The Spark

Donovan’s face remained impassive. “Nope. Just needed some fresh air.”

“Are you feeling sick? Autumn thinks something she ate might not have agreed with her. I hope the whole place doesn’t come down with food poisoning.”

Donovan looked straight at me. “Pretty sure it’s not food poisoning.”

“Good. Alright then, enjoy the party.” Completely oblivious, Blake put his hand on my back. “And Decker, this is a good opportunity for you today. So don’t do something stupid and screw it up.”

I shut my eyes. God, where was that advice half an hour ago? I felt Donovan’s eyes on me, but I didn’t want to make matters worse, so I kept my head down when I said goodbye and walked to the car, slumped in a walk of shame.

The ride home was long, and I spent it lost in my head. I answered when Blake asked me a direct question, but otherwise I didn’t talk much. Thankfully, both the physical symptoms I’d displayed and the mental distance could be blamed on not feeling well. When we pulled up to my apartment, Blake started to look for a place to park, but I really needed to be alone.

“I’m so sorry I caused you to leave the party early, but if you don’t mind, I’m not really up for company right now.”

“Oh. Yeah, of course. I get it. I like to be left alone when I don’t feel well, too.”

I forced a smile. “Thanks.”

“I’ll park and walk you to the door.”

I shook my head. “It’s fine. You don’t need to walk me.”

“You sure?”

I nodded.

“At least let me double park and open your door.”

“Okay.”

Blake walked around to my side and opened the passenger door. Extending a hand, he helped me from the car and kept my hand in his. “I’ll text you later to see how you’re feeling.”

I was pretty sure I’d still be feeling the same—like a giant piece of shit. Yet I smiled again. “Thank you.”

He leaned in for a kiss, and a wave of panic washed over me. Without thinking, I put my hand on his chest and stopped him. Blake’s face wrinkled.

“I…I don’t want to get you sick.”

He smiled. “I’ll risk it.”

I covered my mouth. “No…really.”

Blake gave me a conciliatory smile and lifted my hand to his mouth, brushing his lips over my knuckles. “Feel better. I’ll see you soon.”