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Chapter 1
"COME ON," SAVANNAH WHISPERED, TUGGING THE young man's hand.
She climbed a wooden fence into the backyard of a narrow two-story house.
"Watch out for the roses," she said as his feet threatened to land in the border. "We gotta come this way or the old bugger next door will bitch about me having friends over when no one's home."
"Yeah," the boy said. "I get shit from my folks about that, too."
"Oh, Paige and Lucas don't care, as long as I clean up and don't have any monster parties. Well, they might care if they found out I was bringing a guy over. But if that old man sees me having friends over? He starts telling people that Paige and Lucas are crappy guardians, shit like that. Makes me want to-" She swallowed her next words and shrugged. "Tell him off or something."
I was less than a half-dozen paces behind, but they never turned around, never even peered over their shoulders. Sometimes that really pisses me off. Sure, all teenagers ignore their mothers. And, sure, Sava
Sava
They shed their shoes, then climbed the small set of stairs from the landing to the kitchen. Sava
I'd done the right thing, sending Sava
Yes, I'd screwed up, but I was going to fix that now. I'd promised to look after my daughter, and I would… just as soon as I figured out how.
Sava
Sava
The boy snorted. "I'd be surprised if that moron could tell a basketball from a football. At last week's practice…"
I tuned them out and focused on the woman. As I drew near, I could hear her muted sobs. I sighed and leaned against the dining room doorway.
"Look," I said. "Whatever happened to you, I'm sure it was bad, but you have to move on. Go into the light or click your heels three times or whatever. Get thee to the other side, ghost."
The woman didn't even look up. Only thing worse than a stubborn spirit is a rude one. I'd seen her here at least a dozen times since the kids had moved in, and not once had she so much as acknowledged my presence. Never spoke. Never left that chair. Never stopped crying. And I thought I had a lousy afterlife.
I softened my tone. "You have to get over it. You're wasting your time-"
She faded, and was gone. Really. Some people.
"Where's that new stereo you got?" the boy asked through a mouthful of multigrain bread.
"In my room." Sava
The boy jumped to his feet so fast his chair tumbled over backward. Sava
I stayed at the bottom.
A moment later, music rocked the rafters. Nothing I recognized. Dead three years, and I was already a pop-culture has-been. No, wait. I did recognize the song. "(Don't Fear) the Reaper"… but with a techno beat. Who the hell was this? Not Blue Oyster Cult, that's for sure. What kind of crap-? Oh God, I was turning into my mother. I'd avoided it all my life and now-
A man walked through the wall. Two inches taller than me. A decade older. Broad shoulders. Thickening middle. Thi
"And what does our daughter desperately need your help with today?" he asked.
Kristof Nast's contribution to "our daughter" had been purely biological, having not entered her life until just days before the end of his. My choice, not his. After I'd become pregnant, I'd skedaddled. Took him thirteen years and a mortal blow to the head, but he'd finally caught up with me.
He cocked his head, listened to the music, and pulled a face. "Well, at least she's out of the boy-band stage. And it could be worse. Bryce went through heavy metal, then rap, then hip-hop, and at each phase I swore the next one couldn't be any worse, but he always found something-" Kristof stopped and waved a hand in front of my eyes.
"Come on, Eve," he said. "Sava
"Shhh. Can you hear anything?"
He arched his brows. "Besides a badly tuned bass guitar and vocals worthy of a castrated stray cat?"
"She has a boy up there."
Another frown, deeper this time. "What kind of boy?"
"Human."
"I meant what 'sort' of boy. This isn't the same one-" He closed his mouth with an audible click of his teeth, then launched into a voice I knew only too well, one I heard in my head when he wasn't around. "All right. Sava
"I'm not worried about sex, Kris. She's a smart girl. If she's ready-and I don't think she is-she'll take precautions. But what if he's ready? I barely know this guy. He could-"
"Force her to do something she doesn't want?" His laugh boomed through the foyer. "When's the last time anyone forced you to do something against your will? She's your daughter, Eve. First guy who puts a hand where she doesn't want it will be lucky if he doesn't lose it."
"I know, but-"
"What if they do turn that music down? Do you really want to hear what's going on?"
"Of course not. That's why I'm staying down here. I'm just making sure-"
"You can't make sure of anything. You're dead. That boy could pull a gun on her and there's not a damn thing you could do about it."
"I'm working on that!"
He sighed. "You've been working on it for three years. And you're no better off than when you started." He hesitated, then plowed forward. "You need to step back from it for a while. Take a break."
"And do what?"
"Well, fu