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“I don’t want another one!” she wailed, putting her arms around Fang’s neck and starting to cry.
“Have we lost ‘em?” the Gasman called back over his shoulder.
I looked back. Two police cars with lights and sirens were weaving through the heavy traffic toward us.
“No!” I put my head down and ran faster.
Sometimes it felt as if we would never be free, be safe. Never, ever, as long as we lived. Which might not be that much longer, anyway.
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We headed south and east, out of the park, hoping to get lost among the ever-present crowds of people jamming the streets.
Fang put Angel down and she dutifully ran, her small face white and streaked with tears. I felt really, really bad about Celeste. Iggy ran next to me, his hand out to barely brush against me. He was so good at keeping up, following us, that it was easy to forget sometimes that he was blind. We passed Fifty-fourth Street-the police were still behind us.
“Inside a store?” Fang asked, pulling up beside me. “Then out through a back exit?”
I thought. If only we could take off, get airborne-leave the ground and the noise and the crowds and the cops behind, be up in the blue, blue sky, free…My wings itched with the urge to snap open, unfurl to their full size, catch the sun and wind in them.
“Yeah, maybe so,” I shot back. “Let’s turn east on Fifty-first.”
We did. Then we pounded down the pavement. Really fast. I almost laughed when I realized it was a one-way street going the wrong way: The cruisers would have to take a detour.
If only we could find a safe haven before they caught up to us…
“What’s that?” Nudge called, pointing.
I skidded to a halt, the way they do in cartoons. In front of us was an enormous gray stone building. It soared up into the sky, all pointy and lacy on top, not like a skyscraper. More as if gray stone crystals had grown toward the sky, stretching up and thi
“Is it a museum?” Gazzy asked.
I sca
“A church!” Nudge looked excited. “I’ve never been in one. Can we go?”
I was about to remind her that we were ru
And I remembered that in the past, churches used to be safe havens for people-cops weren’t allowed in them. Like hundreds of years ago. That probably wasn’t the case anymore. But it was huge and full of tourists, and it was as good a place to try to get lost as any.
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A steady stream of people was filing through the huge middle double doors. We merged with them and tried to blend in. As we passed through the door, the air was instantly cooler and scented with something that smelled ancient and churchy and just… religious, somehow.
Inside, people split up. One group was gathering for a guided tour, and others were simply milling around, reading plaques, picking up pamphlets.
It was incredibly quiet, considering it was a building the size of a football field, full of hundreds of people.
Toward the front, people were sitting or kneeling in pews, their heads bowed.
“Let’s go,” I said softly. “Up there.”
The six of us walked silently down the cool marble-tile floor toward the huge white altar at the front of the church. Nudge’s mouth was wide open, her head craned back as she stared at the sunlight filtering through all the stained-glass windows. Above us the ceiling was three stories high and all arched and carved like a palace.
“This place is awesome,” breathed the Gasman, and I nodded. I felt good in here, safe, even though Erasers or cops could just stroll through the doors like anybody else. But it was enormous inside, and crowded, and yet there was good visibility. Not a bad place at all. A good place.
“What are those people doing?” Angel whispered.
“I think they’re praying,” I whispered back.
“Let’s pray too,” Angel said.
“Uh-” But she had already headed toward an empty pew. She eased her way to the middle, then reached down and pulled out the little kneeler thing. I saw her examine the other people for the proper form, then she knelt and bowed her head onto her clasped hands.
I bet she was praying for Celeste.
We filed into the pew after her, kneeling awkwardly and self-consciously. Iggy brushed his hand along Gazzy, light as a feather, then mimicked his position.
“What are we praying for?” he asked softly.
“Urn-anything you want?” I guessed.
“We’re praying to God, right?” Nudge checked to make sure.
“I think that’s the general idea,” I said, not really having much of a clue. And yet, an odd sensation came over me, like, if you were ever going to ask for anything, this would be the place to do it. With the high, sweeping ceiling, all the marble and glory and religion and passion surrounding us, it felt like this was a place where six homeless kids just might be heard.
“Dear God,” said Nudge under her breath, “I want real parents. But I want them to want me too. I want them to love me. I already love them. Please see what you can do. Thanks very much. Love, Nudge.”
Okay, so I’m not saying we were pros at this or anything.
“Please get Celeste back to me,” Angel whispered, her eyes squeezed tightly shut. “And help me grow up to be like Max. And keep everyone safe. And do something bad to the bad guys. They should not be able to hurt us anymore.”
Amen, I thought.
With surprise, I saw that Fang’s eyes were shut. But his lips weren’t moving, and I couldn’t hear anything. Maybe he was just resting.
“I want to be able to see stuff,” Iggy said. “Like I used to, when I was little. And I want to be able to totally kick Jeb’s butt. Thank you.”
“God, I want to be big and strong,” the Gasman whispered, and I felt my throat close up, looking at his flyaway pale hair, his eyes shut in concentration. He was only eight, but who knew when his expiration date was? “So I can help Max, and other people too.”
I swallowed hard, blinking fast to keep any tears at bay. I breathed in heavily and breathed out, then did a surreptitious 360. The whole cathedral was calm, peaceful, Eraser-free.
Had that been Jeb I saw, back with the cops? Were the cops really cops or were they goons from the School-or from the Institute? What a bummer that Angel had dropped Celeste. Jeez, the kid finally gets to have one thing she cares about, and then fate rips it from her hands.
“Please help Angel about Celeste,” I found myself muttering, and realized I had closed my eyes. I had no idea who I was talking to-I’d never really thought about if I believed in God. Would God have let the white-coats at the School do what they had done to us? How did it work, exactly?
But I was on a roll now, so I went with it. “And help me be a better leader, a better person,” I said, moving my lips with no sound. “Make me braver, stronger, smarter. Help me take care of the flock. Help me find some answers. Uh, thanks.” I cleared my throat.
I don’t know how long we were there-till my kneecaps started to go numb.
It was like a beautiful peace stole over us, the way a soft breeze would smooth our feathers.
We liked this house. We didn’t want to leave.