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But that pillar's not sturdy enough to protect me from the power behind his kiss.
It's a kiss that breaks all the rules, it's a kiss that puts me back together and shatters me all at once.
It's a kiss that makes me fall in love with the si
The sweet angel who turned into the vicious devil.
The only man who can rescue and kill me at the same time.
I will always belong to him and he will always belong to me and nothing will ever change that.
The only thing this kiss changes are the lines between us, because it blurs each and every one of them.
I despise him and I want him.
I hate him and I love him. I love him more than anything in the whole entire world. Where he leads I will always follow, even if it's straight into the depths of hell.
We're both so fucked up and crazy...we'll never be normal.
But together...we're everything.
Everything I used to wish on those dandelions for is right here with him...and I'll never stop fighting for it. I'll never stop fighting for us.
This is the life I want...this is who I want to spend my life with...forever.
I feel so whole when we co
When we can heal the other in a way no one else ever can.
I'll survive anything...as long as it leads me right back to this moment right here...as long as it leads me right back to his arms where I belong.
The arms that won't ever let me crumble...because Ricardo will always hold me together, no matter the cost. I feel it in his touch, in his embrace. I feel it every time he looks at me, and even when there's anger in his eyes, his love for me still burns right through. I feel it when he kisses me like he is now. Like my kiss is his dying breath and he'll spend every second he has left on earth cherishing me.
Ricardo loves me right down to the marrow and deeper...he loves me in a way I've never been loved before. This man would do anything in the world for me...including taking his place as a DeLuca for my protection.
“I missed you,” I pant when he grants me a brief moment of air between his intense kisses.
“Missed you more.” He drops his forehead to mine. “So damn much, Lou-Lou,” he whispers as he nips at my bottom lip before the kiss turns so tender and sweet my legs turn to jelly.
“Show me,” I dig my nails into his back impatiently, I don't know how much longer I can wait for this. “Show me how much you missed me, Ricardo. Show me how much you want me. Make me yours again.”
He nips on my lip harder and when I taste the faintest hint of blood we both moan.
“You know damn well who you belong to, Lou-Lou. Just like I know damn well who I belong to.”
“Marlene?” I ask and that earns me a hard bite between my shoulder blades right before he's soothing the sting out with his tongue.
He flicks my earlobe and I melt against him as he rasps, “You think I would want any other woman's pussy when I've already had the best?”
I can't help but smirk as I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him into me. “Maybe it won't be so easy this time...maybe I'll make you earn this pussy again.”
I'm such a dirty liar—I'm his the second he takes me and he knows that—but I love provoking him. I love the way he makes me submit to him without abandon.
He digs his erection into my stomach and tugs on my ponytail. “I don't have to earn anything Lou-Lou...I worship you and the fucking ground you walk on. Maybe I'll make you beg for me this time around.”
The protest I was prepared to issue dies when his hand tightens around my hip. “I'll make you beg for me to lick your clit until you're coming all over my face.”
I part my lips and he slowly circles his tongue against mine until he takes complete control and sucks on it in a way that makes me yearn to do that to him. “I'll make you beg for my cock to be inside your mouth until you gag on it and swallow every inch.”
His eyes go smokey and he hitches my leg tighter around him before he presses into me in a way that has my body aching for more. “ I'll make you beg for my cock to be so deep inside your sweet pussy you won't know where you end and I begin.”
His face contorts in pain and his eyes change—and for a second—I see the vulnerability swirling in those dark orbs. The thing he's telling me without words.
He doesn't want to fuck up...he doesn't want to get so lost in me or in the moment that he can't find his way back. He doesn't want to get lost in the dark and hurt me tonight or ever again. He doesn't want to hear me beg for him, he needs to hear me beg for him, for this...to make sure everything he does is everything I want.
“Lou-Lou, I do—” he starts, his voice laced in agony.
Before he can finish that statement, I tug on his collar and lick his lips until I feel his body tense against me. “Go ahead and make me beg for your cock, Ricardo.” I suck his earlobe into my mouth and whisper, “Because I'm not taking my panties off until you make me. And just so we're perfectly clear, I want you to make me.”
That smirk...that slow, seductive, all-knowing and challenging smirk that spreads across his lips almost causes me to drop them for him right then.
Instead he's the one who drops to his knees. And that feral, predatory look in his eyes right now tells me that he's either going to kill me...or make me come harder than I ever have tonight.
He tugs my jeans off my hips and helps me step out of them before tossing them across the room.
I take my shirt off next and I see him visibly swallow as his expression fills with enough heat to light the damn world on fire.
“Beautiful,” he murmurs against the skin of my thighs before he looks up at me and his expression turns serious. “You're so beautiful, Lou-Lou.”
My heart takes flight, because although men have said that to me in the past, Ricardo's the only one who makes me believe it in the only way it actually matters.
He's not talking about my physical appearance...he's talking about all my ugly on the inside. The way he's looking at me makes me feel more beautiful than I've ever felt in my whole entire life.
This is my Ricky...my dark, broken savior who fell in love with a wicked, broken bird and saw her for what she really was.
He saw the things in me that no one else could.
He saw my light in the dark...because it shines for him.
I've been so lonely without him, without my missing piece, just thinking about it is enough to make me tear up and almost ruin this moment between us.
But the soft kisses he plants along the tops of my thighs as his fingertips brush the small of my back and he pulls me closer to him render me captive and every bad feeling disappears with his fiery touch.
He stares up at me as he licks a teasing path right along the edge of my panties, his tongue making delightful little circles against my flesh as I turn to liquid—floating to some place only he can bring me. Somewhere only we know.
His lips hit the wet spot just above my clit and my hips buck, which only causes him to smirk again. He hasn't even touched me and already I'm anticipating the things he's going to do to me. The things I know he can do to me.
I don't have the self-control that he does. I'm a needy mess and I don't care. My body craves him, Ricardo's my poison and no way in hell do I want the antidote. I want to overdose on him many different times and many different ways tonight.