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Colonel Chinstrap pursed his lips together and watched Sister Langtry carefully. She was choosing sides again, a most regrettable habit of hers. ‘I’ll see Sergeant Wilson in my clinic in the morning. You can walk him down there yourself, Sister.’ He glanced up at the meager wattage of the light bulb in a naked socket over the desk. ‘I’ll look at his papers then. I don’t know how you can read anything in this light—I certainly could not.’ The chair became too hard, too uncomfortable; he rolled his buttocks on it, hemmed a little, frowned fiercely. ‘I loathe cases with a sexual co
Sister Langry was idly holding a pencil, and her hands closed around it convulsively.
‘My heart bleeds for you, sir,’ she said without any attempt to disguise the sarcasm. ‘Sergeant Wilson does not belong in X—in fact, he does not belong in any hospital ward of any kind.’ Her voice shook, she shoved an impatient hand into the front of her hair and slightly dislocated the set of its neat brown waves. ‘I think it’s a pretty poor show when a fight and a highly suspect accusation can break up a young man’s life, already greyed because his friend had died. I keep thinking of how he must feel at this moment. As if, I’m sure, he’s groping through some appalling fog he’s never going to manage to find his way out of. I’ve talked to him, you haven’t. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with him, mentally or sexually or any other way you care to think of. The medical officer responsible for his being sent here ought to be the one facing a court-martial! To deny Sergeant Wilson the opportunity to clear himself by whisking him off instead to a place like ward X is a disgrace to the army!’
As always, the colonel found himself unable to deal with this kind of adamant insolence, for normally men in hospital positions as high as his did not encounter it. Dammit, she talked to him as if she regarded herself as his educated and intellectual equal! Perhaps their officer status was what was wrong with these army nurses, that and the high degree of autonomy they enjoyed in places like Base Fifteen. And those stupid bloody veils nurses wore didn’t help, either. Only nuns ought to wear veils, only nuns ought to be addressed as sister.
‘Oh, come now, Sister!’ he said, holding onto his temper and trying to be reasonable. ‘I do agree that the circumstances are somewhat unusual, but the war’s over. The young man’s stay here ca
The pencil flipped through the air, bounced onto the corner of the desk and fell with a hollow clatter just to one side of the colonel, who sat wondering whether her aim was good or bad. Strictly speaking, she ought to be reported to Matron; as head of nursing, Matron was the only officer permitted to discipline the nursing staff. But the trouble was that since the incident of the ravished uniform, Matron held Sister Langtry in considerable awe. Lord, what a fuss there would be if he complained!
‘Ward X is a limbo!’ cried Sister Langtry, more angry than he had ever seen her. His curiosity began to stir; Sergeant Michael Wilson’s plight had certainly had an extraordinary effect on her. It might be interesting to see him in the morning after all.
She continued, fuelling her anger on her own words. ‘Ward X is a limbo! The patients no one knows what else to do with are just filed under X and forgotten! You’re a neurologist. I’m a general-trained nurse. Not a whisker of experience or qualification between us. Do you know what to do with these men? I don’t, sir! I grope! I try my best, but I’m miserably aware that it’s nowhere near good enough. I come on duty every single morning praying—praying that I’ll manage to get through the day without crushing one of these frail and difficult people. My men in ward X deserve better than you or I can give, sir.’
‘That is quite enough. Sister!’ he said, a purplish tinge creeping under his skin.
‘Oh, but I’m not finished yet,’ she said, unimpressed, unswerving. ‘Shall we leave Sergeant Wilson entirely out of it, for example? Let’s look at the other five current inmates of ward X. Matt Sawyer was transferred here from neuro when they couldn’t find an organic lesion to account for his blindness. Diagnosis hysteria. You co-signed that one yourself. Nugget Jones was transferred from abdominothoracic after two NAD laparotomies and a history of driving the entire ward mad with his complaining. Diagnosis hypochondria. Neil—Captain Parkinson, that is—had a simple breakdown which one might better call grief. But his CO thinks he’s protecting him, so here Neil continues to sit, month after month. Diagnosis involutional melancholia. Benedict Maynard went quite mad after his company opened fire on a village in which it turned out there were no Japanese at all, just a lot of native women and children and old men. Because he sustained a mild scalp wound at the time his mental problems began, he was admitted to neuro as a concussion, and then transferred here. Diagnosis dementia praecox. I agree with that diagnosis, as a matter of fact. But it means Ben ought to be among the experts in Australia, receiving proper care and attention. And Luce Daggett, why exactly is he here? There’s no diagnosis of any kind on his papers! But we both know why he’s here. Because he was living the life of Riley, blackmailing his commanding officer into letting him do precisely whatever he wanted. But they couldn’t make the charge stick, and they didn’t know what else to do with him except to send him to a place like X until the shooting was all over.’
The colonel stumbled to his feet, crimson with suppressed rage. ‘You are impertinent, Sister!’
‘Do I sound impertinent? I beg your pardon, sir,’ she said, reverting to that unruffled calm which was usually her trademark.
His hand on the door, Colonel Chinstrap paused to look at her. ‘Ten in the morning in my clinic for Sergeant Wilson, and don’t forget to bring him yourself.’ His eyes glittered, he searched for something hurtful to say, a mot capable of penetrating that impregnable facade. ‘I do find it peculiar that Sergeant Wilson, an apparently exemplary soldier, highly decorated, consistently in the front line for six years, has managed to rise no higher in rank than sergeant.’
Sister Langtry smiled sweetly. ‘But, sir, we can’t all be great white chiefs! Someone has to do the dirty work.’
7
After the colonel had gone. Sister Langtry sat at her desk without moving, the slightly nauseating aftermath of her anger filming her brow and upper lip with a chill perspiration. Stupid, to rail at the man like that. It did no good, it simply revealed her i
Whoever the MO was who had written up Michael’s case—and she didn’t co