Garden of Sins

7. Such a bad girl

Carter

Holy fucking shit. That Alayna is such a hot mess. Really. My brother always chooses exquisite merchandise. And she’s got an ass like Je

She has no idea how much it costs me not to push up her dress and spank her hot, naked ass before I fuck it. Yeah, fuck. But I’m not allowed to yet. Right, Caden, you selfish prick?

What was that number in the car this morning anyway? I almost went insane because I wanted to pull over and fuck her. I could imagine exactly how wet she was around his fingers and how she contracted when she came. So loud. So thoughtlessly, even though I was sitting there.

Fantasy can be a curse.

Bad girl. I want to grab her by the hair, feel her naked skin against mine, and fuck her tight little pussy.

I want her, but I can’t right now. And Caden knows how crazy it makes me not to get what I want.

I’m already stoned again when we arrive at the club in the southern part of the city. Alayna is not wearing any underwear. ALL RIGHT! And I can see her small, erect nipples because she is cold and the contours of her butt. But Caden doesn’t give her a jacket because he wants her nipples to stick out and he wants others to look at her. He likes it so much.

I don’t give a shit as long as I can fuck her again today if Caden hasn’t already fucked her to pieces. He likes to do that every now and then.

We’re all dressed in black as we agreed. Alayna wears heels that make her legs even longer. I want her to leave them on when I fuck her later and stretch her legs over my shoulders while holding on to my heels. I imagine things graphically.

Today, I will not do coke as I sometimes do, I admit it. But the stuff is all over my glove compartment. If I touch it, I am not allowed to touch Alayna again because I am unpredictable, according to Caden. He doesn’t want her to break, does he? Not like Danielle did. She’s totally broken. She’s destroyed. Oops.

Caden has one arm around Alayna’s shoulders and I am on her other side. I’d love to pull her by the hair into some toilet or corner, I don’t give a shit where, and jump on her like a Neanderthal.

The club is big and dark. It’s in the southern district because we never go out to party in any fancy places in the north, no matter where we are. Here, it is smoky, wicked, and smells like weed and alcohol. The people are pressed close together, blue lights flash through the room, and clouds of smoke rise everywhere.

The women here are all high and easy. The guys are here to fuck and some are watching Alayna.

There is no room and I watch Caden pull Alayna to the bar, grab her by the hips, and set her on the counter like a platter.

My forehead wrinkles and I look questioningly at him: Really now?

He answers aloud, “Chill, bro.” I roll my eyes, whatever. It’s his bitch, not mine. Everyone stares at Alayna. Caden mumbles something to her and then strolls off to one of the back rooms to settle something with Luca. There were a few problems with him.

Caden knows that I’m with Alayna if there’s any trouble. And, yeah, okay, I’ll take care of her. My brother will have a breakdown if something happens to his little doll. My brother isn’t fu

I roll a joint, lean next to her, and put my elbows on the bar. Alayna slips off the bar and slides onto a stool. Apparently, dear Alayna doesn’t like to be showcased. Just as well. And that’s why my brother set her on it. He challenges her, I know that. Never show Caden Rush your weaknesses.

Spontaneously, I turn toward Alayna and blow the smoke in her face because I feel like it. I am a

Alayna squints. “Stop it, you creep!” she tells me.

I do it again.

And again.

Until, with an angry sparkle in her eyes, she rips the joint from my fingers and puts her full, red made-up lips around it. The cherry flares as she pulls deeply on it before she blows the smoke back in my face.

“Do you still not understand that you shouldn’t fuck with me, Alayna?” I ask with raised eyebrows. She must have seen that I am not to be fucked with.

“Don’t you understand that you have nothing to say to me, Carter?” Ooh, so combative today. She wouldn’t be if I told her about our little secret. Obviously, I won’t. I’m not like that. And I have something of hers.

Again she hits the damn joint and blows the damn smoke in my face.

I grab her chin hard with three fingers and she gasps. Insistently, I stare into her sparkling green-brown eyes. “Don’t fuck with me, Alayna, or I’ll fuck you.”

She twitches and her breathing stops, her brows furrow, and she stares at me skeptically. I let her go again before she notices anything. I have noticed that she sometimes falters and thinks when I briefly touch her. She should not think. Not too much.

She hands me the joint that I hold between two fingers, then she pushes off the stool and starts to walk away. But that won’t work. She can’t run around this fucking club alone and besides, I’m pissed off. I mean, what is this, why is this beast challenging me? I shouldn’t be challenged and the last word hasn’t been spoken yet.

I snuff the joint out in the ashtray and stomp after her. Angry. With clenched hands. Nobody talks to me like that. And nobody blows smoke in my face.

I have my hand stretched out, trying to grab her when she runs straight into Caden who moves in her way. Oh, great. That’s all I need. I bet today won’t be my turn again. What agony.

Warningly, he glares at me and shakes his head. And that is Alayna’s salvation. Caden shakes his head, so Carter holds still. That’s how it works here in the Rush household.

* * *

An hour later, the tension has eased a bit and Alayna does everything she can to ease Caden’s tension. Right now, she is dancing and I am still charged — for so many reasons.

Caden and I are sitting in a booth that opened up and Alayna swings her hips right in front of my brother, but naturally, I see it too. Even if unintentional, I see it.

I will settle all this with Alayna later when Caden can’t interfere anymore, even if she won’t have any idea that I’m settling something with her because she’ll believe I’m Caden.

He sits next to me and stares at me for what feels like an eternity and I stare at Alayna’s ass, which doesn’t seem to interest him at all right now.

“What was that back there, Carter?” he asks and I reluctantly turn my head to him and take a drag of my cigarette. I’m not in the mood for bro-talk right now.

“What was what, Caden?” I inquire lazily.

“You know what, Caden.”

I moan. “She provoked me.”

He put his forearms on his thighs, just like me. “I told you what the rules were, Carter. You have to pull yourself together.”

I roll my eyes. “I didn’t harm a hair on your dolly.”

“Don’t start making up excuses. She’s mine for as long as I want her, you can have her when I say so. So when you are not in charge, treat her right or you won’t get her. It’s that simple.” Incredibly simple.

Skeptically, I turn my head and stare at Caden with raised eyebrows. “Are you fucking me right now, Caden?” We’ve never had a situation like this before. What is it? Usually, I can do whatever I want with his chicks.