Ecstasy

Eli

She’s so beautiful. In the passenger seat of the 370Z, her mouth open as she leans against the door, snoring softly. She’s so damn beautiful.

The sun is coming up now and after holding her on the couch in her living room all night, I can say that was the best part of this entire fucking year.

Cleaning up the glass on the floor of her apartment, picking it out of the bottom of her feet and that sliver in her back that went through her shirt…not so great. Despite what she probably thinks, I didn’t really want to hurt her.

I’ve never wanted that.

When I first laid eyes on her when Alex brought her to our house, I knew I’d do anything to get her. To keep her. To have her. She was exactly what I wanted, and unlike every other girl who tried to own me, who tried to get me to own them, she was content to do whatever the fuck she wanted to do.

And what she wanted was what I wanted too.

But she just didn’t know it. She didn’t know Alex wasn’t the one for her.

And then Riha

She was a means to an end.

But I dealt with Riha

And I’ll deal with Alex too.

As I turn into my driveway, Zara still snoring softly in the passenger seat, I know I’ve already dealt with the most important thing. I’ve already made sure she knows she’s mine. That the time for games is over because I’m tired of watching everyone else fuck around with her. I got what I wanted, making Alex watch me fuck her, and now I’m done with that shit.

She’s mine now.