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Every time we're together, it feels like something new and undiscovered, yet so familiar and instinctive.
I've never known what love was before, but I know what it is now.
It's acceptance, it's nurturing, it's longing, it's sacrifice, and it's pain. It's beauty in the darkest places. A shred of light where there is none.
It's Ricardo and me.
Two people who should have never ended up together, but needed to find one another in order to go on living.
“Can I?” he questions, his fingers tracing the edges of my underwear.
When I nod, he grips my hips and pulls me to his mouth. Need coils in my belly when he plants a gentle kiss there.
I'm brought back to the night where he kissed every part of me that hurt, every part of me that had been violated by others. The night I gave him my entire heart, every screwed up piece of it, I just didn't realize it at the time.
He continues planting gentle kisses all over my body, sparing no part. Making sure each kiss is filled with so much love and tenderness, I have no choice but to soak it in and take all he has to give as he washes away the sins of the past.
My Ricky's far from a saint now, but he keeps the best parts of himself reserved for me. He becomes whatever I need him to be. The playful, cocky bastard, the coach, the dark savior.
The protector, the murderer, the healer.
Ricardo molds himself for me, turns himself inside out for me. He treats me like I'm his shrine and worships me like I'm a goddess. When I lose myself, he's right there, pulling me back to him where I belong. Making sure I don't drown.
His fingers slowly trail their way up my thighs, shooting bolts of electricity throughout me before he finally hooks a finger onto the sides of my panties and lowers them.
He nuzzles my sex and inhales me like he always does, like he can't get enough of me.
I can feel my face and chest break out in a deep flush and goosebumps dance across my flesh.
I see a hint of that cocky smirk on his face when he notices my reaction and I know right then that this is far from over.
This is only the begi
He shifts so he's sitting on the over-sized ledge of the tub and positions himself so he's eye level with my breasts. I rest my hands on his shoulders as he reaches around and unhooks my bra before letting it drop in the water.
His eyes heat right before he lowers his mouth to my nipple and sucks. He brings the washcloth around to my backside when he moves on to my other nipple and the warm soapy water relaxes me as I melt into him.
His eyes co
His eyes become hooded and he reaches for my neck, bringing my face down to meet his. When I open my mouth, he attacks—kissing me so hungrily, so feral, I swear the world around me starts to shake.
He groans into my mouth as his tongue swirls with mine and his teeth crash against my own, the kiss becoming even more needy and frantic.
I go to position myself on top of him, but he halts me. “Turn around,” he says, his voice gravelly, that look in his eyes turning positively carnal.
As soon as I do, he drops to his knees in the tub. I look over my shoulder at him and his jaw flexes. “Bend over and grab your ankles.”
For a moment, I feel nervous—not only will the position leave me fully exposed to him, but anything revolving that part of my body tends to bring back harmful memories.
His lips graze along my spine, sucking and nipping—coaxing me to do what he says until I'm fully bent over in front of him, more exposed and naked than I've ever been.
I take a deep breath and let it out in the form of a moan when he buries his face in my ass, attacking me with such a titillating fervor I feel myself start to slip. His big hand glides across my stomach right before he wraps his arm around me, securing me so I don't fall.
His tongue never lets up though, kneading me and massaging that taboo hole like it's his altar. My head spins when his mouth breaks away and his thumb is circling me instead, teasing and priming me for him.
Memories threaten to ruin this, but I won't let them this time...because I want this.
I want all of this. I want him to take me and fuck me until I collapse into a pool of nothing, so I can rebuild and come back stronger.
I grab my ankles tighter and stick my ass out further, letting him know exactly what I want.
I wish I was able to see the cocky grin that I'm sure is plastered on his face right now. But that thought's long gone when one of his fingers starts to enter me and I mewl.
He's so gentle, painstakingly and deliberately drawing out both my anticipation and pleasure.
“More,” I beg, because I always want more when it comes to Ricardo.
I feel the sharp sting from his teeth sinking into my ass, and then his tongue meets my skin again as his finger pumps in and out of me.
“Oh god.” I hiss when the hand that's wrapped around my stomach drops between my legs and he cups me and pinches my clit.
“I want you inside me,” I tell him, not even bothering to hide the desperate need in my tone. “I want you to take my ass, Ricardo. Take every part of me and never give it back.”
I hear him rummaging around for something behind him before he utters, “I owe you one, Tyrone,” under his breath.
A laugh escapes me but turns into another moan when his finger enters me a second time, this time with a generous amount of lube on it.
He positions himself on the ledge of the tub again and tugs me to him. His hands disappear for a moment and I grunt at the loss of contact which causes him to laugh. “Greedy,” he taunts as he places something on the ledge beside him.
“I—” My sentence stops when I notice it's his piercing.
“I don't want to hurt you,” he says and I zero in on the way he's stroking lube up and down his thick cock in the sexiest way possible.
He leans his head against the tiles. “Keep looking at me like that and I'm go
I give him a wink. “Keep talking to me like that and I'm go
He grins, his entire face lighting up and my heart soars. “In that case, bend the fuck over now and spread that ass for me.”
He bites his knuckle and lets out a sharp intake of breath when I do exactly as he says, feeling sexy, dirty, and playful—but also feeling loved and wanted in the way I deserve.
I can't help but tense up entirely as he starts to enter me, but he places a hand on the small of my back and says, “Relax, baby. You're in control of this.”
I don't know what he means until he stills himself completely and rubs slow and sensuous circles up and down my spine. “Take what you need from me, Lou-Lou. Let yourself go and take me inside you.”
I close my eyes and focus on his touch, only his tip is inside me right now and I want more. I need more.
I raise myself up and place his hand back on my waist. Then I settle against him, steadily taking him inside me, inch by delicious inch until I'm fully seated on his lap and we both exhale at the same time.
I bring my arm up and snake it around his neck, needing to be closer to him. He licks and sucks on the spot just under my ear, driving me absolutely crazy with lust. I feel so full, so turned on, I can't help but start to move myself up and down his cock.