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Before intellect could caution him he let his revulsion loose upon his body; threw his demands into each extremity. Move! he told them, move! He fueled his rage with the thought of N'ashap using him as he'd used Pie, imagining the Oethac's semen in his belly. His left hand found power enough to take hold of the bed board, its purchase sufficient to pull him over. He toppled onto his side, then off the bed entirely, hitting the floor hard. The impact dislodged something in the base of his belly. He felt it scrabble to catch hold of his i
Gasping for air he dragged himself upright and leaned against the bed, strings of puke hanging from his chin. The thing on the floor flapped and flailed, and he let it suffer. Though it had felt huge when inside .him, it was no bigger than his hand: a formless scrap of milky flesh and silver vein with limbs no thicker than string but fully twenty in number. It made no sound, except for the slap its spasms made in the bilious mess on the cell floor.
Too weak to move, Gentle was still slumped against the bed when, some minutes later, Scopique came back to look for Pie. Scopique's astonishment knew no bounds. He called for help, then hoisted Gentle back onto the bed, question following question so fast Gentle barely had breath or energy to answer. But sufficient was communicated for Scopique to berate himself for not grasping the problem earlier.
"I thought it was in your head, Zacharias, and all the time—all the time it was in your belly. This bastard thing!"
Aping arrived, and there was a new round of questions, answered this time by Scopique, who then went off in search of Pie, leaving the guard to arrange for the filth on the floor to be cleaned up and the patient brought fresh water and clean clothes.
"Is there anything else you need?" Aping wanted to know.
"Food," Gentle said. His belly had never felt emptier.
"It'll be arranged. It's strange to hear your voice and see you move. I got used to you the other way." He smiled. "When you're feeling stronger," he said, "we must find some time to talk. I hear from the mystif you're a painter."
"I was, yes," said Gentle, adding an i
Aping beamed. "I am," he said.
"Then we must talk," Gentle said. "What do you paint?"
"Landscapes. Some figures."
"Nudes? Portraits?" "Children."
"Ah, children... do you have any yourself?"
A trace of anxiety crossed Aping's face. "Later," he said, glancing out towards the corridor, then back at Gentle. "In private."
"I'm at your disposal," Gentle replied.
There were voices outside the room. Scopique returning with N'ashap, who glanced down into the bucket containing the parasite as he entered. There were more questions, or rather the same rephrased, and answered on this third occasion by both Scopique and Aping, N'ashap listened with only half an ear, studying Gentle as the drama was recounted, then congratulating him with a curious formality. Gentle noted with satisfaction the plugs of dried blood in his nose.
"We must make a full account of this incident to Yzord-derrex," N'ashap said. "I'm sure it will intrigue them as much as it does me."
So saying, he left, with an order to Aping that he follow immediately.
"Our commander looked less than well," Scopique observed. "I wonder why."
Gentle allowed himself a smile, but it went from his face at the sight of his final visitor. Pie 'oh' pah had appeared in the door.
"Ah, well!" said Scopique. "Here you are. I'll leave you two alone."
He withdrew, closing the door behind him. The mystif didn't move to embrace Gentle, or even take his hand. Instead it went to the window and gazed out over the sea, upon which the suns were still shining.
"Now we know why they call this the Cradle," it said.
"What do you mean?"
"Where else could a man give birth?"
"That wasn't birth," Gentle said. "Don't flatter it."
"Maybe not to us," Pie said. "But who knows how children were made here in ancient times? Maybe the men immersed themselves, drank the water, let it grow—"
"I saw you," Gentle said.
"I know," Pie replied, not turning from the window. "And you almost lost us both an ally."
"N'ashap? An ally?"
"He's the power here."
"He's an Oethac. And he's scum. And I'm going to have the satisfaction of killing him."
"Are you my champion now?" Pie said, finally looking back at Gentle.
"I saw what he was doing to you,"
"That was nothing," Pie replied. "I knew what I was doing. Why do you think we've had the treatment we've had? I've been allowed to see Scopique whenever I want, You've been fed and watered. And N'ashap was asking no questions, about either of us. Now he will. Now he'll be suspicious. We'll have to move quickly before he gets his questions answered."
"Better that than you having to service him."
"I told you, it was nothing."
"It was to me," Gentle said, the words scraping in his bruised throat.
It took some effort, but he got to his feet so as to meet the mystif, eye to eye.
"At the begi
"He saw no mystery," Pie replied. "He looked at me, and he saw a woman he'd loved and lost in Yzordderrex. A woman who looked like his mother, in fact. That's what he was obsessing on. An echo of his mother's echo. And as long as I kept supplying the illusion, discreetly, he was compliant. That seemed more important than my dignity."
"Not any more," Gentle said. "If we're to go from here—together—then I want whatever you are to be mine. I won't share you, Pie. Not for compliance. Not for life itself."
"I didn't know you felt like this. If you'd told me—"
"I couldn't. Even before we came here, I felt it, but I couldn't bring myself to say anything."
"For what it's worth, I apologize."
"I don't want an apology."
"What then?"
"A promise. An oath." He paused. "A marriage."
The mystif smiled. "Really?"
"More than anything. I asked you once, and you accepted. Do I need to ask again? I will if you want me to."
"No need," Pie said. "Nothing would honor me more. But here? Here, of all places?" The mystif s frown became a grin. "Scopique told me about a Dearther who's locked up in the basement. He could do the honors."