Guilty Pleasures

She raised her face from Phillip's skin. Blood trickled down her chin. She licked her lips with a tiny pink tongue. “Ironic,” she said in a voice years older than the body would ever be. “I sent Phillip to seduce you. Instead, you seduced him.”

“We are not lovers.” I felt ridiculous with Winter's arms crushing me to his chest.

“Denial will not help either of you,” she said.

“What will help us?” I asked.

She motioned, and Winter released me. I stepped away from him, out of reach. It put me closer to Nikolaos, perhaps not an improvement.

“Let us discuss your future, Anita.” She began to walk up the steps. “And your lover's future.”

I assumed she meant Phillip, and I didn't correct her. The nameless man motioned for me to follow her up the stairs. Aubrey was moving closer to Phillip. They would be alone together. Unacceptable.

“Nikolaos, please.”

Maybe it was the “please.” She turned. “Yes,” she said.

“May I ask two things?”

She was smiling at me, amused with me. An adult's amusement with a child who had used a new word. I didn't care what she thought of me as long as she did what I wanted. “You may ask,” she said.

“That when we go, all the vampires leave this room.” She was still staring at me, smiling, so far so good. “And that I be allowed to speak with Phillip privately.”

She laughed, high and wild, chimes in a storm wind. “You are bold, mortal. I give you that. I begin to see what JeanClaude sees in you.”

I let the comment go because I felt like I was missing part of the meaning. “May I have what I ask, please?”

“Call me master, and you will have it.”

I swallowed and it was loud in the sudden stillness. “Please … master.” See, I didn't choke on the word after all.

“Very good, animator, very good indeed.” Without her needing to say anything, Valentine and Aubrey went up the steps and out the door. They didn't even argue. That was frightening all on its own.

“I will leave Burchard at the top of the steps. He has human hearing. If you whisper, he won't be able to hear you at all.”

“Burchard?” I asked.

“Yes, animator, Burchard, my human servant.” She stared at me as if that was significant. My expression didn't seem to please her. She frowned. Then she turned abruptly in a swing of white skirts. Winter followed her like an obedient puppy on steroids.

Burchard, the once nameless man, took up a post in front of the closed door. He stared straight ahead, not at us. Privacy, or as close as we were getting to it.

I went to Phillip and he still wouldn't look at me. His thick, brown hair acted like a kind of curtain between us. “Phillip, what happened?”

His voice was an abused whisper; screaming will do that to you. I had to stand on tiptoe and nearly press my body against his to hear him. “Guilty Pleasures; they took me from there.”

“Didn't Robert try to stop them?” For some reason that seemed important. I had only met Robert once, but part of me was angry that he had not protected Phillip. He was in charge of things while Jean-Claude was away. Phillip was one of those things.

“Wasn't strong enough.”

I lost my balance and was forced to catch myself, hands flat against his ruined chest. I jerked back, hands held out from me, bloody.

Phillip closed his eyes and leaned back into the wall. His throat worked hard at swallowing. There were two fresh bites on his neck. They were going to bleed him to death if someone didn't get carried away first.

He lowered his head and tried to look at me, but his hair had spilled into both eyes. I wiped the blood on my jeans and went back to stand almost on tiptoe next to him. I brushed the hair back from his eyes, but it spilled forward again. It was begi

He almost smiled. His voice breaking as he whispered, “Few months back, I'd have paid money for this.”

I stared at him, then realized he was trying to make a joke. God. My throat felt tight.

Burchard said, “It is time to go.”

I stared into Phillip's eyes, perfect brown, torchlight dancing in them like black mirrors. “I won't leave you here, Phillip.”

His eyes flickered to the man on the stairs and back to me. Fear turned his face young, helpless. “See you later,” he said.

I stepped back from him. “You can count on it.”

“It is not wise to keep her waiting,” Burchard said.

He was probably right. Phillip and I stared at each other for a handful of moments. The pulse in his throat jumped under his skin like it was trying to escape. My throat ached; my chest was tight. The torchlight flickered in my vision for just a second. I turned away and walked to the steps. We tough-as-nails vampire slayers don't cry. At least, never in public. At least, never when we can help it.

Burchard held the door open for me. I glanced back at Phillip and waved, like an idiot. He watches me go, his eyes too large for his face suddenly, like a child who watches its parent leave the room before all the monsters are gone.

I had to leave him like that-alone, helpless. God help me.