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Richard stood in the dark, crying. After a time, he forced himself to stop, and thought of Kahlan. That was something pleasant De
He smiled at the vision of her in his mind. He savored the memory of her kiss, the feel of her against him. Even if he wasn't with her, she could still make him smile, make him happy. What happened to him didn't matter. She was safe. That was all that counted. Kahlan, and Zedd, and Chase, were safe, and they had the last box. Darken Rahl was going to die, and Kahlan was going to live.
After it was over, what did it matter what happened to him? He might as well be dead. De
He was glad he was going to be dead before then. Maybe he could do something to hurry it along; it certainly didn't take much to make De
"I love you, Kahlan," he whispered into the dark.
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At the end of the day she hooked his chain to the beam again and made him stand for the night. He didn't bother to ask why; it didn't matter. She was going to do as she wished and there was nothing he could do to change it.
In the morning when she returned with the torch, he was still standing, but barely. She seemed in a good mood.
"I want a good-morning kiss." She smiled. "I expect you to return it. Show me how happy you are to see your mistress."
He did his best, but had to concentrate on how pretty her braid was. The embrace ignited the flames of pain in the wounds she pressed against. When she was finished, and the hurt left him shaking, she pulled the chain off the peg and tossed it on the floor.
"You are learning to be a good pet. You have earned two hours of sleep."
He collapsed to the floor, asleep before the sound of her footsteps faded.
He discovered that being awakened by the Agiel was a terror all its own. The brief sleep had done little to revive him. He needed much more than he had been allowed. He vowed to himself that he would struggle with all his might to get through the entire day without making. a single mistake, to do exactly. as she wished, and maybe she would grant him a whole night's sleep.
He put his effort into doing everything she wished, hoping he would please her. He was hoping, too, that he would be given something to eat. He hadn't eaten since she had captured him. He wondered which he wanted more-sleep, or food. He decided that what he wanted the most was for the pain to stop. Or for him to be allowed to die
He was at the end of his strength, felt his life slipping away from him, and awaited the end with longing. De
When at last she unhooked the shackles from the beam, he thought it must be night again; he had no sense of time anymore. He waited for her to hook up the chain, or throw it on the floor and tell him he could sleep. She did neither. She instead hooked it over the chair, told him to stand, and left. When she returned, she was carrying a bucket.
"On your knees, my pet." She sat in the chair next to him, took a brush from the hot soapy water, and started scrubbing him. The stiff bristles brought a pain all of their own as they worked into his wounds. "We have a di
She worked with an odd sort of tenderness. It reminded him of the way a person would care for a dog. He fell against her, unable to hold himself up. He wouldn't lean against her for support if he had the strength not to, but he didn't. She let him stay where he was as she scrubbed. He wondered who the di
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He only nodded, not having enough strength to speak.
Queen Milena. So they were in her castle. He guessed that didn't surprise him. Where else would she have had time to take him? When she was finished, she allowed him one hour of sleep, to rest for di
She woke him with her boot instead of the Agiel. He almost cried at her mercy and heard himself thanking her profusely for her kindness to him. She gave him instructions as to his behavior. He would have his chain hooked to her belt, and was to keep his eyes to her, speak to no one unless they spoke to him first, and then only if he looked to her first for permission to answer. He would not be allowed to sit at the table, but would sit on the floor, and if he behaved himself, he would be given something to eat.
He promised to do as she wished. The idea of sitting on the floor sounded wonderful to him: to be able to rest, and not have to stand, or be hurt. And to be allowed something to eat, at last. He would make sure he did nothing to displease her, or to keep her from giving him food.
Richard's brain was in a fog as he followed behind De
In the room with other people, De
He found himself thinking about how beautiful her hair really was, how much finer she looked than any of the other women at the di
Richard bowed and stayed bowed while De
As she sat at the table, De
"Since you don't eat meat," the Queen said to De
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"For my pet," she told him, interrupting her conversation only briefly.
The man took the bowl from the tray and handed it down to Richard. It was some sort of gruel, but to Richard, as he held the bowl in his trembling hands, preparing to drink it down, it looked like the best meal he had ever seen.
"If he's your pet," Princess Violet said, "why do you allow him to eat like that?"
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"Well, if he's your pet"-the Princess smiled-"he should eat off the floor, without his hands."
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"Put it on the floor," Princess Violet said, "and eat it like a dog, for us all to see. Let everyone see that the Seeker is no better than a dog."
Richard was too hungry to do anything to lose his meal. He concentrated on a mental image of De
After the Queen and her guests had finished eating, a man in chains was brought in and made to stand in the center of the room. Richard recognized him. He was one of the men Kahlan had freed from the dungeon. They exchanged a brief look of understanding, despair.