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The music slowed, settled; it had been met, matched, answered. Her garment, as if alive, crept back into the more sedate folds it originally held.
She dropped low, lower, to the floor. Her head fell upon her raised knees. She did not move.
There was silence.
I realized, from the ache across my shoulders, how tensely I had been sitting. My armpits were wet. Rivulets had been ru
I sought M'Cwyie from the corner of my eye. She raised her right hand.
As if by telepathy the girl shuddered all over and stood. The musicians also rose. So did M'Cwyie.
I got to my feet, with a Charley Horse in my left leg, and said, "It was beautiful," inane as that sounds.
I received three different High Forms of "thank you."
There was a flurry of color and I was alone again with M'Cwyie.
"That is the one hundred-seventeenth of the two thousand, two hundred-twenty-four danced of Locar."
I looked down at her.
"Whether Locar was right or wrong, he worked out a fine reply to the inorganic."
She smiled.
"Are the dances of your world like this?"
"Some of them are similar. I was reminded of them as I watched Braxa-but I've never seen anything exactly like hers."
"She is good," M'Cwyie said. "She knows all the dances."
A hint of her earlier expression which had troubled me...
It was gone in an instant.
"I must tend my duties now." She moved to the table and closed the books. "M'narra."
"Good-bye." I slipped into my boots.
"Good-bye, Gallinger."
I walked out the door, mounted the jeepster, and roared across the evening into night, my wings of risen desert flapping slowly behind me.
II
I had just closed the door behind Betty, after a brief grammar session, when I heard the voices in the hall. My vent was opened a fraction, so I stood there and eavesdropped;
Morton's fruity treble: "Guess what? He said `hello' to me awhile ago."
"Hmmph!" Emory's elephant lungs exploded. "Either he's slipping, or you were standing in his way and he wanted you to move."
"Probably didn't recognize me. I don't think he sleeps any more, now he has that language to play with. I had night watch last week, and every night I passed his door at 0300--I always heard that recorder going. At 0500 when I got off, he was still at it."
"The guy is working hard," Emory admitted, grudgingly. "In fact, I think he's taking some kind of dope to keep awake. He looks sort of glassy-eyed these days. Maybe that's natural for a poet, though."
Betty had been standing there, because she broke in then:
"Regardless of what you think of him, it's going to take me at least a year to learn what he's picked up in three weeks. And I'm just a linguist, not a poet."
Morton must have been nursing a crush on her bovine charms. It's the only reason I can think of for his dropping his guns to say what he did.
"I took a course in modern poetry when I was back at the university," he began. "We read six authors--Yeats, Pound, Eliot, Crane, Stevens, and Gallinger--and on the last day of the semester, when the prof was feeling a little rhetorical, he said, `These six names are written on the century, and all the gates of criticism and hell shall not prevail on them.'
"Myself," he continued, "I thought his Pipes of Krishna and his Madrigals were great. I was honored to be chosen for an expedition he was going on.
"I think he's spoken two dozen words to me since I met him," he finished.
The Defense: "Did it ever occur to you," Betty said, "that he might be tremendously self-conscious about his appearance? He was also a precocious child, and probably never even had school friends. He's sensitive and very introverted."
"Sensitive? Self-conscious?" Emory choked and gagged. "The man is as proud as Lucifer, and he's a walking insult machine. You press a button like `Hello' or `Nice day' and he thumbs his nose at you. He's got it down to a reflex."
They muttered a few other pleasantries and drifted away.
Well bless you, Morton boy. You little pimple-faced, Ivy-bred co
Only...
...Only a missionary needs something to convert people to. I have my private system of esthetics, and I suppose it oozes an ethical by-product somewhere. But if I ever had anything to preach, really, even in my poems, I wouldn't care to preach it to such low-lifes as you. If you think I'm a slob, I'm also a snob, and there's no room for you in my Heaven--it's a private place, where Swift, Shaw, and Petronius Arbiter come to di
And oh, the feasts we have! The Trimalchio's, the Emory's we dissect!
We finish you with the soup, Morton!
I turned and settled at my desk. I wanted to write something. Ecclesiastes could take a night off. I wanted to write a poem, a poem about the one hundred-seventeenth dance of Locar; about a rose following the light, traced by the wind, sick, like Blake's rose, dying...
I found a pencil and began.
When I had finished I was pleased. It wasn't great--at least, it was no greater than it needed to be--High Martian not being my strongest tongue. I groped, and put it into English, with partial rhymes. Maybe I'd stick it in my next book. I called it Braxa:
In a land of wind and red, where the icy evening of Time
freezes milk in the breasts of Life, as two moons overhead--
cat and dog in alleyways of dream--scratch and scramble
agelessly my flight...
This final flower turns a burning head.
I put it away and found some phenobarbitol. I was suddenly tired.
When I showed my poem to M'Cwyie the next day, she read it through several times, very slowly.
"It is lovely," she said. "But you used three words from your own language. `Cat' and `dog', I assume, are two small animals with a hereditary hatred for one another. But what is `flower'?"
"Oh," I said. "I've never come across your word for `flower', but I was actually thinking of an Earth flower, the rose."
"What is it like?"
"Well, its petals are generally bright red. That's what I meant, on one level, by `burning heads.' I also wanted it to imply fever, though, and red hair, and the fire of life. The rose, itself, has a thorny stem, green leaves, and a distinct, pleasing aroma."
"I wish I could see one."
"I suppose it could be arranged. I'll check."
"Do it, please. You are a--" She used the word for "prophet," or religious poet, like Isaias or Locar. "--and your poem is inspired. I shall tell Braxa of it."
I declined the nomination, but felt flattered.
This, then, I decided, was the strategic day, the day on which to ask whether I might bring in the microfilm machine and the camera. I wanted to copy all their texts, I explained, and I couldn't write fast enough to do it.
She surprised me by agreeing immediately. But she bowled me over with her invitation.
"Would you like to come and stay here while you do this thing? Then you can work day and night, any time you want--except when the Temple is being used, of course."
I bowed.
"I should be honored."
"Good. Bring your machines when you want, and I will show you a room."
"Will this afternoon be all right?"
"Certainly."
"Then I will go now and get things ready. Until this afternoon..."
"Good-bye."
I anticipated a little trouble from Emory, but not much. Everyone back at the ship was anxious to see the Martians, poke needles in the Martians, ask them about Martian climate, diseases, soil chemistry, politics, and mushrooms (our botanist was a fungus nut, but a reasonably good guy)--and only four or five had actually gotten to see them. The crew had been spending most of its time excavating dead cities and their acropolises. We played the game by strict rules, and the natives were as fiercely insular as the nineteenth-century Japanese. I figured I would meet with little resistance, and I figured right.