Restoration

In the same week, I met, in the apothecary's shop, a man who had been alive for ninety-nine years. He told me that the plague was caused by the tiredness of the earth and that this was but the first stage in the ending of the world. I nevertheless persuaded him to buy a bottle of Pearce's preventative, it being his ardent wish not to die until he had reached the age of one hundred. Before paying for his bottle, however, he asked me what was in the mixture. I told him that it contained crushed rue, sage, and saffron with boiled buttercup-root, snake-root and salt and that these ingredients were infused with Malaga. He smiled and nodded and pronounced the medicine "clever" and left, and as he went out I saw the apothecary bow obsequiously to him.

"Who is that old man?" I asked.

"Do you not know?" said the apothecary. "Do you not recognise the fleshy nose and something in the set of the mouth?"

"No."

"Ah. Well, to me, there is a family likeness. He is the only surviving brother of William Harvey."

For reasons which I do not completely comprehend, I was so affected by this revelation that, instead of returning to Cheapside as I had intended, I walked to a nearby tavern, The Faithful Dray, and ordered myself a small flagon of wine.

I had not drunk any wine for such a great while that a very little of it rendered me categorically drunk and I sat in my corner, foolishly sipping, glad that I was not known in The Faithful Dray and so forced to enter into any conversation. I was about to order a second flagon (having now remembered that solitary drinking can be an oddly enjoyable pastime) when I heard someone say, very meekly and politely: "Good morning, Sir Robert."

I looked up. A man stood before me, so cadaverously thin that his face resembled a skeleton more nearly than the painted faces of the Flagellants. On top of this gaunt visage, he wore a blond wig, once fine but now matted and greasy and clogged with old powder. He had on his back a torn green coat and the hand he held out to me was encased in a green glove. I stared and blinked. And then the knowledge of who he was seeped into me. It was Fi

If he had not had the courage to apologise to me for spying on me for the King, I would have got up and left him, without any regard for his sorrowful condition. But the first words he spoke were words of apology, and following on these came the story of what had happened to him. And both the apology and the tale were pitiful, the first being very stammering and clumsy and the second being full of suffering and humiliation.

You will remember that, while I was delirious with the measles, Celia left me and returned to the King, taking Fi

During this journey, Fi

After the dreams came the arrival. The portrait of Celia was unloaded from the coach and Fi

On the third day, he was summoned. The King looked down at the portrait (behind which Fi

Fi

He languished in the Tower for seven months. He was not charged, he was forgotten. Celia's intercession eventually secured his release. He was ordered never to come to Whitehall again or to any place where the Monarch resided. He made his way to Norfolk, believing that Violet Bathurst would help him, but he found the Bathurst household in dereliction. Old Bathurst had died and been put into his mausoleum and Violet – whether in sadness for the loss of him or for the loss of me one ca

And so he returned to London, where he expected to die. He earned a poor living painting scenery at the Dukes Playhouse, but his anger against the King and against a world that would not value him was so great that it gnawed at his body as well as at his mind. It was, literally, wasting him.

All of this he told me at The Faithful Dray. We got so drunk together, we fell unconscious onto the floor and when we woke it was dark and the landlord was throwing a bucket of water over us. We went out into the street and vomited into the gutter. Then I took Fi

Fi

Frances Elizabeth agreed. Gradually, her house was filling up with people, but she did not seem to mind. From being a very anxious-seeming and complaining person, she had become calm and enduring, and I surmise that she had found her years of solitude very difficult to bear. She never talked to me about Katharine's madness or about the day she had taken her to Whittlesea, or what had driven her to abandon her daughter. She never said that she believed Katharine was cured. It was as if she did not wish to remember the past – the death of her husband on the very steps of the Patents Office, the desertion of Katharine by the stone mason, the coming of sleeplessness and lunacy – but to savour the present and plan for the future, when her grandson would come into the world and grow to manhood and responsibility and let the women rest.

After the coming of Fi