Diary

August 24 ... and Three-Quarters

WITH THE WHOLE WALL shredded, all the old cabbage roses and pale green stripes peeled away in long strips, here’s what Peter left for people to find.

What you left.

“I’m in love with Angel Delaporte, and I’m sorry but I will not die for our cause.” Written around and around the walls, it says, “I won’t let you kill me the way you’ve killed all the painters’ husbands since Gordon Kincaid.”

The room’s littered with curls and shreds of wallpaper. Dusty with the dried glue. You hear voices in the hallway, and Misty waits frozen in the wrecked room. Waiting for the summer people to open their door.

Across the wall, it’s written, “I don’t care about our traditions anymore.”

It says, “I don’t love Misty Marie,” it says, “but she doesn’t deserve to be tortured. I love our island, but we have to find a new way to save our way of life. We can’t keep harvesting people.”

It’s written, “This is ritual mass murder, and I won’t condone it.”

The summer people, their stuff is buried, the luggage and cosmetics and sunglasses. Buried in shredded trash.

“By the time you find this,” the writing says, “I’ll be gone. I’m leaving with Angel tonight. If you’re reading this, then I’m sorry, but it’s already too late. Tabbi will have a better future if her generation has to fend for itself.”

Written under the strips of wallpaper, it says, “I’m genuinely sorry for Misty.”

You’ve written, “It’s true I never loved her, but I don’t hate her enough to complete our plan.”

It’s written, “Misty deserves better than this. Dad, it’s time we set her free.”

The sleeping pills Detective Stilton said Peter had taken. The prescription Peter didn’t have. The suitcase he’d packed and put in the trunk. He was pla

You were pla

Somebody drugged him and left him in the car with the engine ru

“Dad,” meaning Harrow Wilmot. Peter’s father, who’s supposed to already be dead. Since before Tabbi was born.

Around the room, it’s written, “Don’t unveil the devil’s work.”

Written there, it says, “Destroy all her paintings.”

What they don’t teach you in art school is how to make sense of a nightmare.

It’s signed Peter Wilmot .