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I glanced at my shoulder, seeing the jagged tears there and the wet streaks of blood that drenched the chest of my slip.
“Your muscles are torn in both your shoulder and arm.” His skin thi
“Yeah, I think I might need to spend some time with a Healer.” I didn’t want to think about what he saw—about what that meant for the future, no matter how short it was. Muscles didn’t always heal right, and I needed those muscles. “I hope the coronation gown isn’t sleeveless.”
“You won’t scar. My blood will make sure that doesn’t happen.”
I couldn’t have heard him right. “What?”
“You’re in the Culling. You can’t afford to lose this much blood, nor can your body work to heal these wounds while you’re under the stress of the Culling.”
“The wounds aren’t that bad. I…I’m not going to die.”
“No, but you’re in pain, and I ca
Air snagged around a sudden knot of foreign emotion. I couldn’t believe that he was offering his blood. To me. I would survive waiting for a Healer. Stopping my pain wasn’t necessary. None of this was. “You should be out there with your people—”
“I’m where I’m needed,” he cut me off again. “Take my blood.”
My gaze darted between his wrist and his arm. “Why are you…?” I trailed off. I knew why he was offering. Maybe it was that he didn’t want to see me in pain. Nyktos was kind. But also, the embers were important. “I’ll be—”
I sucked in a sharp breath as he brought his wrist to his mouth. My heart might’ve stopped a little as his lips parted, and his fangs pierced his skin. Nyktos didn’t even flinch, but I did as blood welled from his vein, a bright red with shimmery blue undertones.
“Let me help you, Sera.” His voice dropped to a whisper. “Please.”
A shudder went through me. Please. Hearing him saying please…it was a weakness.
“You’ll enjoy it,” he said. “I promise.”
I glanced at the shimmering blood begi
“Okay,” I whispered.
His eyes closed briefly. “Thank you.”
Those two words rattled me even more than him saying please as he lowered his wrist to my mouth. The scent of his blood reached me, overwhelming the smell of mine. His was…it was almost sweet but also smoky.
“Close your mouth over the bite,” he coaxed softly. “And drink.”
His eyes, now bright as the stars, never left mine as I closed my mouth over the wounds he’d created.
My entire body jerked.
The touch of his blood against my tongue was a much stronger shock to the senses than when I’d recklessly tasted just a drop and sealed my fate, breaking off the one thread Holland had pointed to. Immediately, my mouth tingled. His blood ran over my tongue and down my throat, thick and warm, and I didn’t know how death could taste like honey—both sweet and smoky. Lush. Seductive. I swallowed.
Nyktos shuddered as he pressed his wrist more firmly against my mouth. “Keep drinking.”
I drank, taking a deeper, longer draw as his stare remained fixed on mine. The tingling sensation moved down my throat as his blood hit my chest, warming me—warming the embers there. They vibrated. My stomach warmed next. His blood…gods, I’d never tasted anything like it before.
“Good,” he said, his voice deeper and raspy. “You’re doing good. Just a little bit more.”
Only a bit more? I could imagine never stopping. My eyes drifted shut as I drank from the Primal of Death, taking his very essence into me. Starting in my lips, the warmth hit my veins and spread. I didn’t realize how tightly my hands were clenched until my fingers relaxed. The throbbing in my arm and shoulder began to fade as I felt the touch of his fingers against my cheek and then higher. He brushed some hair back from my face as I drank and drank. The warmth continued sliding through me, the tingling sensation following. Then I felt…I felt like those brief moments when I allowed myself to slip under the surface of my lake, where my thoughts stilled, and I could just be me. Where I found peace.
Like the kind Nektas said that I brought to Nyktos. Peace that allowed him to sleep deeply when I was near. I wanted that to be true, maybe even more desperately than I wanted to stay where I was, but Nyktos eased his wrist from me. I watched the wounds close with heavy eyes, his skin smoothing until no sign of his bite remained.
“Wow,” I whispered.
“Impressed now?”
“No.”
He raised a brow.
“A little,” I admitted, still tasting his blood—on my lips, my tongue, and inside me, making me all tingly and warm. I shivered as his hand left my hair and slid down my cheek, but I wasn’t cold. His touch…it was amplified. I felt it everywhere.
“Much better,” Nyktos murmured.
I followed his stare to my shoulder, where there’d been jagged, angry tears moments ago. The skin was pink and slightly raised, but that was all. “Good gods.”
Nyktos’s thumb drifted over my chin, turning my attention from my shoulder. “How are you feeling?”
I…I really didn’t know. “My skin is humming.”
“It’s my—” Nyktos stiffened as I flicked my tongue over my lower lip, finding the lingering taste of his blood there. Wisps of eather spread out from behind his pupils. “It’s my blood,” he finished, his tone rugged. Coarse.
“I can feel it—your blood.” My gaze fixed on that single strand of hair resting against his cheek. I knew we had important things to discuss, but I became solely focused on the heat of him, more concentrated where the wounds had been—and in other places. “Your blood is really…hot.”
Thick lashes lowered. “Is it?”
“Mm-hmm,” I murmured, lifting an arm that no longer hurt. I curled my fingers around the strand of hair. My thoughts glided from one thing to another. “You’re not mad at me?”
“For what?”
“I didn’t stay inside.”
“Right now, I’m just glad you’re not dead.” His head tilted slightly. “Ask me if I’m mad later.”
I laughed. “I think I’ll pass on that.”
Nyktos had gone still again, but inside, I was anything but. Everything thrummed: my blood, muscles, nerve endings. “I feel different.”
“At the risk of sounding repetitive, it’s my blood.”
“I didn’t feel like this the last time.” I took the strand of hair and tucked it behind his ear.
“You only had a drop last time.” His eyes closed as I drew my fingers along the curve of his cheek, feeling the texture of his skin. It was smooth, like his blood, giving way to the faint scratch of stubble. “Not nearly enough to feel any of these effects.”
“The humming?” I kept exploring, tracing the outline of his jaw to the corner of his lips, knowing he would never allow me to touch him like this at any other time. I would never let myself. “The tingling?”
“The heat.” The tips of his fangs appeared between his parted lips, and a heaviness settled in my chest at the sight of them. It wasn’t the painful pressure of anxiety but a sinful weight that sent a razor-sharp pulse of desire through me. “The essence in a god’s blood has many effects, but they come on far quicker and stronger when it’s the blood of a Primal.”
“Oh,” I murmured, following the lush curve of his lower lip.
Nyktos was quiet for several moments. “You miss your lake, don’t you?”
My gaze flew to his as my fingers halted. “I do.”
“I could tell.”
“How could…?” I trailed off as he leaned into my hand. The pads of my fingers slipped over his lower lip. Muscles low in my stomach loosened and then clenched as my blood—his blood—pumped through me. An ache blossomed in the very center of me, so sudden and potent that I drew in a ragged breath.