guys could find something out? All I have is a first name – James. Apparently it was long ago and no ill-will remaining, at least not on Blaylock’s part.”

“I’ll check it out.”

“I’m thinking of going down to Rosie’s Bar and Grill for lunch,” I said.

“I’ve got to get down there myself. Want to have lunch together?”

“Uh – no, not really. In fact, could you be out of there by eleven?”

Dead silence.

“Let me rephrase that, Frank. I’m going to be having lunch with someone who won’t be comfortable talking to me in front of a cop. I’d love to have lunch with you, but I think this guy will speak more openly to me if there isn’t a third party involved.”

“Who is ‘this guy’?”

“Can’t tell you. Not yet.”

“A suspect in this case?”

“Frank, I said I can’t tell you.” I emphasized each word, wondering if my growing irritation would make any impression.

“Look, Irene, I know we’ve agreed to some limits, but just about anyone who has information about this case is potentially a murder suspect. And I don’t trust anyone who tells you they don’t want the police around. It’s a homicide investigation, for Christsakes. What if you’re meeting Thanatos for lunch?”

That really steamed me. The man clearly thought I was an idiot.

“Never mind who I’m going to lunch with,” I hissed from between clenched teeth.

“Who the hell is it, Irene?”

“Goddamn it, Frank, it’s none of your business. I’m not required to report every contact I have with another male in Las Piernas to the local police department. Or to you personally, for that matter.”

“Just tell me.”

“Just drop it.”

“Are you near your period?”

“No, Frank. Is someone pinching your balls?”

“Don’t be ridiculous!”

“Don’t be an asshole!”

He hung up. I slammed the phone down so hard, the casing cracked. I looked up to see Mark Baker a few feet away, trying desperately to stifle laughter. I stomped out of the newsroom, stringing swear words together under my breath. I went downstairs.

“Geoff, you know where I’ll be if anyone comes looking for me,” I said on my way past the security desk. I went down into the basement.

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I knew my way through the maze of presses. I stood somewhere out in the middle of that web of machinery and wires and paper and ink. Just as Da

The growling start-up built into a roar, and I put the ear protectors on. Within a few minutes, the rumbling could be felt in the floor beneath my feet. The newsprint was moving faster now, flying past the place where I stood and weaving over, under, and between rollers. It came back up out of the presses in a blur, was cut and rolled and turned and folded. Knowing I’d never be heard over the presses, I hollered half a dozen obscenities at the top of my lungs. I breathed in the smell of the ink and the paper and felt better for it. I was at home there.

I have a fierce temper but I don’t usually stay mad for long. I know myself well enough to realize that one of my challenges in life is to keep it under control, to accept the fact that most of the things that make me angry aren’t worth the effort. It’s usually a matter of perspective.

But being engaged to be married does strange things to one’s perspective. Everything gets filtered through a sieve labeled “the rest of your life.” As I stood there watching the intricate network of paper and machinery do its work, I wondered if Frank and I could possibly overcome this particular obstacle.

There was an important principle being tested here, I told myself. As a reporter, I needed to be able to move among a wide variety of people – including unsavory characters. I didn’t believe I should be obliged to get Frank’s approval to talk to them. Frank’s protectiveness, so welcomed when I was injured, would suffocate me if it went too far where reporting was concerned. I needed him to trust me.

“No use asking anyone to trust you, Irene.” O’Co

The love I was sure of. The trust? Only a maybe. No matter what my sister had read while getting her nails done.

I looked up and saw Coburn waving me out from my hiding place. I took a deep breath and walked out to see why I was being summoned.