Body Double

“Did you have more questions for me?” Mattie asked.

“Well, actually…” Rizzoli pulled a chair next to the bed and sat down. “I asked you so many things yesterday, Mattie. But I never asked you how you did it. How you managed.”

“Managed?”

“To stay sane. To not give up.”

The smile on Mattie’s lips faded. She looked at Rizzoli with wide, haunted eyes and murmured: “I don’t know how I did it. I never imagined I could ever…” She stopped. “I wanted to live, that’s all. I wanted my baby to live.”

They were quiet for a moment.

Then Rizzoli said: “I should warn you about the press. They’re all going to want a piece of you. I had to walk through a whole mob of them outside. So far, the hospital’s managed to keep them away from you, but when you get home, it’s going to be a different story. Especially since…” Rizzoli paused.

“Since what?”

“I just want you to be prepared, that’s all. Don’t let anyone rush you into something you don’t want to do.”

Mattie frowned. Then her gaze lifted to the muted TV, where the noon news was playing. “He’s been on every cha

On the screen, Dwayne Purvis stood before a sea of microphones. Mattie reached for the TV remote and turned up the volume.

“This is the happiest day of my life,” Dwayne said to the crowd of reporters. “I have my wonderful wife and daughter back. It’s been an ordeal I can’t even begin to describe. A nightmare that none of you could possibly imagine. Thank God, thank God for happy endings.”

Mattie pressed the OFF button. But her gaze remained on the blank TV. “It doesn’t feel real,” she said. “It’s like it never happened. That’s why I can sit here and be so calm about it, because I don’t believe I was really there, in that box.”

“You were, Mattie. It’s going to take time for you to process it. You might have nightmares. Flashbacks. You’ll step into an elevator, or look into a closet, and suddenly you’ll feel like you’re back in the box again. But it will get better, I promise you. Just remember that-it does get better.”

Mattie looked at her with glistening eyes. “You know.”

Yes, I know, thought Rizzoli, her hands closing over the scars on her palms. They were the evidence of her own ordeal, her own battle for sanity. Survival is only the first step.

There was a knock on the door. Rizzoli stood up as Dwayne Purvis walked in, carrying an armful of red roses. He went straight to his wife’s bedside.

“Hey, babe. I would have come up sooner, but it’s a zoo down there. They all wanted interviews.”

“We saw you on TV,” said Rizzoli. Trying to sound neutral, though she could not look at him without remembering the interview at the Natick police station. Oh, Mattie, she thought. You can do better than this man.

He turned to look at Rizzoli, and she saw his tailored shirt, his neatly knotted silk tie. The scent of his aftershave overwhelmed the fragrance of the roses. “So how’d I do?” he asked eagerly.

She told the truth. “You looked like a real pro on TV.”

“Yeah? It’s amazing, all the cameras out there. This has got everyone so excited.” He looked at his wife. “You know, hon, we need to document everything. Just so we have a record of it.”

“What do you mean?”

“Like, right now. This moment. We should have a picture of this moment. Me bringing you flowers as you lie in your hospital bed. I’ve already got pictures of the kid. Had the nurse bring her up to the window. But we need to get close-ups. You holding her, maybe.”

“Her name is Rose.”

“And we don’t have any of you and me together. We definitely need a few photos of us. I brought a camera.”

“My hair isn’t combed, Dwayne. I’m a mess. I don’t want any pictures.”

“Come on. They’re all asking for ’em.”

“Who is? Who are the pictures for?”

“That’s something we can decide later. We can take our time, weigh all the offers. The story’s worth so much more if it comes with photos.” He pulled a camera from his pocket and handed it to Rizzoli. “Here, you mind taking the picture?”

“It’s up to your wife.”

“It’s okay, it’s okay,” he insisted. “Just take the picture.” He leaned in close to Mattie and extended the bouquet of roses to her. “How about this? Me handing her the flowers. It’ll look great.” He smiled, teeth gleaming, the loving husband sheltering his wife.

Rizzoli looked at Mattie. She saw no protest in her gaze, just a strange, volcanic gleam that she could not interpret. She raised the camera, centered the couple in the viewfinder, and pressed the shutter release.

The flash went off, just in time to capture the image of Mattie Purvis whacking her husband across the face with the bouquet of roses.

THIRTY-THREE

Four weeks later

THERE WAS NO PLAYACTING this time, no pretense of madness. Amalthea Lank walked into the private interview room and sat down at the table, and the look she aimed at Maura was clear-eyed and perfectly sane. Her previously disheveled hair was now pulled back in a tidy ponytail, thrusting her features into stark prominence. Staring at Amalthea’s high cheekbones, her direct gaze, Maura wondered: Why did I refuse to see it before? It’s so obvious. I am looking at my own face twenty-five years from now.

“I knew you’d come back,” said Amalthea. “And here you are.”

“Do you know why I’m here?”

“You’ve gotten back the test results, haven’t you? Now you know I was telling the truth. Even if you didn’t want to believe me.”

“I needed proof. People lie all the time, but DNA doesn’t.”

“Still, you must have known the answer. Even before your precious lab test came back.” Amalthea leaned forward in the chair and regarded her with an almost intimate smile. “You have your father’s mouth, Maura. Do you know that? And you have my eyes, my cheekbones. I see Elijah and me right there, on your face. We’re family. We have the same blood. You, me, Elijah. And your brother.” She paused. “You do know that’s who he was?”

Maura swallowed. “Yes.” The one baby you kept. You sold my sister and me, but you kept your son.

“You never told me how Samuel died,” said Amalthea. “How that woman killed him.”

“It was self-defense. That’s all you need to know. She had no choice but to fight back.”

“And who is this woman, Matilda Purvis? I’d like to know more about her.”

Maura said nothing.

“I saw her picture on TV. She didn’t look so special to me. I don’t see how she could have done it.”

“People do anything to survive.”

“Where does she live? What street? They said on TV that she’s from Natick.”

Maura stared into her mother’s dark eyes and suddenly felt a chill. Not for herself, but for Mattie Purvis. “Why do you want to know?”

“I have a right to know. As a mother.”

“A mother?” Maura almost laughed. “Do you really think you deserve that title?”

“But I am his mother. And you’re Samuel’s sister.” Amalthea leaned closer. “It’s our right to know. We’re his family, Maura. There’s nothing in this life that’s thicker than blood.”

Maura stared into eyes so eerily like her own, and she recognized the matching intelligence there, even the gleam of brilliance. But it was a light that had gone askew, a twisted reflection in a shattered mirror.

“Blood means nothing,” said Maura.

“Then why are you here?”

“I came because I wanted to get one last look at you. And then I’m going to walk away. Because I’ve decided that, no matter what the DNA may say, you’re not my mother.”

“Then who is?”

“The woman who loved me. You don’t know how to love.”

“I loved your brother. I could love you.” Amalthea reached across the table and caressed Maura’s cheek. Such a gentle touch, as warm as a real mother’s hand. “Give me the chance,” she whispered.

“Good-bye, Amalthea.” Maura stood up and pressed the button to call the guard. “I’m finished here,” she said into the intercom. “I’m ready to leave.”