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Shadow said “Okay,” and as soon as he said it, wondered if he would regret it.
“Good man. I’ll get you more details as and when.” The little gray man stood up, and gave Shadow’s shoulder a gentle pat as he walked past. Then he went out, leaving Shadow in the bar on his own.
II
Shadow had been on the road for about eighteen months. He had backpacked across Europe and down into northern Africa. He had picked olives and fished for sardines and driven a truck and sold wine from the side of a road. Finally, several months ago, he had hitchhiked his way back to Norway, to Oslo, where he had been born thirty-five years before.
He was not sure what he had been looking for. He only knew that he had not found it, although there were moments, in the high ground, in the crags and waterfalls, when he was certain that whatever he needed was just around the corner: behind a jut of granite, or in the nearest pine wood.
Still, it was a deeply unsatisfactory visit, and when, in Bergen, he was asked if he would be half of the crew of a motor yacht on its way to meet its owner in Ca
They had sailed from Bergen to the Shetlands, and then to the Orkneys, where they spent the night in a bed and breakfast in Stromness. Next morning, leaving the harbor, the engines had failed, ultimately and irrevocably, and the boat had been towed back to port.
Bjorn, who was the captain and the other half of the crew, stayed with the boat, to talk to the insurers and field the angry calls from the boat’s owner. Shadow saw no reason to stay: he took the ferry to Thurso, on the north coast of Scotland.
He was restless. At night he dreamed of freeways, of entering the neon edges of a city where the people spoke English. Sometimes it was in the Midwest, sometimes it was in Florida, sometimes on the East Coast, sometimes on the West.
When he got off the ferry he bought a book of scenic walks, and picked up a bus timetable, and he set off into the world.
Je
“So what is it people do around here for fun?” asked Shadow.
“They drink. They wait to die,” she said. “Or they go south. That pretty much exhausts your options.”
“You sure?”
“Well, think about it. There’s nothing up here but sheep and hills. We feed off the tourists, of course, but there’s never really enough of you. Sad, isn’t it?” Shadow shrugged.
“Are you from New York?” she asked.
“Chicago, originally. But I came here from Norway.”
“You speak Norwegian?”
“A little.”
“There’s somebody you should meet,” she said, suddenly. Then she looked at her watch. “Somebody who came here from Norway, a long time ago. Come on.”
She put her cleaning cloth down, turned off the bar lights, and walked over to the door. “Come on,” she said, again.
“Can you do that?” asked Shadow.
“I can do whatever I want,” she said. “It’s a free country, isn’t it?”
“I guess.”
She locked the bar with a brass key. They walked into the reception hall. “Wait here,” she said. She went through a door marked PRIVATE, and reappeared several minutes later, wearing a long brown coat. “Okay. Follow me.”
They walked out into the street. “So, is this a village or a small town?” asked Shadow.
“It’s a fucking graveyard,” she said. “Up this way. Come on.”
They walked up a narrow road. The moon was huge and a yellowish brown. Shadow could hear the sea, although he could not yet see it. “You’re Je
“That’s right. And you?”
“Shadow.”
“Is that your real name?”
“It’s what they call me.”
“Come on, then, Shadow,” she said.
At the top of the hill, they stopped. They were on the edge of the village, and there was a gray stone cottage. Je
“Whose house is this?” asked Shadow. “It looks empty.”
“Don’t worry,” said Je
She pushed open the unlocked front door, and they went inside. She turned on the light switch by the door. Most of the inside of the cottage was taken up by a kitchen sitting room. There was a tiny staircase leading up to what Shadow presumed was an attic bedroom. A CD player sat on the pine counter.
“This is your house,” said Shadow.
“Home sweet home,” she agreed. “You want coffee? Or something to drink?”
“Neither,” said Shadow. He wondered what Je
“Did I hear right? Was Doctor Gaskell asking you to help look after a party on the weekend?”
“I guess.”
“So what are you doing tomorrow and Friday?”
“Walking,” said Shadow. “I’ve got a book. There are some beautiful walks.”
“Some of them are beautiful. Some of them are treacherous,” she told him. “You can still find winter snow here, in the shadows, in the summer. Things last a long time, in the shadows.”
“I’ll be careful,” he told her.
“That was what the Vikings said,” she said, and she smiled. She took off her coat and dropped it on the bright purple sofa. “Maybe I’ll see you out there. I like to go for walks.” She pulled at the bun at the back of her head, and her pale hair fell free. It was longer than Shadow had thought it would be.
“Do you live here alone?”
She took a cigarette from a packet on the counter, lit it with a match. “What’s it to you?” she asked. “You won’t be staying the night, will you?”
Shadow shook his head.
“The hotel’s at the bottom of the hill,” she told him. “You can’t miss it. Thanks for walking me home.”
Shadow said good night, and walked back, through the lavender night, out to the lane. He stood there for a little while, staring at the moon on the sea, puzzled. Then he walked down the hill until he got to the hotel. She was right: you couldn’t miss it. He walked up the stairs, unlocked his room with a key attached to a short stick, and went inside. The room was colder than the corridor.
He took off his shoes, and stretched out on the bed in the dark.
III
The ship was made of the fingernails of dead men, and it lurched through the mist, bucking and rolling hugely and unsteadily on the choppy sea.
There were shadowy shapes on the deck, men as big as hills or houses, and as Shadow got closer he could see their faces: proud men and tall, each one of them. They seemed to ignore the ship’s motion, each man waiting on the deck as if frozen in place.
One of them stepped forward, and he grasped Shadow’s hand with his own huge hand. Shadow stepped onto the gray deck.
“Well come to this accursed place,” said the man holding Shadow’s hand, in a deep, gravel voice.
“Hail!” called the men on the deck. “Hail sun-bringer! Hail Baldur!”
The name on Shadow’s birth certificate was Balder Moon, but he shook his head. “I am not him,” he told them. “I am not the one you are waiting for.”
“We are dying here,” said the gravel-voiced man, not letting go of Shadow’s hand.
It was cold in the misty place between the worlds of waking and the grave. Salt spray crashed on the bows of the gray ship, and Shadow was drenched to the skin.
“Bring us back,” said the man holding his hand. “Bring us back or let us go.”
Shadow said, “I don’t know how.”
At that, the men on the deck began to wail and howl. Some of them crashed the hafts of their spears against the deck, others struck the flats of their short swords against the brass bowls at the center of their leather shields, setting up a rhythmic din accompanied by cries that moved from sorrow to a full-throated berserker ululation…